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Father's Day was Different👨🏾❤️😊👍🏽PT 1.....
Father’s Day was Different👨🏾❤️😊👍🏽PT 1…..
I’m late with this post, please forgive me, I meant to post it after Father’s Day. Been going through a lot, busy, changes in my schedule, and living situation and trying my best to work around it. Regardless, I am grateful, counting my blessings everyday, and always writing nonetheless.
I notice Father’s Day on my calendar as soon as it rolls around, and make a mental note to call or text my…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔:The Daddy Issue Part 6🤷🏾♀️👨🏽💔❔....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔:The Daddy Issue Part 6🤷🏾♀️👨🏽💔❔….
Continuing from the thought of protection…I was taking on a role of a protective parent, unknowingly. I innocently was trying to protect my father from having to deal with reality, the reality that I’ve lived without him. It wasn’t all roses, by any means. I took the hits for his mistakes, we all did, and there’s just no way to diminish that fact. We lived an existence that was completely based…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 5 🤷🏾♀️👨🏽❔💔 .....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 5 🤷🏾♀️👨🏽❔💔 …..
Continuing from the thought of, never standing a chance, we overcome, beat the odds, and manage to maintain some form of consistent communication. We know the relationship with our father is worth the push, although we never had a fair chance. Never had experienced a consistent father, with consistent “normal” father behaviour. Please understand, I mean the basics, that a child with a present…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 4👨🏽🤷🏾♀️💔❔.....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 4👨🏽🤷🏾♀️💔❔…..
Continuing from where I left off… I said, “To You, him acting up and not acting normal is considered NOT acting like a father, and to me, three square meals and a hug is a good enough!” We both chuckled.
We continued with the the topic of emotional support, we try to be emotionally supportive, regardless of the circumstance, but that is NOT a child’s responsibility. We feel responsible for their…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔 : The Daddy Issue Part 3 🤷🏾♀️💔❔👨🏽....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔 : The Daddy Issue Part 3 🤷🏾♀️💔❔👨🏽….
A flood of texts from my bestie cousin, lead to an interesting back and forth about Fathers, and parenting. We hadn’t touched base in weeks, I was wondering how she was doing, and her messages caught me off guard. She explained a situation going on with her father with a slew of audios and texts, she was extremely upset and stressed. I was taken aback and empathized, as she told me how sad she…
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Just Some Thoughts🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 2 💔 🤷🏾♀️👨🏽❔......
Just Some Thoughts🤔: The Daddy Issue Part 2 💔 🤷🏾♀️👨🏽❔……
Sorry for the delay, and for the “dabby” typo in my last post! I’m usually up writing at wee hours in the morning and that one SLIPPED me:/! I really meant daddy…Continuing from where I left off….It’s not easy explaining this, as simple as it should be, it’s quite complex and confusing. I understand that a Daddy issue, can be any issue, or even expectation, good or bad that a woman may have tied…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue PT 1....👨🏽❔💔 🤷🏾♀️
Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The Daddy Issue PT 1….👨🏽❔💔 🤷🏾♀️
Dabby issue? I never thought there was one, I never thought I had one. I trusted my father as a child, he was around enough for me to be familiar with him. He lived in our house, married to my mom. He was in no way a foreign figure to me. The lessons he taught me, I have shared in previous blogs. I’ll never forget when I was five or six, he got me ready for picture day. Mom wasn’t able to that…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The🎄Holidays🎉🎁💭.....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔: The🎄Holidays🎉🎁💭…..
Every year I give Thanks to the Lord that I made it through. It’s been a long challenging year, but a good year, all things considered. I was happy to hear from a relative who’s dear to me, my great-grand aunt (83 years old) that raised my mother. Her call meant a lot to me, because I think of my Mother around this time of year. She told me that I crossed her mind, and she thought to call me.…
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Just Some Thoughts🤔: The Vacant Carousel 🎠 .....
Just Some Thoughts🤔: The Vacant Carousel 🎠 …..
