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ellus986 · 5 years

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Is summer different in the jungle? Chapter 3

Eugene Sledge x nurse!reader

Chapter 1 Chapter 2

Summary: You met Eugene on the field, when the nurses arrived at the Beach of Peleliu. You met thousands of injured soldiers, but none of them give you butterflies in your stomach, until you met him in the camp. You knew immediately that he will mean so much to you. It started with a little flirt, but ended in a two months realtionship while they were in the camp.

Warning: swearing, mention of loss, war and nightmares, unprotected sex (kiddos still wrap it if you don’t want poopy diapers 9 months later)

6 months later

My sweetest Eugene!

I wish I could write down how much I miss you but I can’t. Maybe if I tell you that my heart breaks into tiny pieces anytime I hear Sid’s laughter, that just rings like yours, or that looking at Sarah makes me want to cry. The photo I send you with this letter is not from your childhood, it was taken yesterday about your daugther, who is your perfect replica at this moment, she has nothing from me, maybe her already stubborn attitude. She grows so fast, and so much, I wish I could watch this happening with you on my side. I love to live here with your family, but it is not real without you, I only can feel home myself where I can feel you. Sometimes when I feed Sarah in the night, I just imagine you across the room reading something, looking up at me time to time, other times I almost see you smiling at me in the garden, or lazily sitting pushing your back to your favorite tree - because your mom told me witch one is that-, and othertimes I just turn so fast when Sid laughs hoping it is you, they may think I am in love with him. I hate this war because it still keeps you away from us, but I’m forever greatfull for it to guid me to you, and suprise us with our angel.

Forever your love,

Y/N

Eugene tried not to cry, but tears are droping fell from his cheek. He fells hopless at this moment covered in dust, and blood only seeing his daughter on pictures. He didn’t see the end of the war anymore, but you and his daugther were the only things that kept him from not carring anymore. He looked over Snafu who was asleep mumbling in his dream. He new he did the same, he relived what made him miserable when he was awake, but he wanted to sleep, because once in a while he kept dreaming about his girls, and that made him wake up with smile on his face, even if that only lasted for seconds.

He already stoped counting how many japs did he killed, but he still did not enjoyed any minute of it.

5 months later

Your point of view:

Dear Y/N!

I would’ve lost track of time, if you do not keep me sane with your sweet letters. We lost so many of our friends, and I can’t even remember when did I sleep on a clean bed.

But enough of how we are here I can’t believe our little angel is already toke her first steps, time just flies away, and I just hope I will be home with you soon, to run after Sarah, and hold you close to my chest when I fall asleep.

Forever your love,

Gene

Snobbing left your throat, as you watch your child’s small steps in the enormous garden, without her father. Tears make your sight blurry as you hold the letter in your shaking hand.

“Y/N!” Walks Sid up to you, from the kitchen door.

“Sid!” You get up from the tree side, and hug him.

“Is something wrong?”

“No, I mean... Gene is just deeper then ever, his letters are darker everytime, and I just want him to come home!” You mumble catching Sarah as she runs to you. You wipe your eyes, as you hold here on your side.

“Good afternoon milady!” He bends for his niece. “Do you want to hear the adventures of Daddy and uncle Sid?” He holds his hand out for her to get on his side.

“Yeah!” She giggles, happily. Her favorite time of the day, story time. Everyday either you or Sid kept telling stories about Eugene to her, showing her photos about him, and even she can’t remember the time she met her dad, she was obsessed with him.

4 months later

Eugene’s point of view:

My dear Eugene!

Summer in Mobile is so different from what it was in the jungle. Sarah falls asleep everynight under the stars in my lap, why I tell her a story about her daddy, who is under the same stars like us. It makes me feel you closer, thinking you look up at the same stars everynight and think about us, just like we do.

We miss you so much, and wait for the day you finally will be watching the stars with us.

Forever your loves,

Sarah and Y/N

Your letter wasn’t the only thing on the paper there was a drawimg too. Two giant flowers and a tiny sun. His daughter’s drawing. How many thing did he already missed out on? Why can’t the war just end already? Why can’t he just go home, and watch his child grow up?

He knew he would never met you if there is no war, but God how much he was over it. He became a marine thinking he need to be a hero saving his country, but after years, he felt the least as a hero.

