#archived.crush

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welp. it was 52 weeks ago today that i told Him i liked him. this is now the 1000th post on my blog ive tagged archived.crush

heres to moving on🥂

#that one crush situation lol #god. i remember that first semester. it was all so blissful and the tag used to be 'crushposting.' #it feels both like it all happened yesterday and like it all happened years and years ago. #everything was beautiful and nothing hurt #god. ok #well i dont talk about it or him much on here anymore but. thanks to everyone who had been nice and supportive during all that time.

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With Leah Sava Jeffries taking on the role of Annabeth Chase, I want to remind everyone to give her extra love and support as fans of book-to-screen adaptations have an atrocious history of being cruel to black girls in these stories.

I'd suggest watching this video essay on what happened regarding the Hunger Games trilogy. It's crucial that Leah feels loved, supported, and encouraged - and that this never ever happens again.

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ppl on twitter talking about reclaiming hairy cooch because of the lovesongs men were writing in the 70s 80s 90s have such a Point. im on fire (1984) was NOT written about a naked cat

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its giving absolute birth

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getting boypussy from ikea. #hjølë

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sorry i slithered here from eden and am now outside your door. as if its my fault

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she got that bruce springsteen im on fire pussy

#I GOT A BAD DESIRE I CAN TAKE YOU HIGHER ONLY YOU CAN COOL MY DESIRE ETC #bruce springsteen #this is cool to rb but also yes this is #archived.crush #sia posts #imonfireposting #*hof

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IS IT STILL ME THAT MAKES YOU SWEAT AM I WHO YOU THINK ABOUT IN BED WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE DIM AND YOUR HEART IS RACING AS YOUR FINGERS TOUCH YOUR SKIN IVE GOT MORE WIT A BETTER KISS A HOTTER TOUCH A BETTER FUCK THAN ANY BOY YOULL EVER MEET SWEETIE YOU HAD ME GIRL I WAS IT LOOK PAST THE SWEAT A BETTER LOVE DESERVING OF EXCHANGING BODY HEAT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT NO NO NO YOU KNOW IT WILL ALWAYS JUST BE ME LETS GET THESE TEEN HEARTS BEATING FASTER AND FASTERRR

#james dean rwac voice YOURE TEARING ME APAAHT! #archived.crush

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*dont rb this

WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK

#YALL WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK #archived.crush #HANG ON. DO I LOOK LIKE THAY TO HIM ?????????? #FUCK!!!!!!!! #JESUS CHRIST #OKAY YEAH HES AT THE POINT TOO WHERE HES TALKING ABOUT IT ON SOCIAL MEDIA. JESUS CHRIST #DOES HE KNOW I FOLLOW HIM ?????!???????? #PRETTY SURE NOT BUT IDK WHICH SCENARIO IS FUNNIER HES BEING VAGUE WHERE HED KNOW I SEE IT #OR HES DOING IT WHERE HE THINKS I WONT SEE IT #EITHER WAY WHAT THE FUCK LIKE HAS HE TOLD HIS FRIENDS JESUS CHRIST OKAY YEAH OKAY ITS GOING THERE WE'RE DOING THIS #WE'RE DOING THIS !!!!!!!!!!

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yall is this what i look like when i dont seem 100% angry at him

#i was already thinking this as i posted but i just remembered. #i saw he replied one of his persons tweets nd uhhh. apparently HIS person thinks hes got a nice cock. doesnt help at all to know that. #doesnt help at all. #archived.crush #NOW I REALLY LOOK LIKE THIS LIKE IT ALREADY LOOKED LIKE I WAS MAKING EXCUSES AND/OR LIKE I STILL WANT TO BE WITH HIM NOW THIS #fuck me. FUCK me

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just was in class w my crush(who wears rings) and he was sitting a bit behind me and at one point he was popping his fingers and he noticed me watching out of my peripheral vision and so he kept on flexing his fingers and at one point he started pulsing his index and middle (or middle & ring hard to tell) and like did that for fucking 15 secondsidk maybe more WHILE i was watching