I meant to share these thoughts a few months ago, but I thought they weren’t that important, and pretty depressing. I was inspired by an empty carousel in that same mall that I wrote about in the start of last year. I stopped in because I was commuting for an appointment. This mall usually would be full of people at this time of day, and it was still pretty empty. We were in a time where the…
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While We Continue To Keep Our Distance, Behind The Mask 😷....
While We Continue To Keep Our Distance, Behind The Mask 😷….
I was in a restaurant waiting in line with a lady and two children that I assumed were her sons. The boys jumped around, bouncing on the “social distance-floor-markers”. She glanced at me, and apologized for their rowdiness. I don’t at all consider children playing in that manner to be “rowdy”. I thought it was cool and cute that they created a fun game while waiting. If I was a kid, I think I’d…
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About That Dream💭🤔:The Water 💦 🌍 World Rules .....
About That Dream💭🤔:The Water 💦 🌍 World Rules …..
Fell asleep while watching some video, and had one of those black out slumbers that provide me with a random, meaningful, detailed dream. I dreamt that me and a bunch of other people who I don’t know, were deep under water in some water world. We were all in human form, and able to breathe with no equipment. For some reason, we were in a classroom setting being instructed by a teacher. We were…
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While We Continue To Keep Our Distance,😷 October 🍃 ☀ 2021....
While We Continue To Keep Our Distance,😷 October 🍃 ☀ 2021….
It’s been a month since I posted, but I’m always writing nonetheless. There’s been so much on my mind and heart, much I was processing, so I decided to take a break from the topic of closure. So much to keep up with, as we continue to navigate our new norm. Summer is almost out the door, and a sunny day over twenty degrees is cherished, good as gold. It was becoming slightly chilly, but then…
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My Quest For Closure PT2: On That Day,🌹🙏🏼Aug 30th 2021...
My Quest For Closure PT2: On That Day,🌹🙏🏼Aug 30th 2021…
Continuing from my last thought:
I had a little break down in the evening on August 28th, as I got home from the road. The severe thunderstorm started as I turned the corner to my place. I felt an eerie vibe, a touch of fear and panic that I have NOT felt before. I thought to myself, WOW. Her life, her legacy, overshadowed, and marred by others mistakes. I started to feel ashamed and…
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My Quest For Closure⏳: You Deserved Better 😔. Rest Well Mom🌹🙏🏼......
My Quest For Closure⏳: You Deserved Better 😔. Rest Well Mom🌹🙏🏼……
Aug 30th marked the 10th anniversary of my Mother’s passing. I wanted to post about it, but I was consumed by a slew of emotions, mixed emotions at that. I didn’t feel to write, I didn’t feel to post on social media. I was going through it, and I wanted to feel it all, good and bad. I understand that allowing myself to go through it, would help bring me closer to achieving the closure I need. I’m…
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My Quest For Closure:My Battle 🥊 With⏳ Time, PT 2 ⌚…..
It was a beautiful Sunday afternoon, the weather was close to perfect. I decided to hop on the streetcar and do a long walk, to a shop that I’d been meaning to go to pre-shutdown. I hadn’t visited this intersection in a year, and the last time I’d been round the corner I was a child. There was a restaurant that I wanted to go to, I was craving a bean burrito. I decided to walk down the people…
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My Quest For Closure: My Battle 🥊 With⏳ Time, PT 1⌚.....
My Quest For Closure: My Battle 🥊 With⏳ Time, PT 1⌚…..
I’ve always felt as though I was battling time, or racing against it. In the back of my mind, I’ve always felt ten years behind. No matter how much I accomplished, I felt that I still didn’t do enough. I felt as though I was starting a race 100 steps behind everyone else. Not competing with anyone, but only with myself, and time. I know that father time always wins and time does not stop for…
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Just Some Thoughts 🤔:Our New Norm 🚉🚌 ....
Just Some Thoughts 🤔:Our New Norm 🚉🚌 ….
The new norm has been bittersweet for me from the start, but it’s come with many blessings in disguise. For one, I was able to take a break from long commutes to work, and work from home again. I was over and done with commuting in packed subway stations. I was relieved, and ecstatic about the government enforced “social distancing” rule applied to the GTA transit system. It was the perfect rule…
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