#anyway I’m fully tangenting here and ash didn’t even write mum obvs that’s lukes song and like good for him. whatever

[edge-oftheworld]

ashton really did be like ‘I’m reading the bible’ in his story

#like most christians don’t even read the bible #which is something I took way too long to realise how much of their pressure was projecting anyway #I can’t be the only one who had a good cry about that #like. not in a Must Convert You way. but like. i swear once it was something you were drawn to when #you were scared of the future and wanted security or just to feel loved by someone who’s not also dealing with being human #like I swear we used to just be like ‘oh this is a weird violent love story where Guy In The Sky tells temperamental little dudes (us) #that it’s gonna be okay and he was really extra about ensuring that. #like I was just thinking yesterday about how mum is like a prayer song to me. how sometimes we just want cosmic parents #who you know. we don’t have to be in charge of the emotions of and we don’t have to parent back as they get older #anyway I’m fully tangenting here and ash didn’t even write mum obvs that’s lukes song and like good for him. whatever #but to normalise trying out not even Christianity but this weird long ass document we’re obsessed with?? when did we lose that #when did we let people take it to oppress people and why did we not fight to take it back from them? #anyway ash please find my faithfromanewperspective blog so we can talk about the bible #or any of you. send me an as about the bible pref on my main blog but I’m not fussy #ashton irwin #5 seconds of summer #5sos