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Everyone loves to talk about how Asahi is so big, yet so gentle. Which is true. But it also isn't really quite the whole truth. Asahi really is a soft, sweet man. But when you open your mouth and say the words you know will garner you his wrath? Those are your favorite days. He loves to kiss you softly and hold your hand. In public, he will play with your hair and look at you like you shine the moon out of your ass.
But, sometimes. Sometimes, you'll whine about how annoying it is being out in public, or how you want to go home, or how the food sucks and you should've gone somewhere better. Asahi pretends like he hates it, but you both know he loves it. He lives for it. His favorite thing is to show you that you’re a bad fucking brat.
As for today, you were being a brat because he forced you out with your friends, but had the audacity to not stuff you with his cock beforehand. You begged so sweetly too; he shoved his thumb in your mouth and watched you suck it and lick and with an evil glint in his eye said “fuck no”. You were furious to say the least. You refused to dress yourself so he did it for you. He picked out his favorite dress that hugged your body just how he liked it. You refused to look at him.
While out with your friends, he made you sit right next to him so he could run his fingers along your thigh. You were addicted to his touch, any little thing he gave you was heaven. But you were dead set on ignoring him. You huffed. You sighed. You whined. You complained about how the restaurant didn't have your favorite things. You ignored him every time he tried to talk to you. Your friends are used to your antics so they just try to ignore you. You glance over at Asahi and you can see the tick in his jaw. You laugh on the inside. He just so happens to look your way and when your eyes connect, yours widen when you see how angry he is. It soaks your panties. Fuck.
You cannot continue sitting here so you excuse yourself to the bathroom. Unbeknownst to you, Asahi has excused you both for the evening. Sugawara cackles, “keep it in your pants, Asahi!”
You heave out a sigh of relief when you close the bathroom door. You go to wipe down your face when you hear someone open the door. You turn around with wide eyes and relax when you see who it is. He locks the door and looks at you and you close your mouth before you say anything stupid.
“Tsk, tsk, tsk. You couldn't behave, even for one evening, could you, bunny?” You hum, thinking of an answer that will displease him the least. Anything you say will upset him. “Well, pet? I asked you a question, didn't I?”
He approaches you and forces you to look at yourself in the mirror. He grabs you by your tiny little neck, so easily snappable. “I-” “You? You what, bunny?” You clear your throat and steel yourself, “I. I couldn't wait, sir. I asked before we left but you wanted to make me wait and you know I’m…” “I know you are what, bunny? You couldn't wait a couple hours? I would've given you everything you wanted.” He murmurs into your neck while having a steel grip on your jaw. “You're such a cock hungry whore, you just wanted me to pull you in here and destroy your sweet little cunt, didnt you, pet?”
You clench around nothing and close your eyes. Your breathing is fast and shallow and Asahi laughs at you. “You're just so easy for me, aren't you little one?” You whimper at his words. “Sir… please…” “Why should i give you anything, bunny? What have you done to deserve it? You've been so mean to me all evening.” You pout at him. “Sir, please… I need you so bad…”
He looks at you through the mirror, you look so tiny and so debauched just for him. It makes it cock swell in his slacks. “Hmm… where do you need me, naughty little bunny?” One of his hands starts moving slowly down your body. He softly caresses one of your breasts, squeezing it with the lightest of pressure. Your nipple starts to harden under his ministrations and you let out a soft little whimper. “Do you need me here, little one?” He grazes your nipple and groans. You're so soft and tiny for him.
He doesnt stay long, living for your torture. Ever so slowly, he starts to move lower until he's at the apex of your thighs. “Maybe here, bunny?” He's moving his hand under your little dress, inching closer to where you're absolutely dripping for him. “Ah, it looks like it's here, you naughty little slut, yeah?”
Your thighs are starting to get sticky with your arousal and all Asahi wants is to lick it up. Another time, he supposes. “Wow, bunny, you're dripping. Have you no shame? Soaked for me, in the middle of a restaurant? How lewd.” The degradation is making your cunt throb, god you want anything, need anything inside you.
