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#and we were supposed to focus on our thesis and development !!! and i can't do that because all the materials
lovevalley45 · 6 months
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#fictober23 day nineteen
"We can't do this on our own."
original fiction (continuation of this prompt)
word count: 575
Josie adjusted the buttons on her funky-patterned shirt. It might not have been the most professional, but given the nature of the person she was meeting, she figured he wouldn’t mind much. 
She hadn’t spent much time on the campus of Trinity University since she graduated. She had once gone with Rhiannon, on the promise that they’d grab dinner after she went to the library. Josie had gotten lost in the archives and wandered until Rhiannon went looking for her. 
Now, she waited for her friend outside of Griffith Hall, where Dr. Volkov had agreed to meet them in his office. She tapped her foot as she held a cup of coffee from the campus cafe. Josie knew she didn’t need the extra caffeine making her jittery. But hey, at least it occupied her as she stood there. 
Through the sea of undergrads who were slogging through their afternoon classes, she spotted Rhiannon hustling her way over. She clutched her folder of evidence close to her chest as she weaved between students. 
“Oh, thank God, you’re here already,” she said as she joined her, short of breath. 
“Yeah, I wouldn’t miss it.” Josie looked up at the building. “Though I don’t know why we really have to make things… academic.”
“We can’t do this on our own,” Rhiannon said. “If you want people to take us seriously, we need the word of a professional.”
“And you think a philosophy professor will help people take us seriously?”
“Well, and I need to focus on my thesis or Dr. Druthers is going to kick me from the program,” she muttered. 
“Fine. Dr. Volkov it is,” Josie said. 
Josie had only had a few gen-ed classes in Griffith Hall during her time as a student, but she knew it was hell to walk through. By the time they reached the third floor where his office was, she had joined Rhiannon in being out of breath. Thankfully, his office wasn’t too much farther in. 
She’d taken Dr. Volkov’s class for a philosophy requirement, so she’d met him briefly before. When he opened the door to his office, she knew he hadn’t changed much - a sweater that looked a thread away from unravelling, messy gray hair, big glasses. He looked like a stereotypical professor if she ignored the wild eyes behind those big coke-bottle classes. 
He grinned at them. “Ms. Penn! And you must be Ms. McGee. Come in, come in.”
As Rhiannon and Josie followed him inside, she was surprised he’d remembered her name after all these years. She supposed she had been a very attentive student in his class. Too bad she’d gone with art history instead. Neither degree were super helpful in the real world. 
His office was what some would call cozy. Others would call it a cramped mess. But Josie felt at ease settling into one of the chairs in front of his desk. 
Dr. Volkov sat in his cushy office chair. “Now, Ms. McGee, you said that Dr. Druthers sent you here with a… cryptozoological matter?”
Rhiannon sat up, hands folded in her lap. “Yes. I did.” She took her file and set it on his desk. “Proof that Josie Penn-” She laid a hand on her shoulder- “is a real life lycanthrope.”
He looked at her. “And is this a recent development?”
Josie nodded. 
Dr. Volkov smiled. “Well, I feel like this needs some tea.” He pushed himself back up. “Or something stronger.”
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finaledenialist · 4 years
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you know what i decided i don't want 'back to normal after covid thing'. because it wasn't fucking normal. i want things to change and capitalism to DIE
#i am extra salty today so here's the rest of todays story because i had a major breakdown today and it was UGLY#i am so fucking overwhelmed with elearning in uni bc they assign us so much stuff to write now and i wouldn't be that mad if it wasn't so mu#*so much or if we had conditions to do this at home#like i don't even have my own room and i always did my essays in library or something because i can not focus at home for the love of god it#it's too loud and messy#and you know how many past-deadline essays i have yet to write? a bazilion. and not to mention i was to get my degree this year#but it requires wiritng a thesis and guess what - i don't have time energy or silent conditions to do it#so after smoking half of a pack of cigarettes because i had a serious breakdown today (wow i survived without a breakdown for 30 days straig#in this lockdown thing this is an accomplishment) i decided: fuck it i am not gonna do this. i am stopping stressing about it.#if uni will make me problems i will move heaven and hell write every petition do everything to prove#that it's because the elearning thing SUCKED ASS AND IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO THE ASSIGNMENTS i am unable. i am physically and mentall#mentally UNABLE to continue living under that much stress for another... month? months? things won't just magically#and snap back to normal! and we should stop pretending they will! THE STRESS IS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT#and i can joke all i want about spending days thinking about fictional characters and all but always#in the back of my head there are USELESS ESSAYS TO WRITE that won't even be properly graded and the effort to write them#won't be noticed because lecturers are also human beings and how many papers can you focus on while grading???#we were not assigned this much when we were having normal classes because this is the last year the last semester of  our studies#and we were supposed to focus on our thesis and development !!! and i can't do that because all the materials#THAT I NEDD TO WRITE MY THESIS are in the library !!! that is closed!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY my fury has literally no limits#i refuse to live lika that under constant stress u can get cancer from this shit#personal#ugh sorry but like if anyone read all of this know that i am very sorry pls ignore me i am just having a shitty day#:(((((#gonna reblog some destiel stuff
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