#GOD........... PUTTING THEIR CAS HEADSHOTS SIDE BY SIDE MAKES ME FEEL SO CRAZY. THEY JUST. THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THIS.......

[mattodore]

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#river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #echthroi #GOD........... PUTTING THEIR CAS HEADSHOTS SIDE BY SIDE MAKES ME FEEL SO CRAZY. THEY JUST. THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THIS....... #NEVER NEEDED [REDACTED] SO BAD IN MY LIFE..... EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. LET'S GET A GRIP. #also i can't wait for when i get better at making scars and can make matthias's chin scar look how it's supposed to #it's meant to be gnarly. like. well there's a lot of real estate on that chin first of all 😭 #but his mother threw a very heavy decanter at his face so. thick glass. it was fleshy and bloody. #in my head the scar's more like a rough edged gouge than a thin line of scarred over skin. like his chin was torn open. #the skin is probably lighter there and raised. ik my glass scars are like that (tho they're from a window so it's different) #and i think i want the scar to be more vertical and kind of... reaching? like maybe it goes down underneath his chin too? #hmmm... #i wish i had a reference for the exact kind of scar but alas </3 #i do have a reference for the scars on his torso from the lung surgery he had in his teen years tho! #...typing ! at the end of that unthinkingly only to sober up like two seconds later bc like. and WHY did he need that surgery exactly? GOD. #matthias's character has so many scars but theo has zero... it really speaks to the different kinds of violence they faced #mirror images but the words are backwards yk....... #no one cared about appearances with matthias or worried about having to hide the evidence..... jesus. god............... well. #christ. #just sat here staring at my screen for two minutes. #well. i do think it's interesting the way the does vs. evanoffs treated their kids. the abuse was so different but it still connects them.. #and that isolating distance vs. suffocating closeness shaped both matthias and theo's personalities in such an obvious way #like you look at their character traits and it's like. well first off THAT'S a symptom! but also. jesus. it all traces back to the crib. #yeah... well let me stop here. bc i realize i'll hit tag limit if i keep talking to myself and i don't want to type something only for it #to delete itself after..... which has happened to me SO many times while rambling abt mattodore in the tags of so many posts 😭 #cw abuse mention

[mycasandstarrs]

SPN 8x13: “Everybody Hates Hitler”

THEN: Henry Winchester and the Men of Letters. Henry carried a key to a location that holds great knowledge. Sam and Dean are gonna go see if that place still exists.

Vitsyebsk, Belarus. 1944.

Freaking Nazis.

RIP Nazi. Killed by the Golem.

RIP A whole bunch more Nazis. Killed by the Golem.

“Tell your masters this is far from over.”

Lebanon, Kansas.

Aww, we’re at the Bunker! It’s so familiar to me, but to them this is brand new.

Welcome to your new home, boys.

"Get Thee Behind Me Satan" by Ella Fitzgerald

Dean’s dead guy robe, hahaha.

“Listen, little brother, let's not go all geek on this stuff, okay?” Too late.

Dean, you child.

“Dean, look, I think we might have something here – something that could help us, help humanity. Henry certainly thought so. I mean, you know damn well we could use a break. What if we finally got one?” Yes you did.

Wilkes-Barre, Pennsylvania.

The ledger from the cold open.

“Gottenyu.”

“i hope they pay you good to keep that bug up your ass.”

“You Nazi Pig!” Wonderful last words, if you ask me.

RIP Isaac Bass. Burned alive.

Two Weeks Later.

They already set up a mini-fridge in the library.

Kevin’s working on the tablet, Garth says “hi”, and Cas hasn’t been answering their calls.

The Judah Initiative.

Now Sam’s got himself a sweater vest!

OHHHHH

There’s Aaron!

Nazi Necromancers.

I’m already getting giddy.

Sam’s got the wrong book. 

Special Agent Bolan. (As in Marc Bolan...)

“I'm sorry, man. I – I thought – I thought we had a thing back at the quad, you know – a little "eye magic" moment, and I saw you here and I figured I'd wait until you were done with your meeting and then maybe we might, uh...”

UGH I LOVE THAT SHOT OF DEAN SLOWLY RETRIEVING HIS FBI BADGE.

