#and actually find a phd I like and have the balls to talk to supervisors and properly look into it bc fuck that means moving away by myself

[jemmo]

welp the end has come summer is over i return to the real world tomorrow i can no longer pretend it’s not happening.

#let’s just hope a fire gets lit under my ass this year and I get shit done #i actually make some progress so I can leave this job and actually do something I enjoy #so I’m not stuck somewhere shitty where no one is having a good job or cares at all #i guess I really am a career person bc I really cannot cope being in a workplace where no one gives a shit I need to be surrounded by #passion otherwise it just feels like I’m slowly dying #but in order to move forward I #actually need to do shit like start refreshing my science brain and reading papers and mocking up cvs and application questions #and actually find a phd I like and have the balls to talk to supervisors and properly look into it bc fuck that means moving away by myself #living alone and supporting myself shit that’s scary #plus I need to learn to drive this year that’s my most immediate goal #and in general I just need to be active with shit #might even open an etsy store as a way to crochet some bags with my riciculous stash of yarn I don’t want to #so I can get rid of it and make some money in the process ooooh fun #i hate being an adult tho it’s like there’s too many things you have to do that you never have the time to do the shit you want to do like #how is that fair how does that work why is life like that #but let’s not have a life crisis when I need to sleep I’m gonna work on my fic until I crash and then the real world hits me #goodbye summer of doing nothing I miss you already

[sarinataylor]

Rushing to ask about your French philosophy AU SO FAST spill the tea or rather it being French spill the coffee and house red

oh thank GOD

right ok first off read this

so. roger has just moved into a new flat. for context he is a FRAZZLED masters student. it’s first semester and he’s ta-ing like. three classes as well? he wants to DIE. he’s doing a masters in philosophy because.... of course he is, he knows, he hates himself too. but he fucking fell in love with philosophy in undergrad and his supervisor has been grooming him since his first year and now. here he is. seriously considering a phd. 

anyway so sometimes? sometimes philosophy just makes More Sense when you’re tripping okay, it just does. if you take notes? sometimes u wake up the next morning and realise you have New Insights that haven’t already been dissected to pieces

(his undergrad thesis was 1000000% written high like. almost all of it. he got a first. by a large margin. he’s still salty that the same technique doesn’t work with biology but whatever)

ANYWAY so he’s just chillin. tripping. and then he starts to get a lil para because this is a New Enclosed Space so he’s like right shit fuck i gotta leave im gonna go to the park all is good

anyway as he leaves his neighbour is letting himself into his flat and said neighbour (john) is like “oh, hi! i’m john. you must be the new move in!”

(john is working on social interaction with his therapist at the moment. she told him that he has to introduce himself to people and that waiting for people to introduce themselves while he gives off big Do Not Fuck With Me vibes is not conducive to the creating of lasting relationships. he’s trying.)

and roger who is tripping balls responds in french, because of course he does

and john? sweet john is like. oh oh i’m sorry i don’t speak french

so roger mumbles something vaguely french sounding under his breath and makes a run for it

and anyway he hangs out at the park, writes some insightful notes about philosophy in his notes on his phone and then heads back home where OF COURSE john is leaving his apartment again and greets him with a shy ‘bonjour’ to which roger replies with ‘au revoire’ and locks himself back into his apartment because he’s a high idiot

anyway the next morning roger is like. oh fuck. im a moron. 

and he has two options. firstly: he can come clean to his nice seeming neighbour, laugh off that no he’s actually not french he was just... off his nut. or secondly: he can pretend to be french 

and roger is a fucking idiot because he decides to go with the second option. it’s not as if he’s going to be running into this guy often, after all! they’re neighbours not roommates

except. john has been told by his therapist to be more outgoing. and instead of, idk, joining a club or a sportsteam to meet new people he has decided that the french guy next door is the Perfect Candidate. he is a) not going to understand half the shit john says and b) hot as fuck

so. john signs up for french classes. because, of course he does.

and he keeps???? running into roger???? and it’s fine at first because roger knows a bit of french? like he can read it passably but he can’t converse in it. his supervisor has been trying to get him to learn french for YEARS and he’s been refusing but he knows enough/can bullshit enough for the first couple of months but then he realises, to his horror, that john seems..... to be? getting better at french. he’s clearly actually learning french

and so roger. has to learn french. it’s been three months, it’s much too late for him to. come clean now, especially now that he has the world’s biggest fucking crush on this dude like. this is clearly the only option

(his tutor is dominique. she is living for the drama.)

and so the next like. 8 months? are just the two of them. learning french. john is learning french to converse with roger who is learning french at a slightly faster pace so that john doesnt realise he doesn’t know french while also pretending to slowly learn english to keep up the facade 

it all unravels almost a year to the day it began

john enrolls in an intro to philosophy class? as an elective? and who happens to be leading his tutorial class but roger?

