#and just. generally feeling trapped jnstead of happy? like normal? and i know thats whats causing it but it wont go away

[inlove-core]

full offense but im gonna fist fight my ocd

#angelic.txt #im gonna rant in the tags abt it #i have different kinds of ocd but the one thats being a botch rn is my relationship ocd #and i have BOTH kinds of the shit w it too so my braisn fucking me over #i know and have never been more sure of anything that i love my bpufriend and he loves me and hes amazing #but for the last week or so my every waking thought is doubts about him and us #and just. generally feeling trapped jnstead of happy? like normal? and i know thats whats causing it but it wont go away #i just want it to leave me alone #id been doing so well abt it #but now i feel like trash abt it and i feel bad for having these thoughts but i cant help it #and the more thoughts i have the more im like oh so i dont rlly love him #but i do!!! #also if u read this and have anything rude to say abt my mental illness ill fight u too #or abt my relationship? just from this #bc i am v happy i just have obsessive thoughts and i cant control them