#and when jd falls asleep julien just cries and holds him .....

[felsicveins]

Do you think that julien and jd are going to get together again? Man i am clawing at your leg begging for them to have that happy ending.

Part of me feels julien genuinely loves and cares for jd, and that the guilt of what happened and the shame of what he did follows him like a lost dog. Hes never going to know what happiness feels like as long as he doesnt have his boy. And that eats at him. He feels pathetic for begging but at the same time what does he have left to lose? Dignity? He lost that the day john found out about the lip syncing. About everything.

John might be in a similar boat, having the guilt eating at him. He hates what julien did. But does he hate him himself? Fuck if he knows. All he does know is that the ache in his chest is a pain in the ass and that no matter what he cant go back to alcohol to subside it. So what can he go to? What can he do? He needs to be strong, to set his foot down. But even though he acts like he despises the guy, he still has that fucking wedding ring. He still has that ache. Sure there were others, but those were casual even in marriage. But this? This had a plan. A promise.

And that was broken. Years ago.

I wonder if they’ll ever fix it.

Nothing will get fixed if no one changes

#you are too crazy to send this to me on a monday morning #really set the tone for yesterday #trolls #trolls oc #ask #trolls oc julien #john dory #jd ex husband #john dory trolls #julien is too ashamed to apologize to jd while hes awake so jd doesnt think hes sorry at all ... #more on this later 🤔 #i didnt add too much to this ask cause its really good by itself thank you for this #also this drawing is really old #and doesnt make a lot of sense #i imagine they just both in a moment of weakness spend the night together because theyre lonely #and when jd falls asleep julien just cries and holds him ..... #anyway