#avadatez

[redheadedfailgirl]

When I've run out of ways to tell my girlfriend how much I love her, or it would be too much, or I just don't want to bug her by texting her: I instead choose to go on her blog and bug her by reblogging a bunch of posts because everything she shares with the world is beautiful and her every word is poetry

#i dont care if this is idolization its just how i feel sometimes #like obvi she isnt perfect but her imperfections are beautiful and i love her for them #sometimes when you love someone the flaws and foibles they have cease to become flaws and become marks of who they are as a person #and i could gaze at them into eternity until the stars fade and only her beauty #and my mushy gay brain #remain #avadatez #gay #the void #f slur #i guess #why not #i am one #especially now

[redheadedfailgirl]

Ugh. I was weak and rescheduled with the flakey boy. Watch me get disappointed a second time and laugh at my endeavors.

#its probably actually fine #im just salty cuz i feel obligated to reschedule #my hope is that a third even FRIENDLIER cat will show up and usurp this guy #but in all likelyhood it will simply be that a date happens then he realizes i dont pass super great then hes polite about it #for about an hour before we never speak to one another ever again #this is life #pogchamp #AvaDatez

[redheadedfailgirl]

Yesterday I went to a nombie's house and their cat spent the entire time cuddling me. Today my date cancelled on me at the last second, while I was feeding my friends cats and one cat came up to say hello for the first time ever. Basically, this is the second date in a row where a cat has been more affectionate than my date. I'd like to get a streak going cuz I love a fluffy snuggler.

#the first date was actually fine #the second one is just regular lame tho' #that was expected tho' cuz men are just like that #the excuse was profoundly lame as well like god damn #AvaDatez