#a post rly triggered my internalized fatphobia and i am not feeling great about myself rn

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#a post rly triggered my internalized fatphobia and i am not feeling great about myself rn #like i genuinely believe i look good but im very much aware that the majority of the world does not hold this opinion or they think im #attractive but with an addition like they're cute but fat they'd be hot if they lost weight #and it's like ik professionally it would be advantageous to be thinner for that #in addition to the medical bias it's like #yeah no there are real tangible reasons to lose weight but fucking christ I SHOULDNT HAVE TO #i'm not unable to do the things i care about bcuz of my weight #i like how i look #weight is not an indicator of anything but weight #so it's like why should i have to do something proven to be unhealthy dangerous and unlikely to work long term without surgery #like it's bullshit #it's garbage #it makes me feel bad #fatphobia tw