#a forehead kiss and loneliness admission makes me lose my gd mind

[towards-toramunda]

Hey do you ever think about Orym being a self proclaimed romantic who is “super lonely all the time, especially at night” and how guilty he feels about wanting romantic connection because he still loves his husband, and sees Will’s face every night before going to bed, but he’s starting to realize his deeper attraction to Ashton as something real and realize his pining for Dorian as something he shouldn’t ignore, but he was supposed to be with Will and he’s come to terms with Will dying, but sometimes it hurts so much, and yes he wants romantic connection and he’s so lonely, but he still hasn’t gotten revenge for Will’s death, and he may die soon so why pursue anything if he’s gonna be with Will again in the afterlife, BUT he may die soon and why hold off on admitting how he feels when he knows that despite losing Will the time they had was real good and he wouldn’t trade it for anything, and what if he doesn’t die what if it all turns out okay and maybe he now really has a reason to want and hope for not just *the* future, but HIS future because that future could include Dorian or Ashton and is it bad to not want to be with Will sooner or is it better to want to live and be with someone who cares for him because thats what Will would want and he wants romantic connection and he is so lonely all the time, especially at night, and what if I started chewing the drywall huh?

#Hello My Brain Is Only Thinking Orym Thoughts #Liam can’t just drop that Orym is super lonely all the time especially at night and expect any of us to be normal about it #critical role #cr spoilers #orym of the air ashari #this is your chance to get a peak into my craziness #ashrym #dorym #again I’m not much of a dorym girlie pop #BUT #I see the vision #and if Robbie comes back for a long time and can give me the good good slow burn I desire? what then am I to do but agree #but I’m still on my ashrym bull shit #I’m so deep in my ashrym bullshit my passive perception is 48 #a forehead kiss and loneliness admission makes me lose my gd mind #I admit that this is excessive but blame the adhd hyperfixation I am just along for the ride