#been needing to talk more shif about him lol

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Info dump about my MYS and MCD ect. oc.

Okay so Romeo, in MCD he's a decendant of Irene like levin is, but in mystreet and PDH he's aphs cousin.

I don't know if he's from Zacks side or Sylvannas side yet, I'm leaning towards Zacks.

During high school he was a but of a social floater, he got along with everyone well enough that people didn't bother him.

He didn't really interact with aph alot in high-school until the last year mostly because during highschool he was moved around foster homes alot, he knew of her and knew they were family but he had it drilled in his head back then that his family didn't want him at all.

When he got to FCU he accidently became friendly with Blaze and Aaron, during this time Aaron and Blaze were young dad central so romeo babysat for them when they had to do stuff for Uni and he didn't have anything else to do.

Romeo had a small crush on Aaron for a week or so before realising aph was kinda in love with him, Aaron, it wasn't an actual crush Romeo gets him emotions and feelings for people confused sometimes.

He hangs around with the pups alot including Blaze and Maria.

I mentioned is a older post but he is a transman, he's pansexual and polyamorous.

From high school to mystreet he's done jobs here and there, from a bakery to a boring office worker, he mostly worked in high school to get his van.

Okay so his van, its a 1970 ford Econoline camper van, he wouldn't use it as a camper van tho, he's mostly use it to haul everyone everywhere.

In mystreet he lives with the pups plus blaze, blazes kid and Maria.

During the final year at FCU blaze and him started dating and then not long after maria moved in with him and the pups she also started dating him.

Anyway that's all I have atm that I can name of the top of my head, if you have any questions just ask!!

#aphblr #aphverse #mcd #minecraft diaries #aphmau #mys oc #pdh oc #fcu #fcu oc #mystreet #Romeo S. Black (OC) #been needing to talk more shif about him lol

[shifuto]

will answer first two prompts because I will not be able to do any art for Zexal month this year but want to participate somehow.. Day 1: Who are you and what made you watch Zexal? you can call me shif, probably one of the oldest in this fandom and been around tumblr for a long time. I always liked Yu-Gi-Oh so I watched all series. I am not sure when exactly I watched Zexal but it was some time after the series ended and the fandom was already dying. It became my favorite right away and I never understood why it is everyone’s least favorite YGO spinoff. I re-watch Zexal at least once a year and it still feels so good haha. Day 2: Tell/show us your favourite thing about your favourite character/or friendship Oh no this is going to be long..

I have way too many favorite characters.. but if I need to pick one on the top of my head? Astral. He’s great, smart, powerful, naive, he has nice eyes and a very nice voice.. seriously I could talk about him for the rest of the day hahahaha.

I really like Ryouga although when I first saw him I disliked because he was such a bully (and a badly written one haha). My favorite thing about him is.. his hair? His personality? His voice? Himself? He is great. Others I do like a lot too, in no particular order:

III/Michael (he has a really nice personally and his deck is awesome, his friendship with Yuma is one of the coolest things in the anime and I like his hair too).

IV/Thomas (as with Ryouga, I disliked him at first but his character grew on me, the dynamic between him and Shark is really interesting, not sure if you could call that friendship at first though).

Mizael (one of my favorite voices in the show and his backstory and character design are pretty cool. Dragons? Dragons. I like the “rivalship” he has with Kaito).

Vector (where do I start with this one? Haha. He got that trademark Yu-Gi-Oh villain face, how can one not like him? By far, one of the most interesting characters with some of the most interesting interactions and “friendships”).

No 96 (I should have put him up there with Astral. Basically I like him because of the same things plus, he is evil and him and Astral exist as opposites making their interaction a lot of fun).

Yuma (For some reason, every time I re-watch Zexal, I like him more. His interactions with Ryouga, III and Vector/Rei are really cool. His friendship with Astral is my favorite in the series. His deck with all those Utopia cards is awesome lol).

There was more but these are some I remember more clearly, I still need to watch Zexal again this year..

#zexal #Yu-Gi-Oh! Zexal #zexal month #ygo #this was longer but I erased a lot before posting lol #shif writes

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My boy overdosed last night

One of our friends was with him and he was able to bring him back. He hit him in the chest a bunch & said he was making a weird noise & wheezing badly trying to breath. Our friend said he was about to ditch all the shit and call an ambulance. But he brought him back. Thank fuck.

But fuck what if this had happened on one of all the nights when he's slamming dope alone in his room in the middle of the night?

I've been worried about that. Especially on nights when we're talking and he says something like "hold on, I gotta get a hit real quick" and then doesn't message me back for a long time. It's usually just cause he's fucked up and nodding out and forgets to check his phone, but I always panic thinking "what if he did too much this time? Most likely no one he lives with will find him until the next day when it's way too late. And I won't even know." And I'm left scared, anxious & wondering.

