#IM NOT MNORMAL

[etoilause]

i dont know what to do with myself!!!!

#theres no fucking coming backk itds just done #it happened it happened i know it did amd i camt unknow #and im gonna be fucjed up fotrvrr about it and idk what to do #i feel like a freak everything is so mnormal averythimh is fine until it isnt #sometimes i wish i struggled more so it would all make sense i strugfle qnd im fucked up #but it feels like everything is fine inwhcih case why am i like this why why why #fuck man

[noelashe]

being isolated and getting bored of mnormal things and sort of slowly going crazy but i'm free to do it im free to do anything

[effervescent-fool]

okokok ok im nnormal im so mnormal my hands arent shaking at al ;l

[sophomoreslvmp]

mnormal im so normal

[doggirlviscera]

ok done sorry i mnormal now. im a good game dev

[cat-vase]

Can you talk to your parents?

its 3am 

#i'll be ok i just like to talk i need ti talk while im like thi s #i dont have anythign t o to talk about but i need to #mnormally i think about mh but ic annot?? for some reason?? #ask #hh??? i'll be ok i will i just. strange #toastingstardust

[dialphone-archived]

im mnormal im normal im normal

#engie.txt #girl i need this #THE FANGS? GIRL. #unfortunate note: the bags are paintable meaning you can infact make it look like theyre drinking piss

[rondafeliz]

i have been slowly watching you succumb to jerma for the past few months, stuck at the sidelines, unable to help

you say "help " as if i had a problem to begin with.. im literally perfectly mnormal right now

#asks #anonymous #months? ive been his husband for years.

[trebledeath]

i am cold buyt my coat is upstairs.

#everything i type looks like crytyping to a degree #but listen #i type really fdast and i have no patience for the backspace bar #for the most part i am very accurate #i type very vcery fast when i am slightly more upset than mnormal #i do not cry #i have become physically incapable of crying #even though i cried like fifteen times last week #idk why im going on about this

[goodbyemoochiemoo-blog]

In 32 days I will take my life. I decided though that im not going to leave without explanation, so for 32 days ill write exactly what led me to do it. its no ones fault i promise, this was my choice. Im 90% sure no one will ever read any of this but, if they do, i hope none of you ever feel this way. I can still feel happy, i still have days where i wonder maybe i don;t want to do this. so here it goes, the beginning : 

On December 23 i had it all. I was in love with August, Madison and i were thriving, i was at the peak in my life. I decided i wanted to try something stronger than twisted teas. acid. madison and i took it on the bus ride home and by 4 pm i was tripping badly. i loved it. It all went to shit when my mom found out and i was dragged home. She put me on complete lock down. No phone, No school, No outside. I was trapped.   This time would be the worst of my life i thought. Then i found out i was doing cyber. I lost swim, school, august and madison. My heart was breaking in every form of the way. i couldnt eat. i medicated myself to get a decent mnormal sleep. I  hated everything about my life. I watched august fall for someone else. i watched as he lost his virtue to her, i lost him to her. i lost myself to her. this was one year ago, the worst year of my life. only the start