#and i want to have a large enough stipened that I don't have to pick up a second job while also learning and researching and TAing lol

[the-yearning-astronaut]

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#oh the longer i go without hearing from my preferred grad school #the more my heart sinks #especially since they usually have offer letters out by the end of Jan #AND they interview prospective students on their short list before they send those offer letters out #and im HOPING i haven't heard anything from them yet because the applications are taking longer to go through #idk #im trying to stay positive but its jan 26th and i haven't heard a thing #based on how upset i am just thinking about not getting in..... #if i get a condolences letter i sure hope it's on a day I don't have work #i just want to research titan and Enceladus 😭 #and i want to have a large enough stipened that I don't have to pick up a second job while also learning and researching and TAing lol #fuck im tired of being in limbo #☉ #tbd