#I'll keep myself safe i promise i just cant admit myself to a psych ward either anymore becauss i found out we only have

[chipped-chimera]

I am not doing well. I am fucked up. It's really hard to hold onto any shred of optimism for me at the moment so ... Idk if people have cute things to show me or nice things to say that'd be really, really appreciated.

#kerytalk #spam my inbox #reblog or whatever #I'm really hoping to see the point in sticking around #i need to be reminded of the good and love out there because I am not feeling it anymore #I'll keep myself safe i promise i just cant admit myself to a psych ward either anymore becauss i found out we only have #mixed sex mental health wards in this ass backwards country which have a stupidly high rate of assault #i was in one two years ago but managed to get myself stable in two days and I hate realising i was lucky #like I felt uncomfortable as someone autistic in the ward already #but finding that out has terrified me and I dont know whether i could be safe in one anymore #please send me pet pics or cute stories #or just things you'd think I'd like #I'd really fucking appreciate it #depression tw #i guess #sorry