#And I'm sure a large ammount of my followers don't even know I write because the closest thing I do to writing here is rbing memes

[plztumb1rhelpmegetoveranxiety]

Very unfair of life that I don't have a giant plushie I can cuddle.

#/j #ignore me #Okay actually going into personal shit after this tag✨ #I was going back in some of my older posts for serotinin (aka looking at past interactions) and saw a thing from months ago that joked I #hadn't been writing for a while #And I know it was light hearted‚ but that was said to me MONTHS ago #It's almost been an entire year since I've completed a fic #And I'm sure a large ammount of my followers don't even know I write because the closest thing I do to writing here is rbing memes #and talking about my wips #which itself is very rarely #and I know most of my mutals are bc of my writing and it feels like I'm lying to them (and all my other followers bc of my writing) #when I keep not posting new writing #It doesn't help that neither of my posted fics really got comments because the ships aren't really known off tumblr #And I also know that I need to actually write to get comments‚ but I have been doing my best to spit out ideas at least #Even if I DID complete something and post it‚ it still wouldn't help because it wouldn't be bnha like what my writing followers want #Not to mention I've been trying to convince myself it's okay because I've been working on drawing skills my drawings have barely improved #And my writing is much better than my drawings #just #I feel bad #personal