#also i know the things i listed aren't eccentric theres just a vibe i'm thinking of that i'm having a hard time articulating exactly

[polaraffect]

anyone else ever get the sudden yet strong urge to become one of those people who is almost entirely disconnected from the internet and is just exceedingly "eccentric", reading books at odd times and having a little pocket journal and drinking tea perched on a counter.

#damien.txt #i'm going through my pretentious phase again you guys lmao #no but really like it's so to say but sometimes i really do crave disconnecting from everything #like sometimes i wonder if past lives are real just because i feel so absolutely disconnected and lowkey disgusted #by how constantly 24/7 we are all connected to the internet/technology #like sometimes dread fills my entire being at the concept that people in general are expected to always be accessible #but i think this feeling just comes from the crushing weight of expectations or whatever #but yeah. i really am feeling the urge to reinvent my life in this way atm #i know it's unlikely to happen bc i literally grew up on the internet. like i dont think it's possible for me to exist w/o it at this point #but a guy can dream #also i know the things i listed aren't eccentric theres just a vibe i'm thinking of that i'm having a hard time articulating exactly