#babygirl youre INSANE #glad that makes two of us ig #archived.crush #my god im going crazy also he was looking me up and down again and also we made more eye contact and it was Charged As Hell #minors dni

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#much appreciated 😪 #dont tell me the og context of this imsge thats not the point #archived.crush

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*dont rb this

girl help hes so funny but hasnt texted back in 32 hours so i dont want to seem pushy by liking this

#he doesnt follow me back but my twt is so vague though idek if he KNOWS thats me occasionally in his notifs #also like i followed him.before we were in the same class i just saw him around amd went di caprio pointing meme I Know Who That Is #when he was suggested #ANYWAYS is this hilarious or am i just doing The Thing where you suddenly find every joke someone makes hilarious just bc you like them #archived.crush

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been hyping myself up for weeks to text him only to learn he is comically slow at responding

#LIKE IK HES A BUSY GUY BUT PLSSSSS #WE'VE EXCHANGED 2 TEXTS RESPECTIVELY TODAY LIKE TOTAL OF 4 #charged eye contact face to face and.for WHAT. #idk #also idk what to say to his last text #like it wasnt out of left field but i dont want to say haha yeah or some shit #archived.crush

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ok im thinking about actually bringing it up with him that im upset he did all that while talking to someone else cause it wasnt fair, i was lead on, potentially came between two other people which i DONT want to do, and couldve gotten caught up in a bunch of drama and just. airing my grievances ig. that im upset about it

thoughts?

#like. im REALLY really gna have to ask him to be straight with me and just #yknow. address the aspects of that conversation that werent said out loud #archived.crush

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did it happen??? ❤️❤️❤️❤️

nah ok so heres what happened. i got him at one point and asked "do you have a minute to talk after class" and he was like "yeah for sure." so after some awkward goodbyes where the teacher realized i was just hanging back for like 30 minutes akjnkaf. anyways it went like he asked "so what was it you were gonna say to me?" and basically i said i wasnt sure how to phrase it and i didnt want to do it in the middle of a parking lot ksjjdsf but i said "so. i like you. and i have since .... almost the entire semester." and he was really receptive the entire time like he knew it was coming. and. AND. so he said "im actually talking to someone right now. and we're going on dates and it looks like its gonna be something serious." and. ????? ok. so i was like "oh okay" and he said smth like he had a feeling i was gonna say it so he didnt want to let me down. i asked how he knew and he said it was just when i asked if he had a minute, and hoped he didnt totally crush me. so.

so thats the general recounting of the conversation. whats going on in my HEAD is that im surprisingly not crushed about it? i think id be having a much harder time if my opinion of him hadnt changed. but like. my bottom line opinion is he entertained it all way. too. much. and the fact he was getting serious with something else really does change what i think of him cause that same class we were making eyes at each other, he was checking me out, we were talking to each other Like We Usually Do. all that. i think hes gonna slow it down after the break cause. i really dont think he saw it coming? like was he just going to continue silently messing around even after hes committed? i dont know. either way i hope it was a wakeup call for him cause he genuinely did lead me on.

#anonymous #archived.crush #<- just his tag now im not crushing anymore

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john mulaney voice OKAY ok OKAY ok OKAY ok uhhh. need some help here im starting to think about how im gonna ask him out at the end of this semester. im considering a moment of sincere authenticity where i tell him how i feel and he gets to see that im a stuttering wreck and not at all Put Together. also idk how to ask anything much less ask someone out so id probably end up just. telling him i like him. and possibly leaving it at that if somehow feelings ARENT returned after all. idk i dont do this often what do yall think do any of yall have suggestions or advice or smth

#archived.crush

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literally all i had to do WAS be patient he didnt respond to my dog after 5 texts total and i had "you will be alone always and then you will die" running through my head on repeat for like 36 hours. now its hardly a big deal and things may not even be that awkward wednesday. @ anon thats been really helpful lately i literally have so much respect for you

#archived.crush #:P

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hey hey hey just had a thought. what if i acted absolutely batshit koo koo bananes abd went back and liked this tweet

#archived.crush

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whats the general consensus on marketing majors

#and HOW great is the difference if they specify its in a creative artsy way and not a frat bro type of way #archived.crush