#bcstgirl

[wonwars]

@bcstgirl asked, “Do you regret having a family with me?”

“ never. ”

her words freeze the blood in his veins, and by reflex, he clenches his hand into a fist. the space between his brows creases as he tries desperately to find a way to express the anguish, nearly too powerful to voice, that roils within him. how could she not know what they mean to him ?

“ in my entire life, you and the kids have been the best part. and i never meant for you to feel that way. you’re my world. ” with his heart climbing up his throat, steve swallows hard, trying to ignore the growing unsteadiness that wracks him from head to toe. “ you make me want to be a better man – so that chris and victoria can have a brighter future. all i want is for us to be a family, and i don’t know how to fix it, peggy. ”

here he stands, a man defeated. brought low by forces great and time inescapable. here he is, drowning at her feet.

“ tell me that you didn’t think that for a minute, that you didn’t doubt that i love you more than anything else. ” 

tell me, he pleads silently, that you understand how hard it is to separate the legend from the man, to pull the symbol away from the father and the husband. tell me you know the weight of the expectations and the hope that the world lays on me.

tell me you won’t give up on me.

#bcstgirl #★ ☆ always something to fight for ⟶ ( modern misc ) #i'm sorry this is kind of a mess #and super late bc i could never find a sad enough icon for this #but steve's a mess too #and perfectly imperfect at this family and human thing #and you broke us both with this ask

[arxnexe]

ONE LINER ; @bcstgirl​​​​

          “ Does this mean we’re    NOT   goin’ out for ice cream ? “

#bcstgirl #; peggy : yelling at pete for being fucking dumb ; #; pete : ughhh sooo no to ice cream? bc its closing soon ? ; #{ ; ꜱᴘɪᴅᴇʀ ᴡᴇʙʙᴇᴅ . Qᴜᴇᴜᴇᴅ }

[seriena]

@bcstgirl​.

          ❛   𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃.  𝙳𝙴𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙴𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙷 𝙲𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝙽 𝙾𝙻𝚈𝙼𝙿𝙸𝙰𝙽'𝚂 𝙳𝙸𝙴𝚃 𝙵𝙾𝚁.   ❜     she never quite took to sports after leaving constance, but she does watch the olympics!  the winter olympics in particular are her favorite — so of course she’d know a gold medalist when she sees one.  especially one so fashionable.     ❛   but maybe take your coat off before eating one.  i’d hate to see crumbs on such a gorgeous dior!   ❜

#HI BBY #i put this in your famous verse i hope thats okay!! #bcstgirl #🌹 𝚃𝚇𝚃. verse one. 🌹

[xmarksthescott]

FOLKLORE STARTERS @bcstgirl​ sent: “ i think your house is haunted ”

❛  sometimes i think so too. so many people have died in these halls...so many people who used to walk these halls, i’ve buried. this life it just...it takes and takes.  ❜

#bcstgirl #oh sad hours

[fbiartist]

@bcstgirl said: “ have you met the new DADA professor yet? how was it? ”

hogwarts au sentences.

“Surprisingly boring, very book oriented. Not really into practical demonstration.” Ziva looked up at the Head Girl with a shrug, taking another sip of the tea she’d snuck from the kitchens. Pumpkin juice was nasty and she wasn’t about to change her mind about that. She broke up the slice of bread she had on her plate and dunked it into her soup without much thought. “I’m pretty sure he’s working through first timer nerves. What’d you think of it?” 

#bcstgirl #v: hogwarts is more than just four walls ( hp au ) #iconless cause I haven't figured out Ziva's younger fc #but Ziva is the Slytherin prefect #and Peggy is definitely head girl #I don't make the rules

[stolenparticlesarch]

incorrect quote for @bcstgirl and cassie

#*mine #bcstgirl #cassie and peggy tbt.

[youusedme]

@bcstgirl​ // LIKED FOR A CHRISTMAS STARTER 

★— JUST A LITTLE MORE TO THE LEFT --- He wobbled on the chair that they were using as a makeshift step-ladder. Most people would’ve assumed that with the gymnastic skills and agility he possessed, Steve Rogers would be the ideal candidate for tree decorating. But little did most people know, Steve could be a bit of a klutz. 

He’d just finished positioning a few blue and silver baubles, peering over his shoulder at Peggy. 

❛      How’s that lookin’ Pegs? Oh-- you done with untangling all that tinsel?     ❜

#bcstgirl #★ V: IF YOU CHOOSE TO STAND IN THE WAY OF FREEDOM YOU WILL HEAR THESE WORDS: AVENGERS ASSEMBLE ( main ) #[[ domestic.. babies.. ]]

[carterslegacy]

“so tell me, what was it like working with the daughters of liberty? because these secrets are getting to be a lot for even me.” // @bcstgirl​

#bcstgirl #I LOVE THEM HI

[guiltspelled]

     “  it’s up to you if you want to believe if it’s real or not.  “ zatanna lets a smile cross her red lips, a hand settling on her waist as she looks at the other. there was nothing more she loved then magic, and especially her magic. her whole world resolved around it, and it had been like that far before she learned of her true heritage. however ---- she never forced the belief on anyone. that was up to them to decide, and her role was just to show them.

@bcstgirl​.

#bcstgirl #❛ main. / verse one. #she supports whatever decision u make peggy

[wonwars]

@bcstgirl​ says, “i don’t think i trust anyone else.”

it’s strange how those simple words threaten to rip him open from the inside when just a few short months ago, he would have welcomed them. but then again, isn’t that only a distraction from the truth ? steve peers at the grainy image of their sleeping son - finally safe - before he sets the monitor down again on the kitchen table. head bowed, he grasps the edge of the table with both hands, leaning the heft of his body against it.

