#I LOVE MIXHAEL I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

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vee shows michael her pacis

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so its the first time michael has visited the house since vee told him about her regression. he was super supportive and understanding - honestly it made a lot of sense given what he had seen of her behaviour

and michael reassured her that he was okay with it all and that she can regress with him if she wants to. so before michael visits, vee purposefully doesnt hide any of the little items around her room as she had done every time he visited previously

and when michael comes in he sees the sanrio and winnie the pooh colouring books on her bed. he just smiles and asks if she was doing colouring before he got there

vee gets a bit shy because its so much more real to have him actually talk abt it openly, and she just shakes her head, blushes and starts to chew her nail

michael obviously notices her nervousness so he doesnt push anythinf and they just sit down on the bed to watch a cartoon - michael isnt into kids shows rlly but hes been watching steven universe with vee recently

and eventually vee notices michaels gaze has wandered during the show and hes looking at the bedside table - she looks and goes rlly red because she FORGOT that she left out a couple of pacis,

she looks up at michael kindve scared that hes gonna think its weird but he just gives her a soft little look and whispers "do you wanna show me them?"

vee squeaks and quickly hides her head behind his shoulder and he giggles "its okay we dont have to" and goes back to watching the screen

but vee is chewing her lip and fidgeting with michaels sleeve and then after some internal debate and a lot of nervousness she tugs his sleeve

so michael looks down at vee and she just,, points to the pacis silently

michael nods "yeah kitty, i saw the pacifiers. did you wanna show me them?"

and hes sounds kind, michael is always so kind, that she nods rly shy but clings to his arm tighter, not moving to pick the pacis up.

so michael reaches over and picks both of them up and puts them gently in her lap,

her fingers go to the lilac sparkly one instanty and turn it over in her hand and michael prompts "is that your favourite one? its definitely your favourite colour"

and vee just smiles and feels less shy and "um yea.. i think so.... but- but um i like all of them really..."

and she tells mimi abt all the different colours she has and how nice they feel in her mouth and she even mentions that she uses them when big sometimes for anxiety - she flips the dark blue one over to show him the clear teat and explains that one is better for chewing. thats why she has two next to her all the time so if shes little she goes for the softer cloudy teat and if shes big and anxious she uses the firmer clear one and it helps her breathe slowly

michael is actually super impressed and curious about that "oh! oh like oral stimming! like the chewy necklaces!" and vee smiles "yeah!"

then the convo abt the pacis goes quiet and vee is leaning against him and fiddling with the lilac paci in her lap, smiling softly down at it

then suddenly michael asks, sounding almost shy "kitty? can i maybe... ask you something?"

vee feels her heart stutter. she gets rlly nervos and her eyes tear up in a second because oh no hes uncomfortable he thinks its weird he's gonna ask me to never show him little stuff again oh no

she rlly quiet goes "mhm" and braces herself

then mimi asks rlly sweetly "can i maybe see you with it in? its okay if not i just kinda wanna see..."

vees cheeks quickly go hot and she pulls back a little to look up at him and check his facial expression

he's smiling a little shyly. "i promise its not because i wanna laugh or anything i just... i dunno i just wanna see, i think itll be cute" and hes a bit blushy

vee is completely thrown off by michael actually wanting to see her use her paci but,,, she hesitates then RLLY quickly puts the paci in her mouth and hurriedly covers her face with both hands

mimi giggles and says "aww vee, its ok! but i cant see you" and he rlly gently puts his hands on top of vees and she doesnt react badly so he pulls them away from her face and chuckles "hello kitty!"

at the nickname she slowly looks up at him and is sucking the paci noticeably now to help with the nerves. its bobbing in her mouth and shes blushing and her eyes are wide and michaels face instantly lights up and he coos "AWWW KITTY 💖" really gushing and adoring

vee breaks into a big big smile behind her paci and she squeaks and buries her head on michaels shoulder again as he tells her "vee oh my gosh, you look even cuter than I thought!"

"nooo mo mo" vee giggles embarrassed, itching to crawl into mimis lap but theyve never done that before so she just settles for wiggling her butt on the bed and pulling her skirt down to make sure mimi can't see her pullup

"yes yes! youre so pretty kitty~" michael says really baby talky and pokes her cheek softly (he knows she loves being called that) (she squeals a little)

michael doesnt draw too much attention to vee after that, after the little blushy giggle fit he asks her if she is regressed and she takes her paci out to say she isnt, if she was regressed she wouldnt be able to talk or really sit up on her own

so michael asks more about how she uses the pacis as a grownup for anxiety. and after talking about it they both simultaneously pause then go...

"do you think you might wanna try?"

