#I feel bitter that people so often trivialise my emotions

[tothepointofinsanity]

Sewercide mention.

[It’s about time I felt so depressed and angry again…obviously my parents continue to be a continuous benefactor of my low mood, but now I’m just more sad than anything. Sadness lingers like a cloud on me at all times. I can’t seem to scrub it away. I can’t even die yet because my siblings would be sad lol. I need to review the document I made a month(?) ago to keep myself going on.]

#ttpoilog #I feel bitter that people so often trivialise my emotions #and experiences #everyone gets it from time to time they say #everyone must be stronger than me then #ever since the thoughts of yesterday #the intrusive ones that is #I feel intolerable with my own body and life #I’m just a person to be looked down upon #forever inferior to others by some arbitrary measure #insufferable and loathsome #I really shouldn’t want to live at all