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You cant break the broken ones Part 6

Chapter 6

I open my eyes, it was some time ago I got such good rest, it was like my body was full of energy again. Because of the  game and the special injection they gave to is it almost impossible for me to get some sleep. I just lost the ability to do so thats why my nights are mostly are 8 hours of a special meditation to put my mind to rest and simulate a sleep like state. Slowly I sit up looking around no Joker in sight, relieved I stand up on wobbling legs to walk to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

Right as I close the door of the shower cabin I hear something in the other room, I asume its the Joker and ignore it but groan as the door slowly opens. Like he wants to sneak up on me, I play along let door get opened and quick turn around only to be met by a man with a gun.

Not some one but one of the Judges of project B also known as the Game!

For a moment I stay there frozen in fear before jump forward starting to fight with him to get the gun it shoot a few times in the air before I manage to rip it out of his hand. Only to have it fall down and slide away.

I use this short moment of distraction to jump on him rolling with him over the floor smashing his head against it few times before he kicks me off him.  Pulling out a knife ready to kill me. I grab the next thing I could get my hands one and this was a bucket. Smashing at the side of his face to make him crash in to the mirror, groaning he stands up I see a big piece of the mirror stuck in his stomach. I swing the bottle against it making him scream out in pain falling back in to the broken pieces.

The door is ripped open and Joker comes in only seconds after the fall. He looks pissed off at me but as he sees the man laying there he is face changes and the next I know I am in his arms being carried out.

He carries me to the bed sitting me down and looking me over kneeling before me to look at my bleeding right foot. I didnt even noticed that I stepped in one of the sharp pieces as I was about to give the man the rest.

He gets up and I hear almost ten shoots before he comes back to me dealing his phone. Screaming at his man for not doing their jobs right and one of the called Johnny in charge to protect should be brought to the fun house?

I assume Johnny will be await a even worse fate than the judge in the bathroom.

He pulled the blanket around me before his men came in to get rid of the body. "Wait!" I stop them and humble now that i feel the pain over to one of the man dragging him out.

I kneel down and start to search through his suit jacket pulling out his phone before I walk back to the bed.

I search through it before the green haired man take it from me. "Did you know this man?" he asks me holding the phone out of reach.

"Yes I did, my past nothing of your concern!" I tell him getting angry as I try to grab it and he holds it out of reach. He smirks wide his eyes piercing mine. "Oh it is my concern because" he grabs me hard by my chin pulling my face close to his. "you are mine doll and no one messes with what is mine!" he kisses me hard I answer it only to trick him to get what I want from him.

"Frost get over her take care of her wound!" he orders his right hand before he sits down beside me looking with me through the phone.

Seeing some disturbing imagies make me almost puke but as I see Tais face on the screen I cant help myself and admire his features by moving my finger over the glass. I remembered the kiss we shared all seems so long time ago now.

I scream over a bite in my earlobe looking angry over at the Joker, who growls at me animal like warning me with his beautiful blue eyes while holding his hand out to me. This time I obey and give the phone to him only to watch him letting it disappear in to his jacket.

I hope there is no picture of me the last what I need is him knowing my old life!

I think but I know my pictures is on it if the pictures of the others are on it. "Daddy why cant I have it?" I ask him trying to be seducive "Because your Daddy dont like you to look at other men" he tells me smirking as I get closer getting on his lap to press his face in my breasts. "But didnt you said I belong to you?" I ask him pouting while feeling him grabbing my butt to squeeze it hard. "You are mine no question doll but you will follow my rules"  he smacked my butt few times  looking at me with hungry eyes.

I kiss him and grab the phone from his jacket getting quick of him, trying to look at the pics again but scream in shock over the shocks making my body shake uncontrolly.

Oh how much I hated this fucking collar!

#Suicide Squad #joker x ella #joker fic #chapter 6 #violence #blood death #torture #pics of the past #gif not mine #nsfw-ish

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tagged by @rodimussprime. Doing this because eh.. why not.. I am bored enough. more under the cut.

last

1. drink - coke

2. phone call -  my sister

3. text message - sasha aka my second half

4. song you listened to - bitter content by dodie

5. time you cried - somewhere around last month I think

ever

6. dated someone twice? - nah

7. kissed someone and regretted it - kind of

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - of course. Everyone has I think.

