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#because my brother's kids jumped on it regularly when they used to visit pre covid
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wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.
#vent
#for the last 4 months my life has been in stupid crisis mode
#like constantly
#from major ones where i had to move out for a while because it was impossible to stay where i lived
#to not being able to use my kitchen for over a week
#and like other more or less minor house related stuff that made it impossible for me to use something normally
#not a single week without something like that or shit at work which is constantly being so fucking chaotic
#and now someone died in my family
#not someone very close but i liked them
#and of course like feeling sad that they are gone can't be the only thing
#because it has to come with the headache of i need to travel for their funeral and it's just before easter
#so there's no one in this city to leave my dog with
#because most of my friends either live abroad or have cats or are busy before easter..
#i'd just want a week where nothing happens
#and like the writing is weighing heavy on me
#because i miss it
#also i wish i could finish something
#i wish something good would happen that i could feel proud off
#also because i'm mentally ill and fucking stupid when i was going crazy with my kitchen not working and work shit
#i bought new furniture
#because after 15 years i've finally had enough money to buy some that aren't fucking black and inconvenient and ugly
#which is like a huge project and a crisis i brought onto myself
#just because i was too burnt out to write
#and i wanted something nice to happen to me
#like a nice living space that doesn't make feel like i have no ownership over it because everything in it was some else's choice
#and that old furniture was bought by my mother and my brother ages ago and it's handmedowns
#and my fucking horrible mother feels personally slighted that i want to get rid of a bed that is broken
#because my brother's kids jumped on it regularly when they used to visit pre covid
#yeah it's been broken that long because i lost all my savings during covid and had to change careers to a souless pointless corpo job
#long pathetic whine and overshare over
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