He's running his finger along your clothed entrance and laughing at you condescendingly. “Well,” he sighs exasperatedly, “I guess we shouldn't really expect anything else from such a deprived slut, yeah?” You moan at his words and he tightens his grip on your throat. “That's enough out of you, bunny. I dont want to hear another fucking peep from you. Naughty bunnies don't get to make noises.”
“Put your leg on the counter, whore.” You walk towards the sink on unsteady legs and Asahi slowly comes up right behind you. He reaches under your dress and slowly, so slowly, removes your dripping panties. He runs his nose along your jaw, “I have the perfect gag for you if you cant keep that fucking mouth shut, okay little one?” You close your eyes and try to keep your whimper in you; he doesn't punish you, so you assume he didn't hear you. But he did. He's just seeing how obedient you can actually be.
“See, now, if you were my good, sweet little bunny, we could be at home, I could be on my knees worshipping your cunt like it deserves to be worshipped, stretching your tiny little pussy on my thick fingers… but, no. You wanted to be a fucking brat. Just one fucking day, would it kill you to listen to me, brat?” You're about to sass him back, but he's quicker than you. He shoves your soiled panties in your mouth and grins evilly at you, “I'm pretty sure I told you to keep that slutty mouth shut. I guess you're just incapable of learning, aren't you bunny?”
Now, your boyfriend is a big man. He's six feet tall and everything about him is massive. Everything. In the beginning, you would beg him for no prep. You told him you liked it when it hurt. He refused. It took many months of convincing, and he only does it when he's unhinged and angry and it's one of your favorite things. When he uses you for his own pleasure.
He whips his fat cock out and rubs it against your ass. “You feel that, bunny? Feel how hard I am for you? I'm throbbing, babe. I can't wait to tear your insides apart with my fat dick. Can you wait, bunny?” He growls into your skin when you make eye contact in the mirror. You have unshed tears in your eyes and he can tell how much you want him.
“You want me, you nasty whore? In this fucking restaurant bathroom? Where anyone can hear you?” You whine, but nothing comes out. You nod your head frantically, he needs to know how much you need him inside you. “Hmm… I guess I can give it to you. Deep breath, bunny.” And then he slowly pushes the fat head of his cock in your quivering hole.
He bites your neck, hard, growling into the soft skin. “Fuck, you’re squeezing me so fucking tight, bunny. Breathe, little one.” You close your eyes and take deep breaths, willing your body to relax. Fuck, hes fucking massive. It burns and it feels so fucking good. He's slowly moving forward, inch by agonizing inch, “Ah, that's it, sweetheart. You take me so fucking well, dont you bunny? It's like your cute little cunt was made for me, yeah?” You tighten even more, you don't know how it's possible. Hes stretching you to your limit and it feels like fucking heaven.
Asahi gives you about five seconds before he starts to move. He starts a slow, steady pace. In and out, moving his hips until just the tip is in and making its way back. He's so deep inside you, you can feel him in your throat. Tears are running down your face; you're starting to squirm. You want it hard and fast and sloppy and he's going much too slow for your liking. You dig your nails into his skin and he looks at you with an unreadable look in his eye.
“What? Does the little slut want more?” You glare at him through the mirror and he wants to push your face into the ground and take you like a fucking animal. “You better wipe that nasty look off of your face, little bunny, before you dont fucking cum at all, yeah?”
And yet, you tighten even more. He laughs at you and it's so condescending it makes your heart rate pick up. “Of course, how could I forget? Should I just use your cute, little hole? Should I just fucking breed you here, where anyone can find you dripping full of my cum? Just use you for my pleasure?” You're sure if he keeps whispering all this nasty filth into your ear you're going to cum from that alone.
Asahi suddenly pulls out of you and you actually start bawling trying to grasp onto him. He scoffs at you, “Shut up.” He grabs you and places you on the counter so he can grab your hips and jack hammer you into nothing. He slams right in, no warning and starts an absurd pace. He does not look at you, does not touch your clit. All he cares about is filling you with his cum; filling you up so deep your stomach bulges with the amount of semen he's giving you.
“This cunt is mine, pet. Not yours, mine. If i want to fill you with my kids and leave you high and dry, I'm going to do just that.” He's pounding you so hard you can hear his heavy balls slapping against your ass. It feels so fucking good you dont want to do anything but be his little cock whore ever again.
