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#avani most notably rn. bc shes actually my age and leaves behind everyone and everything she knows
devotedlystrangewizard
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11 months
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as im getting closer & closer to the day that i will officially leave my hometown & go live with my dad i am starting to understand my ocs more
#avani most notably rn. bc shes actually my age and leaves behind everyone and everything she knows
#having to grow up the rest of the way in an entirely different situation
#because even if the situation youve been in for all your teen years has sucked ass the entire time its still.
#its familiar? like. yk. familiar suffering is better than the unknown
#personal
#ive lived in that house my entire life. ive been with my dad for long stretches of time (all of summer break for instance) and it was fine
#i KNOW i cant stay there. my mom's partner has actually physically hurt me and theyre both awful to me
#and i also know that the only reason why its been somewhat good there lately is because i rarely speak to them anymore
#that is not a house to live in! and i fucking love my dad. my stepsiblings. my stepmom!!
#and its not even just the fact that im moving. right. i could probably handle that were it not for me also finishing high school.
#i got financial support as a student whos 18+ while i was in high school. now its.
#i need to get an income. in a region i barely know. being both physically & mentally disabled.
#but not so disabled that im *incapable* of work!! which the law here asks for!!
#(or i am and i just dont realize it because ive been working past my limits for so long ive forgotten what they are el em ay oh)
#also ill miss my cat so fucking much
#i love my dad's cats but shes special man
#i miss her rn actually but im going back for the last time in a few days so
#i was like. tearing up bc of the anxiety but then i remembered my cat and now im actively trying not to cry loudly
#bc its. yk. almost 6 am and its almost waking up time for everyone here except me because. my school ended last month
#its bedtime for me actually but i couldnt sleep because i was too busy crying over the fact that i am never going to get that room back
#i miss being a child
#at least back then it wasnt that complicated! i didnt know i was being mistreated when i was 11!
#all of this doesnt even matter that much im just really bad with transitions. which is ironic. im transgender
#though granted ive put off getting on that list for that exact reason. im scared of transitioning
#like the moment im comfortably settled here and have a job and/or disability benefits. all of this will just be embarrassing
#something to look back on and laugh. and then cry because i still miss my cat.
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