“ neither do i. but ... i don’t know where we go from here. ” he isn’t used to this; everyone thinks that he’s the man with the plan, the one who always knows how to save the day. but no one can understand the stark terror that dogged him for days after chris was taken ... no one except her.

when he speaks, it’s nothing more than the solemn prayer of a man too recently broken: “ tell me what to do, peggy. ”

#bcstgirl #★ ☆ always something to fight for ⟶ ( modern misc ) #steve's in pain so i'm in pain so hi :) #also ily and imu <3

[circusmade]

you choose the kiss cause im putting that burden on you.

👿.     “     𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒     ”     𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄     .

13. an interrupted kiss .

POST-MISSION rooftop dining is one of his favorite parts of night watch. up here, he can hear the roar of the city come to life, cars whizzing by and snippets of conversation from folks who stayed out much later than anticipated. it’s almost calm –well, for bludhaven it is. it’s hardly glamorous but it is his city. it’s the kind of dedication he’s sure the agent next to him can understand. 

❛  see, i told you, we’ve got some good pizza down here, don’t let those new yorkers tell you any different.  ❜ he jokes, eyeing the half-eaten pizza box between them. he never would have thought one of shield’s finest would be teaming up with him, but then again, bludhaven did attract some of the worst of the criminal underbelly –even ones that caught shield’s radar it seemed. 

❛  this is the best view in the city too. it almost makes this place seem peaceful. ❜ he guessed on some level, he liked working with her. after all, she knew what it was like to be a human surrounded by godlike level beings. people who could lift cars with their hands and fly. but they were just two regular people who wanted to do some good in the world. they beat the odds every day. ❛  i guess now that i’ve showed you my favorite spots, i can’t let you leave. that’s the rule. ❜ he jokes, listening in for her response that he knows will match his in sarcasm. 

that’s another way she kept up with him, quick on her feet and with her wit. at some point, his brain went on autopilot, leaning in just that extra bit to close the space between them with a kiss. maybe it’s the late night and the city lights which bring out the romantic in him, or maybe it’s something slightly more. the minute her beeper goes off, he makes the guess that he’ll never know. ❛  shield business. i get it. duty calls. ❜

#bcstgirl #i RNG'D IT

[xmarksthescott]

@bcstgirl​ continued from HERE

❛ some would say i don’t. ❜ a slight crack at his own expense. scott knows he plays the martyr act far too well, but that was never a factor when it came to her. it’s far simpler, far more pure --to feel safe in another’s presence is a gift, one he vowed not to take for granted this time. as she leans into him, he wraps his arms around her in a comforting embrace. this doubt, this fear, he knows it too well not to empathize. ❛ i know what it’s like to be afraid of yourself. to feel like you’ve buried more friends than you’ve found. and if you need a shoulder to cry on, i’m here. just...don’t push me away, ok? ❜ 

#they....them #bcstgirl

[stolenparticlesarch]

♗ ( for Peggy and Chris )

Send me a  ♗ and I’ll use my icon style to make an icon of your muse

@bcstgirl

#bcstgirl #* answered. ╱ ooc.

[youusedme]

🥶️

★  // ACCEPTING 

send  🥶️ for  our  muses  to  warm  up  by  cuddling  close  to  a  fire . @bcstgirl

★— THIS WASN’T ONE OF THE CLASSIC CARD MOMENTS ---- the ones where you would expect an ornately decorated fireplace, with the stockings hanging, and the tree all lit up perfectly next to it --- a fluffy rug and the two curled up with a hot mug of cocoa. 

Rather the contrary. 

They were outside in the freezing cold, seeking a temporary reprieve after just shutting down yet another HYDRA base of operation -- the thick layer of snow coated the logs that they were sat on, and the only warmth they were getting was from the small embers that crackled in front of them from the remnants of dry wood they had managed to set alight. And of course -- them cuddling up close was also the BEST way to keep warm. The only shelter they had was from the roof of the cave they were in -- still, the cave wasn’t THAT hollow, enough to keep the fire lit at least, but snow was still finding its way inside. 

❛      We should--- try find a place to stay...   ❜

His teeth chattered, keeping his large arms bundled around her. 

❛      There must be a cabin, a house -- somewhere. I know it seems like we’re in the middle of nowhere but we’ll find somewhere. --- Being here at Christmas really doesn’t make it feel like-- well, Christmas, when we’re on the job.  ❜

#bcstgirl​ #[[now for something different!]] #ask; #bcstgirl

[griefkept]

       @bcstgirl​ | lyric call. ( vibe by coyote theory )

               Limbs felt heavy as he drug the knife across the wood, carving off a small piece. There was barely any strength to his movements, and in all honesty, it took a lot of focus to fight the dizziness that threatened the sanctity of his fingers. Setting the tool aside, he leans back in his chair and groans. “ I've never felt this weak ; I wish the brush could lift the artist. ”

#bcstgirl

[hiddensteel]

        ❝  ser carter, you requested an audience? ❞          back sat straight against northern throne, snarling w o l v e s and weirwood branches and leaves carved into throne. auburn hair had been carefully braided into a traditional northern style, slightly more fancy than her normal style but fitting for an audience. anyone who truly knew the queen, which was a short list, would notice that normal expression was more HIDDEN beneath queenly mask. a necessary act for one who played the game, but unlike many there was no harshness to sansa’s demeanor. guarded, yes, but not devoid of warmth. lips were even turned upwards in a soft smile as she gazed upon the woman.          ❝  speak freely. ❞

@bcstgirl   |   qitn starter call.

#bcstgirl #( yuri !! i've missed writing w/ you so much !! ) #╰ ❄ ‘ ic ⁞ there is a little bit of wolf in me too ’