“How can you still tighten so much? Youre so fucking nasty, bunny. Who the fuck gets off on being used like a fucking rag doll? You're unhinged, my love.” Asahi is pounding your walls so hard your entire body is shivering. His cock is so huge he doesn't even have to try to find your g spot. He always hits it every time. He starts pistoning his cock in the direction of your sweet spot, “Either you cum like this, or you don’t cum at all. Think you can handle that, little bunny?”
You want to scream. You want to moan. You want to let everyone in the restaurant know who exactly is destroying your cunt. But your damn panties are in your mouth and no noises are coming out. Are you crying in pleasure, or frustration?
Asahi somehow moves faster and harder and it's making you dizzy. Your eyes are rolling into the back of your head. “God, bunny, you're squeezing me so tight. Are you really gonna cum from me using you like this? You're disgusting.”
And if you're being honest, that is your tipping point. Your entire body locks up and your orgasm hits you like a fucking freight train. Asahi is trying to keep his groans in while you’re creaming on his cock. He doesn't stop beating your cunt with his dick until his cumming deep inside you filling you to the absolute brim. You're still shaking by the time he's done, with tears and snot all over your face.
He pulls out slowly, watching his cum drip out of you. “Stay still, sweet bunny. Let me clean you up, yeah?” He's grabbing a wet towel and slowly and as softly as he can, wiping your battered cunt. “Let's keep a little in there though, hmm? I know how much you love keeping me inside you, bunny.”
He helps you off the counter and you collapse in his arms. “You did so well, sweetheart. My perfect little bunny. You're so soft and perfect for me, aren't you, bunny?” You bask in his praise and touches. You love when he treats you like a doll, but you especially love after. When he covers you in sweet kisses and caresses and even sweeter words.
“We're gonna go home, take a nice bath. I'll give you a massage, would you like that, bunny?” You blink blearily up at him, “Yes, sir.” He smiles softly at your serene face, “We can even use one of your favorite bath bombs. Would you like that, my perfect little pet?” You snuggle into his massive body, “Yes, sir. Mmm, I love you, Asahi.” His heart stutters in his chest, “And I love you, little bunny.”
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monsterloveday · 7 years
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50 shades of Jay
Am I the one who isn't that bothered about sex? A few girl friends I know have said that they also think it is overrated. Funny that. Am I strange person because I think kissing is actually way more intimate? Give me a hugging and eating face session with pizza over porking anyday... in actual fact ill just take the pizza. Im just not one of those people who can act all sexy, with the facial expressions (Im pretty sure I look constipated or that I have just shat myself) and oh my lord if anyone asked me to talk dirty the best I could muster would probably be something about taking a wee without washing my hands (Please note I do actually practice hand washing).
Then theres the heavy breathing and Im wondering if my breath stinks. Im thinking about how many of my chins they can see, how my belly is wobbling and will probably make water bottle jiggling sounds - oh lord the opposite of getting a boner. And seeing my boobs bouncing up and down like that for me just makes me look at them in disgust and fear this act will contribute to their inevitable future saggyness, its like NO NO DONT MAKE THEM MOVE!. Don't get me started on the boob farts, or the need to actually fart - lets face it, I imagine many of you have needed to say “Stop for a sec” just so you don't drop a stink bomb.
And all this ‘Spontaneous sex’ is one massive pile of crap - especially for girls. So, lets imagine getting it on without previous notice - my armpits, legs, flange will represent a jungle because hell am I going to shave those areas for no god damn reason, do you REALISE the hell that is shaving rash and itchiness?! - don't get me started on the red spots and ingrowing hairs, and for what? no visitors whatsoever! nah man Im oK thanks that shit can grow!