"do you think it would make me calm?"

and then they both giggle and vee hands the dark blue paci to michael smiling rlly big and her chest is bubbly with excitement because mimi is making this feel so NORMAL and fun!

and thats why when patton walks into vee's room twenty minutes later with snacks and appl mango juice, he is greeted with the image of vee sucking her sparkly lilac paci and having fallen asleep on michaels shoulder, and michael just scrolling on his phone and spinning the blue paci in his mouth

patton actually immediately whisper apologizes, he thought that michael would be embarrassed and that it was meant to be a secret

but michael isnt embarrassed at all, he asks through the paci "oh hi pap! are bose cookiebs?"

pat nods and places the snacks on vee's desk then quietly asks if michael regresses too (he was totally ready to adopt btw lol)

but michael just laughs and takes the paci out and is like "nah i just wanted to see what it feels like but i dont think theyre for me. kitty sure looks cute with them though"

then he looks down and smiles at sleepy vee whos just blinking awake and she asks rlly quiet and high pitched "wh- mimi?" through her paci

michael giggles and looks rlly softly down at vee as he pokes her nose "im still here, kitty. you fell asleep"

and vee sighs and buries her face against his arm and suckles on her paci more

michael laughs and wiggles his arm to get her to stop faling asleep "vee no cmon your dad brought snacks! i wanna eat, get off"

and of course that makes vee cheeky and she wraps both arms tightly around mimis arm and closes her eyes as if she's asleep but shes smiling mischievously behind her paci

"nooo im hungry" "im theepy!" "no youre not sleepy you were already sleeping!" "till theepy" "youre not, youre hungry" "nop hungy" "YOU ARE im speaking it into existence your so hungry right now" "nooo thtop it!" "no i wont stop you are LITERALLY starving you want a cookie so so bad right now, you want a chewy sweet cookie and nice cold apple mango juice" .... "arrghhh now i wan cookieth and juith!" "hahahha"

and patton just watches on with the softest smile because hes so happy vee found such a wonderful supportive friend

#I LOVE MIXHAEL I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM #little/big michael #little/big concepts #little/big ocs #agere virgil #ts agere #cg patton #asks #🍼 anon

[caitlesshea]

2x05 Coda

“Got one of those for me?” Michael asks Alex as he walks up to him and points to the beer.

Alex passes him one and Michael sits down heavy in one of Alex’s patio chairs. He loves it here, Alex’s house, even with how much he fights it.

His shoulder twinges as he sits down and Alex frowns.

“You okay?”

“Yeah. Just a tattoo actually.”

“What?” Alex laughs and Michael fishes the piece of paper out of his pocket of the map he drew.

“Max has the same one.”

“Really?” Alex looks down at the paper again.

“Noah told Max and Isobel that it’s a map to our home planet.” Michael shrugs. “Apparently I was drawing it all over the group home.”

“Michael.”

“You were never standing in my way Alex.”

“I - ”

“There was a lot going on that summer. Too much for me to handle, so I pushed you away.”

“Didn’t work out too well.”

“No.” Michael smirks. “I am sorry though.”

“Me too.” Alex hands back the drawing and leans closer. “The things I’ve said, about you wasting your life…”

“Alex.”

“I’m sorry, okay?”

“Okay.”

Alex smiles at him and Michael feels like he can breathe for the first time in months. Mixhael smiles back and Alex has a look in his eyes that Michael knows means trouble.

“About me saying you were in love with Max.”

Alex smirks and Michael doubles over and laughs.

“Oh my god.” Michael can barely get the words out he’s laughing so hard.

“I stole Kyle’s hubcaps.”

“What? When?”

“The day you left.”

Alex looks at him with understanding and Michael thinks this is the first honest conversation they’ve had in way too long.

“I didn’t want to say goodbye.”

Alex grabs his hand and squeezes.

”Then don’t.”

#malex #roswell new mexico #show us the tattoo #and all the flashbacks #because they definitely saw each other again

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This a game fam!  I got tagged by @electronictouch

1st rule: tag 9 people
 @dude-yas @eir-the-forester @grey-starlight @fenvalkyrie @johnandjak3 @honey-baby-sweetheart @omgffsalex @spaseslut​ @i-mixhael​ 2nd rule: bold the statements that are true (This took me a long time to do wtf)


APPEARANCE:
 I'm maybe 5'8'' or 5'9'' (I can't really seem to figure out which) I have green eyes My hair is curly and some shade of blue I have short hair I wear glasses I have an eyebrow piercing My bangs are weird I have a beauty on the tip of my nose, also one on my hand (I love them! so cute tbh)

PERSONALITY:
                                                                                                 People tell me I'm so funny I don't like mental challenges I'm stubborn Friends would say I'm quirky I love running I say a lot of stupid shit

ABILITY:
 I'm pretty good at drawing I can animate I play piano Singing is something I'm good at I'm a fast learner I'm good at math I have a good memory

HOBBIES: Drawing/animating I went out to photograph some birds today Made a origami rose this past week I love to whittle Watching scary movies Hiking

EXPERIENCES:
 I've had my first kiss this year One time I almost got killed by a mountain goat while hiking I've drank a lot Literally, have stayed in my house for 2 months Smoke that good kush

RELATIONSHIPS:
 I'm in one right now, I love him dearly I have been in some relationships that have last at least 3 years I haven't been in love for a while (Does that shit even exis-) I get crushes so easily though I have had feelings for bestfriends...

MY LIFE:
 I go to an alternative school I have ADD I have only 1 sister I live in Rapid City (I hate this place) My parents are still together I have many people I consider friends My best friend is my favorite person

RANDOM SHIT:
 My bestfriend's name is ryan I know a boy with hair that's colored like a red onion I hate spaghetthi (it feels like worms) My favorite food is Pizza Rolls I love Donald Trump (people like that can succ) People think me and my older sister are twins I fell down marble stairs when I was 9 I speak 3 languages (german, french and english)