#and said person kept asking for it and I’m like bffr

[gatheryepens]

So I’m like 99.1% going to quit my job

#it’s been a long time coming #but I just need to sort out my new job #my mum hooked me up with something #so I just need to send my cv and draft out an email ASAP #cause I want to leave my job soon #since it’s just not sustainable physically or mentally really #like I hate coming home and just constantly thinking about work #and I just can’t work in the environment I’m working in I’m constantly overwhelmed #and just stressed all the time #like for example today we had like 20+ on the screen which is fine #my only issue was that there was a takeaway #that we didn’t see as there are probably 10+ orders on the screen #and the supervisor prioritised it which brought it to the front #and she asked how long is it going to take #and I said 10 minutes and she’s like it can’t as it’s already been on the screen for 20 #but like the food isn’t on the grill and sides aren’t done so it’s going to take more than 10 seconds 💀 #and said person kept asking for it and I’m like bffr #it got to the point where I just ignored her cause her demand was unrealistic I’m doing it as fast as I can but it’s not my fault if it’s #not ready as the station I was on only does the sides and sends food out #I went on break like 5 minutes later and I was putting my food through and this guy started messing with my screen #and I wanted to cry and I had to walk away or else I would’ve bursted into tears #because I was just so stressed so overwhelmed and overstimulated I just need a break from people #so yeah I’m going to be on the job hunt since I need something to do now because I hate my job #I’m also going to send my cv to the job my mum told me about but now that I think about it idk if I’ll be able to do it since I’m a bit far #and would be getting lifts off my mum but she might be starting a new job 😭😭 #gatherrambles #g/work

[dancingisdangerouss]

Hey Penny,

you don't know me and I usually don't send asks or anything but would you reconsider your decision on Black Acres? And before you say no, please hear me out.

I've been a quiet fan of your whole Black Phone fanfiction and I noticed what happened with yk who copying your stuff. I can totally understand the frustration and anger when something like this happens. I can relate. It was the right decision to point it out and to not be okay with it. I respect the way you dealt with that person, me personally, I could've never been as nice and professionel as you were.

Think about how many people loved and adored your story and how many people came back for each new chapter (me included). You wrote so much and the story of y/n and Albert kept me up all night and brought me a lot of joy. It really distracted me from reality and the way you write is so unique that it felt like shifting into their world everytime I opened Archive of our own and tumblr.

And no matter how much that person stole from your story, it will never be nearly as good as yours. TRUST ME. I checked on it when it all went down and girl it's boring af. Like, bffr.

Idk I'm just sad that someone as talented as you stopped with a really good fanfic because someone lacks creativity..

so that's why I'm sending this in hope that you maaayyybe think about it?

Sending you lots of love from Turkey

Oh goodness, wow. I’m blown away! I really appreciate you taking the time to send me this, it’s very sweet and making me feel all kinds of gooey inside 🥺

I can’t say I haven’t thought about it; I still occasionally think about finishing it, but mostly, it just makes me kind of nauseous to think about. It wasn’t the first time I had a fic stolen, and probably won’t be the last, but it was probably the one that was the most frustrating, given the lack of support I had at the time, and the amount of people willfully ignoring valid evidence.

That all said— I’m focusing on Non Compos Mentis for the time being, but I won’t say I’m not ever going to finish BA. But I do want to finish NCM before I even consider anything else (my brain is chomping at the bit to do something with BG3, The Boys, or American Psycho).

Anyway. I also hope to someday go back and finish it, but I won’t make any promises to anyone else or to myself, since I don’t want to let anyone down. But thank you so, so much for your interest and support!! And for taking the time to write this to me 🥺🥺

#penny for your thots #asks #anon #non compos mentis #so sweet 😭