#I haven't had the energy/interest to update this blog recently sorry y'all

[stellae-de-baphometis]

Going on hiatus.

Hey everybody. Sorry I haven't posted here in a while. I haven't been doing too great, if I'm being honest.

I've been really struggling with my mental health as of late, mainly with my personality disorder(s), depression (which might actually be Bipolar Type 2 because I've been experiencing what I think might be hypomanic episodes every once in a while, though I haven't been officially diagnosed by my psychiatrist yet), and an eat1ng d1s0rder.

I've been almost completely unmotivated to do anything, which includes my spiritual practices, hence why I haven't been posting. I've lost interest in almost everything I used to enjoy doing and I've had some pretty dark and hopeless thoughts as of recently. Home life isn't too great either as I live with a dysfunctional family and I don't have the finances or life skills to move out and fend for myself.

I've been trying to claim some sort of benefits for a while now, but I've been rejected repeatedly. Idk man, I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I'm not doing too good. I think it's better I update y'all rather than just ghosting the blog altogether.

But yeah, this is why I haven't been posting. Sorry if I was a bit of a downer in this post, I'm just being honest about how I feel y'know.

Anyways. I might change my mind in a few days and go back to posting, or maybe it'll be weeks or months before I post again. I'm unsure how long I'll be gone for. I'll be back to posting again at some point though. Hopefully.

I might post/vent on my mental health blog @daemontypal if I have the energy or motivation. Not sure yet, we'll see.

Goodbye for now.

May the Infernal/Daemonic Divine bless you, as always. ✨🖤🥀

-Korv 🦇

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