And now that anxiety has gotten amped the fuck up.

I cried and told him I love him & I can't lose him. He said "I'll be okay! This batch just caught me off gaurd." But he can't know he'll be okay. He's got multiple sources he buys from because heroin is so hard to get around here so he goes through whoever can find some for him. It's different shit almost every time.

He told me "don't worry, I'm not planning on leaving you" but like?? Yeah of course you're not, people don't usually plan to overdose & die but so many people do anyway.

I just really love him and I want him to be okay. Last week when we got ripped off trying to buy h, he said "I think I'm done", said he was gonna suffer the withdrawls and be done feeling sick all the time. A few days ago he said something bout getting some tar and I asked what happened to getting clean? He told be "let's be real, it's gonna be a long battle. One I'm currently losing."

I have no place to judge him for using, and I don't, because I understand. I've done heroin with him, I've been doing meth for like a year and a half. & I've been using a shit ton just this week. Both our drug problems have been escalating. I was slamming meth when I saw his messaged telling me what happened.

I'm just scared. I'm glad he told me. I'm sure he wanted to tell someone what happened and he told me that I'm the only one he can be honest about this life with. Everyone else just judges him since he relapsed. But I still wanted to be around him and I still got high with him. He said I was a good friend, but I don't think I am.

I worry that we're bad for each other to have around.

I'm bad for him because when he decided to relapse and everyone he knew kept turning him away and giving him shif for falling back into it, he told me that he was gonna find some one way or another and asked me to ask around for him. And I did. The night he relapsed, I was the one who helped him get it. And he assured me he was going to relapse anyway, that he wanted to use and that his need to feel okay outweighed any pride he felt in being sober. He said "we both know I'm gonna get what I want." That he would've found someone who'd hook him up whether or not I helped him, that if he had to, he'd drive into a bigger city and find somebody to cop from. And asked me if I could find any because he was getting desperate. So, I asked a couple people and found some, he picked me up and I went in and got it for him. Maybe he would've relapsed regardless, but that first bag that lead him back down this road, I put that bag of heroin in his hands. And he thanked me a lot for helping him. He doesn't blame me for getting addicted again. But I can't help but feel guilty for it, and some of our friends told me I was a shitty fucking friend for getting high with an addict after he'd been clean for over a year.

And I don't blame him for this, like some of my friends did, but before I started spending time with him, I'd only ever even seen heroin once, I'd never even came close to trying it before he gave me some. One of my best friends gave him so much shit, telling him not to give me heroin because I'm an idiot and I have substance abuse issues and whatever drugs he gave me, I would use cause I just wanna get high all the time, which is true. She told him to quit pretending her cares about me and that he just wanted someone to get high with and that he didn't actually give a shit about me. I felt bad she tore into him, and he told me that she didn't know what she was talking about and that he did care about me, more than he cares about himself.

The night he relapsed, he got me high too. It was my first time trying heroin, and we just snorted it. He told me I'd have to try shooting it, cause it's wayy better that way. And the second time we got some, we got tar from another person I knew. I introduced him to my boy & we hung out for awhile driving all over the city trying to get the goods. We picked up my friend and drove him to his buddy's house. Then we followed his buddy to a sketchy motel, and he ran inside to buy our stuff. He came out and gave it to me, the we picked up another guy and took him to a trailer park where he ran in & got us a couple new rigs from some people. Then we dropped of the dude who got us the rigs and said bye to my friend, who incidentally was the guy who saved my boy's life last night.

After dopping them off, we shot up in his car. He gave me a tiny shot at first, and I didn't feel very high so he was like "oh don't you worry, I can give you more". Mixed up a way bigger, darker shot, held out my arm and hit me. I never shot up before he showed me how. I'd never touched a needle before that. He told me it was the best way to get high.

After he showed me how great shooting up is, I started slamming my meth too. & and after he showed me how incredible dope is and he got me high multiple times, I bought some heroin for myself for the first time. I was scared of mixing my own shots because I don't know what I'm doing with heroin like he does. I only had a tiny bit, and I did 3 shots off of it and I got pretty fucking high each time but he said "you got 3 shots off it? girlll you need way bigger shots lol". Encouraging me to go big or go home, which is dangerous because I know myself and I know I have a habit of taking everything too far. After I tried h the first time all I wanted was to do it again.

I love him, I love hanging out with him, I love getting high with him, but we aren't really good influences on each other and I was really hoping he was gonna get clean again because he's in too deep and I'm scared he won't make it out of this like he did the first time he was hooked. I just want him happy and healthy. I can't stop him from using, and I can't tell him he shouldn't because I do too & then I'd be a hypocrite. Plus he's heard it all before, and he knows the choices he's making. He swears he'll be okay. But I'm afraid.

I don't care about myself, I only want him to get better. But for right now, I guess I'm just so thankful he's alright & that my buddy was there to help him last night.