He looks up on the sky and only one thing rings in his mind. You look up at the same sky. “How is my godchild?” Sits Shelton next to him.

“Great, she falls asleep in the garden just like us, just in that case she wakes up in her own bed!” He laughs bitter sweet.

“We will see them soon!” Snafu pats his bestfriends shoulder.

“I hope so... i hope so...”

7 months later

Your point of view:

You are in the kitchen with your toddler who is eager to help now days. The smile on her face was worth the mess she left behind herself. You put the first round of cookies on a plat and you tell her that she only can have one, before dinner, and you hand her the tiniest.

After she is done with it you can see in the corner of your eye that she is about to stole one more. You knew this is going to happen, and you loved the chase after every baking together. You almost cleaned up the whole kitchen when she finally reached the cookie she wanted. You turn your head quickly to her, and she giggles, running away from you.

“Sarah Meryl Sledge! What did you do?” You run after her, as she is ahead of you. You turn in the door almost catching her when you see two so familiar boots infornt of you. You freeze and look up. “Gene...” you mumble with your jaw droping to the floor.

“Daddy!” Sarah runs to him, and he holds her close to his chest as he gets on his knees for her.

“Gene!” You scream now and run to him. He almost falls on the floor from your fast action, but you feel how he grabs you, and holds both of you so close to himself. “Gene, you came home to us!” You cry into his shoulder.

“Daddy...” Sarah mumbles into his chest and he looks up at you with eyebrows in the air.

“We were waiting for you everyday...” you mumble tears falling from your cheek. “For her favorite hero!”

“Daddy! Daddy!” She smooths his face, and you can see how tears are about to fall from his cheek too.

“Eugene...” his mother wishpers in the door droping the frok she had in her hand.

He gets up, kisses you before walking to her. You have Sarah in your arms when he hugs his mom.

“Sarah, love don’t you want to give that cookie to Daddy?” You ask as you put her on her feets.

“Mommy and I made it!” She walks up to him, and holds the cookie out.

“Thank you, love!” The first words he told since getting in the house.

Eugene’s point of view:

He does not fell like a hero, but everyone acts like he is, and that made him uncomfortable. Sitting silently at the dinner table, he can’t take his eyes off of you, and Sarah. His child, who really looks like him at this age, only the little longer hair was something that made her different from his toodler self, but her personality, Oh God that was the perfect replica of yours. She was the beautiful combination of you two.

After dinner you get Sarah out of her highchair, and head to the bathroom. He thanks the food, and walks after you. He steps in the doorway hearing you two giggling. You already put your daughter in the tiny water to bath her, and he just stands there watching you, do what you did in the last 22 months.

He loved to just watch, see how you function as a parent, what he wanted to become. Yet he did not fell like one, but was eager to be the best father to his miracle war baby. “Daddy!” Giggles Sarah, holding her arms out.

“Do you want to help?” You ask, turning back to him.

“Can I?” He sutters, steping in.

“Ofcourse you can!” You smile at your fiancé. “Just roll up your shirt, so you will be less wet... ofcourse if Sarah pleases to be a good girl today!” You look at your daughter and she smiles at you with innocent face, even she knows what you are talking about. As Sarah is already covered in soap you give the instructions as he looks at you with question in his hazel eyes. “You just need to wash down the soap...” his hands are shaking but he is doing a great job, while Sarah... she just spalshes the water on everything and everyone. “I told you, you only won’t be wet if the princess decides not to play around!” You nictate at her, and she giggles knowing she is the blamed. “Come on baby! It is already bad time!” You get her out and cover her in the towel, but as you would walk out she holds her hands.

“I wanna go with daddy!” She mumbles almost crying, and you turn to him with the question in your eyes. He fell in love with you again in a second, as you are totally aware of how weird it is to be home again, to see his family for the first time in almost two years and you did not wanted to overwhelm him.

“Come here, my angel!” He grabs your daugther, and follows you to his room. Nothing changed since he left, only that that there was a child bed, and some of your stuff, but other than that everything was the same as he left it. You give him a romper as he sits her on the bed side. She already holds her legs out, so it is an easy task for him to put it on.