Every other crevice of my body will also not have been monitored for plucking, bleaching, shaving or general hair removal (yes fellas we girls have to get rid of WAY more than you realise and it can take HOURS - well probably only hours for me because I am a yeti for a female). Without this ritual theres no way Im randomly bearing all!  Wana caress my body?, I will feel like sand paper or that all of my body is one huge beard - that do anything for ya?. This is what porking me spontaneously feels like darling! Oh wait - you must make sure your hair is clean - no one wants to run their hands through greasy hair. And all for it to get matted and tangled for the lovely ‘sex hair’ afterwards. Oh my lord make sure you pop to the loo beforehand to ‘freshen up; (lets just take a moment to imagine what a female trying to position her flange and bum over a tiny bathroom sink looks like and ‘splashing water up there’ so it doesnt stink. And make sure you take out any panty liners that are in your knickers because having your undies sitting on the floor with your most likely dirty panty liner showing itself is a big fat NO. Had a poo recently? I hope not, because the sewer is waaayy to close to the park darling! Better hold that in or do it with plenty of hours beforehand with a wash before the spontaneous ‘deed’. Got any protection that you carry around daily? I hope so because no sausage is going in there bare just for the sake of ‘being in the moment!’. I also hope for the love of god I haven't got long toenails. I hope for the love of god HE hasn't got long toenails. Vomit train choo choo!. Lets hope Im not about to come on, sex when on? NAH. Spontaneity my ass!  Now. You are probably thinking... “Man she shares wayy to much” - truth is ugly Im afraid and we have ALL been there!. Its so much better to laugh at these truths than to pretend its something its not!. LAUGH - it makes life easier. You are also probably thinking that I haven't been with the right guys, or maybe I should even try girls ;p that Im obviously having really crap sex - maybe. But honestly I just cant be assed with all this prep and for something that I probably wont even I have a orgasm over - would YOU train for a marathon just to go for a walk?. ;P *Looks up at ceiling* - ‘Hurry up and finish, hurry up and finish’, and all for you to feel the wrath after - for the next few days, you better walk and sit down very slowly ladies (ouch), buts its ok! because it felt great for HIM!. Oh your period hasn't come? lets the worrying for weeks begin! and the more you worry, the more prolonged your period will be! and the more delayed your period is, the longer.... you get the gist.
Then theres the whole texting / online dating bullshit. No darling, sending me a picture of you naked does not mean you have earned the right to see some of me in return (you bloody wish mate!) it will also not cause a tsunami in my knickers sending a sudden desire within me to have sex with you. Seeing a angry looking penis doesn't turn me on love. In general genitals are so ugly, lets just pretend they arnt there until we really have to use them. With this being said, Im am extremely picky when it comes to who gets to visit my little friend in my knickers and hell do they need to earn that shit. Otherwise its just not worth it in my opinion. For now, Im rather enjoying my cobwebs. Let them stay! =) Be back soon Jay Monster 
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heres my 2 cents on the eyes and people’s reactions to them since this is my blog and i’m not here to pick fights
1. LOVE the eyes im pissing myself holy guacamole!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. i see people’s issue with the body horror and i hear them, but here’s the thing. a) there are ways around it/to avoid it in this specific instance, but b) this is the 5th anniversary of flight rising and prior to it’s very inception it has come with body horror. this isn’t just about plague flight existing and the inevitable shitstorm that comes with ROR submissions every year. i’m talking the bone fiend, kamaitachis waving around those bone stalkS??? (and the uhh the other ones too. the ones that walk on em. disgusting), the gods themselves (shademom drooling everywhere? close ur damn mouth??), emperors, etc. (also, Arcane is pretty body-horror heavy if we’re being real here!! and seriously kamaitachis have always grossed me out)
anyway yeah, i’m not trying to dismiss those voices whose feedback is negative. body horror issues, trypophobia, etc. are very real and concerning and it’s AWESOME when other people take that into consideration!! having said that, part of dealing with those types of fears and aversions - saying this as someone who has some myself - is knowing very, very well that whole thing about “life doesn’t come with a trigger warning.” people with phobias know that MUCH better than people without them, and part of that being in your life is taking steps yourself to deal with those triggers in situations where you know you can’t avoid them. on the internet that is much easier than elsewhere and no, it’s not at all unreasonable to try to make our corners of the internet a little more habitable, a little more friendly and welcoming, than maybe they otherwise would be. i’m not at all opposed to that.
