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#Paneras are where I enter zen mode
neioo
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4 years
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#need another ramble post
#just. feeling some sort of way right now
#parents went up early and are gone this weekend. and I have plans for Saturday at least and I’ll take myself out to lunch Sunday
#but idk. I miss living with my brother . or being in college before COVID when I go and sit in a library
#my job I don’t interact with people my own age and me applying to others hasn’t resulted in anything despite me really feeling qualified for
#one at a good company. and then some require polished pdf portfolios and I started making one but then felt ‘why waste the effort to
#something that won’t pan out’
#and both drawing or writing right now feels like ‘why waste the effort’ when it wont go to anything
#I could edit awh and spent the money to get feedback but that feels hopeless
#I don’t know what I want. I don’t hate my job. I do a lot of cool things on it
#I guess what it boils down to and what it has for a while is I wish I knew I was living in a long term arrangement with someone like my
#brother . working with people my own age
#and while I’ve come closer to that. it still feels out of reach ...
#anyway . my cat just sat on my lap and I’m gonna watch some YouTube and play apps on my phone :-)
#over the weekend when I have a burst of energy I think I’ll go to Panera (mask off) and do some portfolio editing
#**mask ofc!!! not off damn you phone
#Paneras are where I enter zen mode
#miscellaneous
#sorry for the ramble needed that
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