(”roger” is, of course, pronounced fucking horrifically because roger just..... said his name with a fucking awful french accent that first time he said hi to john in the hallway and it stuck. he couldnt undo it. it’s..... it’s so bad.)

and roger, seeing john walk in, is like. oh fuck. like. again he has two options? he can a) just. out himself and speak in english or b) teach the entire class, of english speaking students, in french

he chooses the latter. 

he gets about five minutes in until a student he’s had in the past asks why the fuck he’s speaking french in a class about greek classical philosophy

john is clearly starting to catch on so roger has to give up the ghost

“and THAT is why you should all learn french. the french philosophical school is really so important--”

john just straight up opens his laptop, unenrolls, and walks out because... he feels like an idiot? this guy has clearly just been taking the piss out of him this whole time, probably laughing it up with his friends about how stupid he is. and it’s worse for the amount of effort john put in, like. it’s horrible and unfair, and he can’t believe that he ever thought someone like that would ever be interested in him in the first place, even just as a friend. he’s so stupid

and roger is freaking out because fuck fuck fuck fuck he really fucking likes john and he’s an idiot 

(john’s therapist is mostly just confused at this point like. it seems unlikely that someone would have put in the time and effort to prank him in this elaborate manner but john’s like NOPE THIS IS PROOF THAT EVERYONE HATES ME ON SIGHT I CAN NEVER INTERACT WITH ANYONE AGAIN)

and so. john avoids the HELL out of roger who after a couple of weeks of trying to catch him just. gives up? bc yeah, he wouldn’t wanna talk to him either he’s clearly a weirdo. he doesn’t wanna be a stalking weirdo too.

anyway one day john opens his door to find some random (freddie) passed out on roger’s doorstep? bc roger went out the night before, as did freddie, but they did not coordinate their nights out and as such have ended up closer to one another’s apartments and decided to crash with one another except. neither is home. 

and freddie wakes up when john opens his door, sees him, and screeches

and john’s like. ok im gonna go goodbye

but freddie is like!!!!! oh my god oh my god you’re john

and john puts two and two together (strange man at roger’s doorstep? probably knows roger) and is like fuck. ok like yeah y’all had ur laughs i’m an idiot lets move on now i have to go

and freddie is???? you’re an idiot???? roger learned french because he had a crush on you and didn’t know how to tell you he wasn’t french after he got so high he started speaking a language he doesn’t know

and john’s like right yeah whatever

but freddie is!!!!! you’re a legend. an actual Legend you don’t even know. everyone knows about you, they’re going to freak when they find out i met you!!!! roger wouldn’t let anyone around for a year in case we gave him away!!!!! i can’t believe this oh my god, will you take a selfie with me??? like we all stalked you on fb obviously but it’s not the same as meeting u in person y’know??

and john is like. uh. no i dont know. ive never stalked anyone on facebook which has freddie like yeah. obviously. if you had you’d have rumbled roger much earlier 

and john’s like ok thanks for the reminder im an idiot. didn’t need it, but thanks

but freddie’s like dude i just think so highly of you??? i mean you just thought the blonde hottie across the hall was french and went for it y’know????? i’ve never learnt another language for a dick appointment but i appreciate craftsmanship when i see it and believe me when i say you, sir, are a god amongst men

can i shake your hand?

(brian, confused at the pub the week after the first incident: okay but. you know greek? why didn’t you just..... speak greek?roger: I DON’T KNOW BRIAN I WAS OFF MY FUCKING NUT OKAY?)

and anyway

roger’s thesis actually ends up being on 19th century french philosophy because. he knows french now

his dedication page reads[in english] to my supervisor, who i would not learn french for[in french] and john, for who i did not have to learn french for, but did anyway

#lo talks #joger hc's #headcanon ask #Anonymous

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[teacuphistorian]

I had a good meeting with my supervisor today. One of the better ones, I'd say. I think we found a decent idea of a focus - continuity over time. I asked some questions I'd thought of about historical practice. We talked about plans for what I might do next, how applying for a PhD works (the funding is the hard part - I'd probably get a place to study). It was quite productive, I think, and it gave me more faith in our social relationship. I feel like I have an idea of where to start, too. I'm excited! We thought the best idea might be to get an idea of how Byzantine styles developed and then see how directly that's reflected in Anglo-Saxon Byzantine-style finds. Also how many finds are from Byzantium, how many finds are in a Byzantine style and what that says about the ways in which they developed over time. So the question is, were these Byzantine-style things only originating from a series of points, or was there a more continuous awareness over time? Are there artefacts which would suggest continuity but actually only go back to a few key instances of inspiration ('models')? How can we explain this with other contextual information (politics, travellers)? I think it's going to be pretty difficult, but I'm excited about it. I just hope I can do it. I sometimes struggle to see meaning in these pictures. I'm also worried I won't be able to stay on the ball enough and my work will continue to be interrupted. But I'm certainly in a much better place with this than I was a week ago, and I think I'm going to keep asking questions by email. I think we made some very good progress today, as well. I also think I'll be in a good place once I've got a source database set up and I've got a handle on the Byzantine style. I'm glad I planned to take a year out and think about employment, as well. She said it's common for people to do that, and she agreed that it's good to take the time to properly decide what you want to do before you start (which I said I'd done before as well). I think it's best to get set up in my life this year and then keep thinking about PhDs. She said if I was thinking about starting in October 2018 then I needed to start thinking about it in October, November, December this year (so after the dissertation's done). I think that's a good plan. The only thing I'm worried about is the dissertation deadline. I'm worried I misjudged it by a month. I'm sure I can still do it, but still, less time. I've been resting for a little over an hour now. Might make my way to where I'm going to work. Good progress today.

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