but asking staff (and the multitudes of people who like and even adore these ~edgier~ aspects of the game) to change or remove those features for the sake of phobias is not rational, nor is it fair in the purest sense of the term. if you know you have a body horror fear and you are choosing to play a game in which body horror features heavily, it’s YOUR responsibility, first and foremost, to guide yourself through that. yes, it actually sucks that we can’t put a filter on dragon eyes the same way we can on search terms and such, but if you are bound and determined to stay in this game regardless, you need to consider other coping mechanisms for your own wellbeing. everyone’s coping mechanisms are different and only you can know what works for you, so I can’t tell you exactly what to do, and clearly, avoiding the trigger at all costs works most effectively; but you know as well as I do that that is not always an option, and it’s not always going to be an option in this game either.
it is AWESOME when other people hear your worries and say “that’s totally called for, and I will do my best to accommodate you by removing these fears from your periphery as much as possible.” That can include things like CWs/TWs wherever applicable and possible, or asking staff to implement other features that could work for you! but asking the creators of the game to change or remove major aspects, such as one of the very concepts the core lore revolves around (i.e. elemental magic changing physical features!!) is not a solution to handling your phobias.
fortunately, staff HAS thought of other solutions. we have eye-covering apparel which pre-dates the eye changes by years. we have the scattersights being dropped in coli and being brewable so that even if staff doesn’t continue to release them, they will be available as an option in the future. you can exalt or sell dragons with eyes that make you uncomfortable. you can breed them again to try for better, more normal eyes (which will be much, much more common than the creepy ones!).
likewise, you have lots and lots and LOTS of fair warning from other players that this game may contain things that make you uncomfortable - LOADS of people on this site are more than happy to use trigger/content warnings, even for stuff that appears repeatedly in canon lore. that is literally the best anyone else can do for you to accommodate your phobias, and when they can’t, they cant. but lots of people ARE doing it! once again, flight rising’s base lore revolves around weird anatomy and magical anomalies and it always has. you cannot ask them to change that 5 years into the game. there are lots of other dragon-related games out there that are cutesy and harmless and don’t have this stuff, and if none of those float your boat (admittedly FR is pretty unique even as far as petsites go!) maybe there needs to be a push for a similar petsite without the gore??? there’s clearly a market for it, but that’s another subject entirely.
all of you who take issue with this, and i mean this so sincerely: I commend you and praise you for facing your fears anyway for the love of this game and sake of your dragons. i understand that when you get invested so deeply in a game like this, to have your fears brandished in your face is an insult and it hurts to have to juggle that with your love of your dragons. you rightfully don’t want to face being triggered in a game/space that you love and which, under most other circumstances, is the opposite of stressful for you. i agree, that 100% fucking sucks. which is precisely why I say you should be prepped with other coping mechanisms if and when it’s not possible to avoid seeing it on occasion, again, for your own safety and wellbeing.
because this game has been “rated PG13″ or whatever the fuck since it began. body horror has never once not been part of the lore. you need to know and accept that going in, and perhaps assess whether or not it’s the right game for you, just like you’d assess a movie or a TV show beforehand and check to see online like, does it have my triggers? when/where are they so I can try to skip that part? or does it contain them, but in small enough amounts that I’ll be okay, and the benefit of watching the whole thing outweighs the potential trigger? yknow, like, all that stuff is ours to assess for ourselves personally before we ever do anything, including playing this game.
that DOESNT MEAN that people should be dicks to you and brandish your triggers in your face. it DOESN’T mean that you can’t ask for CW/TWs, or other accessibility features and solutions to these problems (I only listed a few, but that doesn’t mean that alternatives aren’t being discussed, and that’s also awesome!!!!!). it just means that you are playing a game that has been pretty open since it’s start about how it includes violence and body horror and once again, it is first and foremost your own responsibility to handle your triggers in a positive and healing way. im actually gonna go so far as to say that if you are staying, maybe FR is a good place to practice dealing with those triggers in a productive manner, as opposed to “the real world” or w/e, you know? idk roast me it’s just an idea.
anyway tl;dr i hear you and i’m one of you but it’s actually not cool to ask staff/other players to change major facets of the lore now that we’re this far in. handle your shit. offer alternative solutions on the forums, campaign for similar-but-safer games, work on your own coping mechanisms and so forth, ask for CW/TWs when applicable (I mean, maybe FR does need a better warning about the stuff the lore includes when you sign up???), all of that is amazing and fine, but this kind of stuff isn’t getting removed from the site/lore and we all need to be on the same page about that
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