10. been depressed - oh honey.. my usual state

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - new year 2015-2016 from way too many different drinks and pumpkin soup. Been a habit since then. Fuck the old year, begin the new one with regret.

fave colours

12. pink (elena you fucking piece of **** got me to liking it so much I have my keyboard lights set as a kind of pink stardust. Thanks for that demon)

13. black

14. green/orange/blue listen: all colours are beautiful if you use them right.

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes! Best coworkers ever!

16. fallen out of love - nope

17. laughed until you cried - I think so

18. found out someone was talking about you - yes

19. met someone who changed you - yep

20. found out who your friends are - sadly yes and happily also yes.

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - nah

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - Like 90% though like 70% of them are old classmates I don’t talk to anymore

23. do you have any pets - my cat is with my dad and I so badly want a pet again...

24. do you want to change your name - yes. Very much.

25. what did you do for your last birthday - worked overtime, got yelled at by my chef and cried in the office because it was my last day before changing departments and she made me be late to my own birthday party for which one I needed to catch a train and drive for 2 hours to get there. Worst day of my life but a person changed that and made me realise that every good day I have could be my birthday and I should celebrate one of those instead on dwelling on this birthday. Still was a shit day. Then had sushi dinner with family and close friends.

26. what time did you wake up today - around 10 (normally I wake up around 2 on a saturday. What is wrong with me?!)

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - playing Overwatch

28. what is something you cant wait for - london with a friend and visiting online friends there, my new work contract, living on my own instead of in a flat with 4 strangers and being myself sometime in the future.

30. what are you listening to right now - golden slumbers cover by Dodie Clark

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - @clericall lol he is big tom, big doof. love you binch :*

32. something thats getting on your nerves - FUCKING SCREAMING KIDS ON THE TRAIN FFS WHY CAN’T THEY SHUT THE FUCK UP?! Also lying and wrong interpretation/communication

33. most visited website - tumblr, youtube, email site (I get a lot), ao3 and facebook

34. hair colour - dark blonde / brown

35. long or short hair - long but will go short end of the month...

36. do you have a crush on someone - no

37. what do you like about yourself - my compassion for my friends, family and doing good. I like seeing others smile and making someone happy and I think that is quite the cool thing about me.

38. want any piercings? - a helix tbh but idk.. it probably wouldn’t look good.

39. blood type - abcdefg I dunno.. I THINK A

40. nicknames - Sam -> the name I want

41. relationship status - the fuck’s a relationship..?

42. zodiac - taurus

43. pronouns - she/her and him/his

44. fave tv shows - I don’t really watch TV but I guess... Buffy, Xena, X-factor (the mystery one), and a bunch of animes and Netflix stuff

45. tattoos - don’t have any yet since I am very picky with a design and want to create it myself with symbols that mean a lot to me.

46. right or left handed - right-handed

47. ever had surgery - not that I can remember

48. piercings - nope

49. sport - basketball and tennis though I didn’t do both in some time

50. vacation - london next month and besides this only visited cities in my country and been to spain but as a baby so I can’t remember (thanks mom and dad -_-)

51. trainers - ...what?

more general

52. eating - nothing

53. drinking - coke

54. i’m about to watch - probably something on netflix since I am bored and at my dads place (KITTY!)

55. waiting for - tomorrow to visit Sash and end of the month for london!

56. want - to be happy

57. get married - maybe with the right person

58. career - looser media designer

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - both cool

62. older or younger - both~

63. nice arms or stomach - both nice arms are sweet to be embraced by

64. hookup or relationship - stable relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - a mix of both

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - oh honey... do you even know me ;)?

68. lost glasses - yes. but found them again!

69. turned someone down - yes

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someones heart - no

72. had your heart broken - two times by now.

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yes

75. fallen for a friend - yes

do you believe in

76. yourself - hahahahahahahahaha

77. miracles - mmh no

78. love at first sight - nope. Love has to develope I think or else you are in love with the imagie of someone which can hurt you when you find out the true person inside of a beautiful body.

79. santa clause - no

80. kiss on a first date - depends on the date

81. angels - as much as I nearly had fatal accidents, I do believe someone is looking out for me.

other

82. best friend’s name - sasha and oliver

83. eye-color - blue/green/grey

84. fave movie - I have a lot I like but I think... listen.. i am generic. I really love Frozen.

85. fave actor -  Lucy Lawless

tagging @llewellyn98 @clericall (do it bois!) @tamsininmypants @aishasauce and @korrainasamisjacket

#tag game #me #about me #why you forsaken me #elli ... lol :DDD