#and achey and sick and i’m so bloated i look 6 months pregnant lol

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toronto ….. :-)

#went to a baseball game for the first time in my life yesterday and it was actually really fun #saw cool plants at the conservatory #ate some very good vegan food #energy and overall wellbeing was in the absolute shitter today which was upsetting. bc i want to enjoy trip + spend time w family. but. ok #i guess it’s highlighting that i just have a lot to figure out in terms of … pacing? nutrition? discussing my ability levels w others? #i told my parents abt my health being increasingly poor etc (omitting the su*c*dality part) #but i don’t think they understand it at all #and it’s difficult to explain that i cannot do all the things i used to do #and that i’ve spent the past month basically bed-bound other than going to the gym and grocery store #pegasus speaks #idk i’m just sad about it #and achey and sick and i’m so bloated i look 6 months pregnant lol #i don’t want to be dealing with this and it sucks that i have to. that’s all #my face