#I don't wanna have to do that tho ughhhhhhh

[im-no-jedi]

it’s been so long since I’ve watched TCW, I can’t recall all of my favorite Fives moments off the top of my head, this stinks 😫

#I gotta make the Fives set tonight since I won't be able to tomorrow #at least I gotta get started on it #but I can only recall a handful of moments off the top of my head #might have to just spend some time tonight rewatching certain episodes #I don't wanna have to do that tho ughhhhhhh #like don't get me wrong; I wanna rewatch TCW #especially episodes that I love like the Umbara arc #but I don't want all my gifs to be exclusively from that one arc you know?? #there are other good Fives moments #the dude had a whole freaking arc about him #and I definitely don't wanna have to rewatch that one but I might have to #ughhhhhhhhhhh #Fives ilu so much babe I'm so sorry you don't deserve this 💔 #not just a number #star warz

[sufferinggod]

Had a great day at work. Then after work my day became really fucking depressing. Ugh. It's literally due to me staying here. I really want out of this place. I just don't like being here anymore. I'm just radiating negative energy now. Being here gets me depressed. I cannot wait to move out. Really hoping my cousin has been working on my room this week. I'd like to ask but I don't want to rush things. He knows I want out of here so I just have to endure it and be patient... In other related news a lady at work actually mentioned to me that she was looking for a roommate. We talked about it but I'm not sure if she was fr fr lol. I think she's getting a place but doesn't have it yet but she was asking me if I was interested once she had it. Shiiiittttt I definitely would be. I want out of this place fucking soon bro. I'm just stuck in this shit storage room all day. And I don't even have fucking privacy. These assholes fucking walk in and out and fucking check on me to see if they catch me doing some wack shit. Like get the fuck outta here fucking white ppl yo. Yall annoying af. Ughhhhhhh. Didn't even do fucking shit today. Just laid in bed. Killing time on Youtube. Didn't even play any games. I'd have loved to tho. But going to sleep early cuz I'd rather get more sleep in. Fucking haven't showered all week cuz i literally don't wanna leave my room. Fucking don't even like leaving it to take a piss anymore fucking rather hold it in and suffer. Or wake up in the middle of the night and use it when I kno everyone's asleep.

#thoughts #life #work

[magicmirrored]

OH HI PANIC ATTACKS N MATH ANXIETY, I DIDN’T SEE YOU COME IN

#seriously like i have #this weird association w/ algebra #n if i cant wrap my head around the material i get panic attacks in the middle of class #i got it literally an hour ago and i'm just beginning to calm down from it #bc i got my first panic attack in my junior year algebra class and that's also where they happened most frequently #so i guess algebra = panic for me now idk #skjghkaghdakhakd add that to my already-existing 'i don't really know if i am truly liked in the rpc' mentality and feelings #(they should pass but still) #and i feel fucking fantastic #i'm gonna listen to night mi.nd and nap #i wanna make a doll of nick's avatar #maybe i'll start when i wake up before doing hw #ughhhhhhh #;author's notes {ooc} #negative ; #sorry all i just need to throw shit out there #will probably be on my self insert for the day idk #i'll still be lurking tho #oh yeah and i forgot to mention that i failed an algebra test #this is from someone who has gotten a's n b's her whole life and when she was in first grade #cried over a failing grade (even though it turned out it wasn't even her paper) #so i feel #greeeeeeeeeeeeeeat