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#bc i dint deserve to talk to others when all i do os hurt everyone and cause issues :
zarovich
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3 years
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tbh i just keep getting worse
#personal
#vent
#been doing things without remembering? like i have blackouts in my memories... i already had a bad memory but fuck
#also ive completely lost track of time like idk i keep forgetting so much
#that was bad before too but not on this level
#ive been forgetting a lot sometimes i forget where i am and who i am
#also my throat feela like its closing up
#ive had throat problems for a long time... have had problema with swallowing things
#but i now i struggle with swallowing water
#i cant even swallow my own spit sometimees without having difficulty and choking
#wtf is wrong with me wtf is wrong i want to die man im not gonna recover am i?? im getting worse and worse
#plus nothing even feels real nothing has ever felt real
#fucking hell
#what the point man
#i just wanna sleep all the time evwry day... no point in being awake bc i dont do anything anyways
#also ive stoped talking to pretty nuch everyone besides one persom and ive been wanting to stop talking to them too
#bc i dint deserve to talk to others when all i do os hurt everyone and cause issues :/
#im gonna forgey i even made this post arent i??? im gonna check back few hours later and be confused
#i kkow it i just know bc ive left similar messages to myself
#ehhhh wtf...
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