#and my mom’s boyfriend lives there and my godmother lives 30 min by car from there and i can get home more easily

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i’m gonna switch unis on the deadline day why is my life this chaotic

#like the deregistration hurts me in my soul but i’ve been struggling with this application from the first day #and i just got kicked out of the dorm again that they wrongly assigned me after saying no to all the other flats i could’ve rented #and it’s almost 800km away from home while the other city i can study in is 450km away #and my mom’s boyfriend lives there and my godmother lives 30 min by car from there and i can get home more easily #and i can still get a french degree at assas and maybe even get financial aid from the eu for it #so it really seems like the better option and yet i’m so heartbroken about this decision and kinda feeling guilty too??? #if i don’t deregistrate today i won’t get my money back though so i have like. 3 hours to decide because it needs to be processed by IT etc #delete later #personal