Your point of view:

You could see on Eugene’s face that he is so proud of himself with putting Sarah’s Pjs on. He starts to rock her on his side, even you did not said anything, and Sarah is already falling asleep on his shoulder. When she is completly asleep, he puts her in the crib and watch her sleeping. You step behind him and put your hand on his waist, he winces from your touch, but leans into it. “I hope I didn’t do anything wrong!” He wishpers turning to you.

“No love, you did everything perfect!” You smooth some hair out of his face, to found a little scare on his temple.

“Bombin’...” he mumbles before you could ask. “It was not that bad, the marine who was covering me died two days later...”

“You don’t need to tell me everything tonight!” You speak up as you can see how much it is effecting him. “We have our life for it!”

“You still want to marry me?” He wishpers before you kiss him, and lead him to the bed.

“Gene, why wouldn’t I?” You sit down and tap the place next to you.

“Maybe I’m not the man you remember to fall in love?” His shaky hand is in his messy hair, while he is not looking in your eyes, as he sits next to you.

“Love, I love you, you are the man who I fell in love, maybe you changed, but so did I...”

“I did things...”

“Hey, I don’t care! You are here, and already kept your promise!” You smile at him cupping his face.

“What promise?” He looks at you confused.

“That as soon as you get home you are going to be the best father Sarah can have!” You say it, and he shakes his head. “You are!”

“No I’m not!”

“Gene! You came home after almost two years not seeing your child, and you rocked her to sleep faster than I could!” You kiss him softly, but he still can’t look in your eyes and that breaks your heart. “Or... you don’t want to marry me?” You feel how your bottom lip shakes from the tears you trying to keep back.

“Y/N I love you!” He lifts his gaze over you. “I want nothing more than be your husband, and watch Sarah grow with you... I... I just want to be sure you still can love me... I don’t want to hurt you if you can’t...”

“Eugene!” You cut in. “I was there too, and still can’t imagine what you have been through!” You slick his cheek. “But I only wanted one thing all along, to be your wife, to watch Sarah and her siblings play in the garden while we are sitting at your favorite tree.”

“Sarah and... her siblings?” You can see how he becomes breathless.

“Don’t you want more kids?” You smile at him.

“Ofcourse I want!” He kisses you hard, deep, wanting, like this is the last time he can kiss you. You lay back and pull him over you, still not letting your lips parting. You get his shirt down button by button, before you could get to his pants. “Shouldn’t we... shouldn’t we not do this here?”

“She never wakes up when I have a nightmare, I want you, now...” you know you shouldn’t do this, you should wait until getting married, you should be in an another room, but your needing for him just hit you in the second he kissed you.

“I want you too,Y/N!” He wishpers, before he rolles your dress up, and gets your underwear down. You are shaking, you are wet from his heavy breath on your ear, you want to feel him inside you so much. “I missed you so much...” he mumbles getting his pants down to his knees, before he would kiss you again. Both of you winces as his cock touches your cunt. You look in his eyes and move your waist. He slides in with the top of his prick and he closes his eyes. “Y/N!” He moans into your ear before trusting into you. You bit his shoulder so you would not wake your daughter up with your scream, you were already on the edge. Both of you moved so fast, grabing, bitting anything you could reach on the other, getting closer to the orgasm together.

“Eugene!” You groan into his ear as you cum, making him follow you in a second. He collaps on you, and you can feel his fast beating heart.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done thi...”

“Eugene! Eugene! Look at me!” You cup his face as he already rolled down your dress and got his pants back. “You did nothing I didn’t wanted too!”

“I should’ve wait before I marry you, or atleast don’t be like an animal!” You can see he already regreted his actions.

“Are you amberessed on, that we needed eachother?” You ask.

“No!”

“Than why is it matters how did it happend?” You ask with a soft smile on your face.

“I want to do thing right!” He closes his eyes, as you cup his face.

“You do everything right Gene!” You get your dress down, and he looks at you with eyebrows in the air. “It was a long day, we can shower in the morning, I just want to sleep with my love!” You are naked, and he can’t keep his eyes off you. “Would you undress too?”

“Wait what? You want to sleep naked?” His mouth drops open.

“Haven’t we already seen eachother naked before?” You have a nasty grin on your face.

“Yes, we did...” he mumbles still gazing on your body. “I can’t believe I’m finally home with you...” he whispers getting his clothes down.

You get in the bed and he follows you, holding you close to his chest in the minute he is behind you. “I can’t believe you are finally here, with me love...” you wishper leaning into his touch.