“Yeah. Uh, okay, but no – uh, no moment. This is a... federal investigation.”

“Is that supposed to make you less interesting?”

AND I LOVE THE LOOK ON DEAN’S FACE AFTER AARON SAYS THAT. My boy’s eyes just light up, oh my god.

“Okay…citizen. As you were.”

“You have a good night.”

“You – you...*bumps into table* have a – okay.”

i FUCKING LOVE THAT MOMENT

“I think we still got a case.”

“That would explain why I have something stuck to my shoe.”

“You being followed?”

“Yeah, I think so.”

Winchester code.

“That's weird. I thought I was being followed earlier. Turned out to be a gay thing.”

Sam just walked the entire time??

OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

Dean fucking flew, omg.

Sam would’ve cut his arm off!

“Ow, my spleen.” Poor hon.

Aaron’s Golem.

“So, wait. What you're saying is that you and me – we, uh, didn't have a moment?”

“No, man. I was tailing you.”

“Told you I was being followed. He was my gay thing. It was really good. You really had me there. It was very smooth.”

Why would you even ask that, Dean?

The Winchesters and Aaron are legacies.

“Every once in a while, crazy old Grandpa Bass would come back by on one of his trips, hand me a $20 savings bond, and say, ‘one day, you'll inherit the mantle.’ Sure enough, a few days after he died, this big box shows up at my apartment. He always said I’d know what to do. Which was crap, because when I opened that box, this big, naked, potato-faced lunatic wakes up and goes crazy!”

“I didn’t...go crazy.”

“You trashed my entertainment center! And my water bed.”

“This boy knows nothing, observes none of the mitzvahs, labors on Sabbath, dines on swine.”

I love Aaron, he’s hilarious.

The Thule Society. AKA the Nazi Necromancers.

OH MY GOD, was smashing the table necessary??

“Hey! Hey!! We're renting here! Renting.”

“Q-L-6-7-3-W-3-8?” 

“Oh, it's a call number. Library of Congress – their filing system. They use it in college libraries. Uh, Q-L-6-7-3 – that... that's sciences. Uh... birds, I'm guessing. Let's go.”

College boy Sammy would figure it out.

AH DAMN IT, THE DART. This is Sam’s third time getting hit with a dart??

GO SAM.

DAMN IT, NOT AARON TOO.

What exact kind of poison was in the darts???

I live to see a Nazi get beat up and dragged around like that.

“Long live the Thule.” Nazi Necromancer’s last words.

RIP Nazi Necromancer. Killed by the Golem.

“...Or not.” lol.

Why would they need to kill the Golem?

“Oh, my God. These guys are psychopaths.”

LMAO SAM.

Aww, Dean bought them coffee.

So Aaron actually had the damn manual book for the Golem...and then used the pages to roll joints.

“They were these thin, vellum-y pages. I mean, it was perfect for rolling.” lmao, Dean agreeing with Aaron on that.

How to kill the Nazi Necromancers: Headshot, then burn the body within 12 hours.

Another Nazi Necromancer. Fucking fantastic.

Dean calling Garth. No new info on the Thule Society.

They’re still wanting to kill the Golem?

“So, that's your plan – taking out my Golem?”

“It’s not a plan.”

“We would just feel a lot better if we knew how. That's all.”

“What makes you think you have any right to make that decision?”

Exactly.

Dean protecting Aaron!

“Clay of Adam surrender your bond unto me!”

“You woke him... but you didn't take possession of him. You write your name on the scroll, boy. That's how you... Yifalchunbee.” Aw crap.

NO, NOT AARON.

“Could we put the Nazi thing aside for the moment and just talk about this like –”

“Nazi necromancer dicks? Pass.”

The gun!

GO AARON!

RIP Nazi Necromancers. Killed by Sam and Dean.

Aaron takes charge. “It looks like I'm the Judah Initiative now.”

"Sunny Side of the Street" by Frankie Laine

“What’re you doing?”

“Ordering – I'm making a, uh, card entry for our, uh, copies from the Thule's red ledger for our collection.”

Sam’s a real Man of Letters. Henry would be proud.

I adore this episode.

#supernatural #spn summer rewatch #spn liveblog #spn 8x13 #everybody hates hitler