#IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

[dyk3-on-a-byk3]

adding onto ml!mark and cesar stuff: they want to be friends again. they're so happy that the other is alive, that the worst didn't happen. but at the same time, it's difficult to speak to the person with the face of that which has tormented you for years. it's difficult to hear a voice that, twisted and wrong as that other one is, haunts your every waking moment. it's difficult to see a once familiar face and only see a corpse in its place. it is hard to get back something you have already let go of, just as it is hard to move on with the future once you have accepted the past.

SSSTOOOOOPPPPP ITTTTT

#IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY #WHAT DO YOU USE TO WRITE THE TEARS OF YOUR FOLLOWERS?@!???!?@!?

[backhurtyy]

i miss them

#IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY #MUSEUM TRIP MY MOST BELOVED…. #AGH

[skrunksthatwunk]

why the fuck did i write about birds this fucking sucks. i just found out birds only sleep for a few minutes at a time, hundreds of times a day. do you know what this is going to do to my structure? the logistics of their road trip? this is already like three days late and i've been fighting for my life to get A Plot Like Any Plot That Makes Sense out and now the birds fucking sleep for 5 minutes at a time.

#i should've just bailed and written another story when i had the chance #i'm not joking i've never fought a fiction piece this hard before. usually because i'm not writing for specific deadlines #and not a piece so big. and not one that's gonna be workshopped. i wanna blow them away but if things keep going the way they are everyone' #gonna tell me the pacing sucks and it feels pointless and the characters feel really confused. I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. FUCKK #i'm the type to do about 15 passes before i let someone see my 'first draft' and i'm just not gonna be able to do that if i want to get it #in time for a workshop. every day i delay is making things harder for my classmates y'know?? but i've been writing like 1k words a day #and it's still not done. GUHH #I DON'T LIKE WRITING THESE CHARACTERS THAT MUCH THEY'RE NOT FUNNY OR ENDEARING AND THAT'S MY LIKE. #MAIN SKILL AND VIBE WITH SHORT STORY DUOS. BUT NOOOO I HAD TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT CUZ I WAS SICK OF DOING #THE SAME DYNAMIC OVER AND OVER. BITCH THIS IS YOUR FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIED AND TRUE GETS THE BLUE (RIBBON)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head #going to work on it some more. fuckk #the voices aren't consistent and i'm trying to make it clear that this is toxic bird yuri and not a mother/daughter thing but the maternal #themes are kind of fucking with that but they're important and i don't wanna get rid of them but it feels forced cuz im forcing it #sigh. i'm gonna have to cut the yuri. these two don't work romantically at all. what a waste of time. #i watched the entirety of mnthly girls' nozaki-kun in the past two days while avoiding writing. did you know that? the lengths to which i'l #go? anyway it was fun i appreciate fellow creative agony and i uh never knew how they did screen tones and wasn't expecting that somehow #so i learned something new (hooray). anyway back to. fucking. bird story stuff #i'm so mad i hate these two (<- lying. just pissy) i hate this story (<- mostly exaggerating. throwing a tantrum) #eughhhhhh i just wanna lie on the floor and cryyyyyyyyyy (<- completely deadpan irl. not That upset just kind of sick of shit) #i'm so burnt out and it's only gonna get worse. ughh #why can't someone just come in and write it for meeeeeeeeeeheheuhhh (<- would hate that)

[sashimiyas]

my new job planned a surprise lunch for me tomorrow and my trainer had asked me last week what i consider are the best restaurants in town and oh god. i didn’t know how to answer so i named a ayce kbbq spot i always rec my out of town friends to go to and i just found out that’s where they’re taking me. but how do i tell them i’m pescatarian?!?!!!!!

#reinas.inretrograde #THEYRE SO NICE IM GONNA BASH MY HEAD #IM GONNA EAT BEEF TOMORROW BC I CANT NOT WHEN THEYVE PUT SO MUCH THOUGHT #ITS ALL YOU CAN EAT LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN #AND ITS SO EXPENSIVE #i’m gonna cryyyyyyyyyy #it was supposed to be a surprise but my trainer is so considerate and asked how i felt about them and told me when i said i don’t actively #seek out surprises. i think i might cry myself to sleep

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

.

#my phone wont turn on asdbjaskdadhjklasabhkajkldasd #it does this a lot where it'll just not turn on but its not dead or anything #like u can still call me #and it'll ring on the other persons end #but u cant see the screen or hear the ringer #BUT THIS IS THE LONGEST ITS BEEN LIKE THIS #ITS BEEN LIKE ALMOST 3 HOURS #AND IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY #I DONT WANT IT TO BE DEAD LIKE ASDHJKASDLASDHJKASK WTF MAN #GUYS PLS PRAY FOR MY PHONE PRAY THAT IT TURNS ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN #mehrtalks

[archived-lehkonen]

#avs #artturi lehkonen #bowen byram #MY TEAM IS SOOOOOOO CUTE IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

[georgierre]

GUANYUKI. WAILS CRIES BREAKS DOWN THROWS TABLE

#OH MY GODDDD IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY #ame rambles

[whatyoutaughtwasfear]

[fucking combusts]

#I CANTBELIEVE I ONLY JUST SAW TBIS IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY #my tummy hurts #i think im incapable of thinking normally anymore #im going to fucking sleep goodNIGHT #lauratexts2023 #oh lmao by the way this isnt anyone i know. its a screenshot of a twitter post.

[chicomecoatl]

#the live debut of 'Roads Untraveled' was at the fucking Hollywood Bowl tribute show im #HHHHHHHHHHH #making my way through Living Things for the first time and i got to roads untraveled and im like #'oh fuck wait didn't they play this at the tribute show' #so i went to watch that version too and comments were like 'oh hey btw' #LIKE WHAT DO U MEEEAAAN THAT WAS THE VERY FIRST LIVE PERFORMANCE OF THAT SONG #THAT'S SO FUCKED UP IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

[blazevillains]

IM GONNA CRYYYYYY

#3L SEASON 3 IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

[qnpc04]

DAPPER WITH THE LITTLE SLIME HEAD IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

#qsmp liveblogging

[boytoyhalo]

RAMON GAVE PAC ART OF HIM WITH A MUSTACHE IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

#liveblogging

[heartbreakfeelsogood]

I!!!!! BECAME! SUCH A STRANGE SHAPE!!!!!! SUCH A STRANGE SHAPE FROM TRYING TO FIT IN IM GONNA FUCKING CRYYYYYYYYYY

#sorry i’m like live blogging this mania is hitting extra hard IM DOING BAD!

[oathofkaslana]

IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY

#SHES SO CUTIE IM SOBBING #coralie #hnk3

[teethcritter]

You're one of the first people I've made friends with on the internet in a VERY long time, and you've helped me through a lot more than you know by simply talking to me. I love how unapologetically passionate you are about your little fictional guys, and stuff you enjoy in general. Your passion helped me be more open about my interests to others, and just be more confident as a whole. Not to mention you're extremely funny (mom said it's my turn with the comedy routine) and transparent about who you are.

Love you bro, please don't ever forget that.

*hugs you until you revert to 🐙*

IM GOING TO KILL YOU THIS IS GONNA MAKE ME CRYYYYYYYYYY

GREHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH explodes you with my mind 80 timesyoure soooo . OAUEH

#ask

[angelthesis]

so anxiousssssssssss thinikmng of opening comms bc i need MONEY for my THREE cats surgery im gonna cryyyyyyyyyy wahat if the mean art people point at me and laugh i cant do this