To be continued...

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flannelshirtandjeans · 5 years

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Okay, so I do have a few different topics I wanna talk more in depth in my past couple of days of game that I’m gonna put in different posts because I Can’t Shut Up - first of all, Kellogg. And a little bit about the Prydwen Squires, whom I’ll talk about more elsewhere too.

Grace... wasn’t really looking forward to killing Kellogg? He was a guy who’d taken her other daughter from her, but she really just... wanted her daughter back, nothing more, wanted to corner him long enough to get something out of him, and hopefully make it out alive. MacCready went with her, maybe out of feeling obligated because he was being paid, but also maybe because this is... a woman who’s trying very hard to find her daughter, and he can sympathize with that, and try to help as well. But then it was clear from the start at Fort Hagen that it wouldn’t... end peacefully, with him daunting her every step of the way. In the end, she didn’t get much out of him, did kill him, and... the trail grew cold. She knew he was working for the Institute but with no way to know where that was, and the Brotherhood not having any idea either, it seemed like there was no hope.

So she moped around the Prydwen for a while, taking care of Sam, working with Senior Scribe Neriah, mom-ing the squires - I think some of them or a lot of them love to hear her stories about both her adventures and pre-war when she has the spoons to tell them, and some like to play with the baby; it gives them a little chance to be CHILDREN, and god, Grace is not gonna tell them no. She feels awful about how they’re already being treated as little soldiers, and tries to stretch the rules where she can to give them chances to just. be. ANYWAY, eventually she was gently (or not so gently) told to stop moping and go out there, and so she does, with Danse, and heads to Diamond City to break Nick the news about what happened.

And what do you know, she should maybe have done that well earlier, because Nick actually has an idea to go to the Memory Den with the bit of brain that’s stuck in the thing Grace grabbed out of Kellogg’s head lmao. And so they do that! But hey, how could she have known! As far as she knew, going into somebody else’s memories ISN’T A THING.

Going into Kellogg’s memories... didn’t really make him any more sympathetic to Grace than he was before this, which was Not Sympathetic At All - if anything, she feels sorry about what happened to his family, but doesn’t feel... differently about HIM, you know? He’s the ASSHOLE who stole his daughter on some other asshole’s orders, and SHOT her Norma? His backstory doesn’t matter to her. Like, at all. Besides, she felt very awkward being in his head, in his memories, like that’s. all kinds of fucked up and invasive, even if the person is dead. sakdjhsakj.

Seeing Margaret as a ten-year-old was definitely... she definitely recognized her, you know? Saw both herself and Norma on her face IMMEDIATELY, and felt sick when Kellogg talked about imagining that this could be what he could have had with Mary, felt sick when Margaret said she hoped to see him again, it hurt so deep in her heart to see how she’s grown with this asshole (seemingly), and bonded with him. It broke her heart to be looking for a ten-year-old girl instead of a baby because... it felt like she was no longer her baby. This was somebody else’s child, who probably knows NOTHING about her... and hat kinda puts what she’s doing into a whole different light. SHOULD she keep looking? What if Margaret loves being where she is now? How could she take her away from that?

Also reliving the moment when Norma was shot, being able to see it from so close-up, seeing her baby being taken away so close and STILL not being able to do anything about it... Sucked, and she definitely spent a good while crying with her head pounding afterwards. And for many many nights again.

But despite revisiting the trauma, they have a lead now. She knows where she has to go next, even though it feels daunting, and she doesn’t want to go because she CAN’T take Sam to the Glowing Sea. She doesn’t want to go, at all, she doesn’t think she has the energy anymore, it feels like... she’s being sent on a wild goose chase after a wild goose chase, and it’s HARD, and she’s definitely feeling sorry for herself but... she HAS to keep going, because what else is she going to do? Give up and never forgive herself? Noooooo.

She has hope, because she is ultimately an optimist, but she’s also so tired. Of being in constant danger and not having her wife, of being sick all the time (she really does get sick so much) and always running into ‘can’t help yous’ and sleeping poorly because Sam hasn’t learned to sleep all through the night yet, and now THIS complicated mess, and she! is! tired! But has to keep trying because she doesn’t know what else to do!

#grace #fallout 4 #ida tries survival #blabbering

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