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something about pepito having arachnophobia and pepitos dad being a spider. something about how pepito loves his dad but can't help but be scared of him. something about pepito seeing a spider and thinking of roier. the spider. pepito's dad. who's missing.

#qsmp #qsmp pepito #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

*laying on the ground like a sad dog* i miss casualonas...... I miss everyone ending up there after an event... I miss the joy and the silliness and the slutting it up.... I miss melissa....

#qsmp #bugs.doc

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I'm both mourning qjaiden and also frothing at the mouth I LOVE TRAGEDY THIS IS GONNA FUCK UP SO MANY PEOPLE LETS FUCKING GOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

DYING IS THE KINDEST ENDING SHE WOULDVE EVER GOTTEN!!!!! IT ONLY WOULDVE BEEN WORSE!!!!

#qsmp #qsmp jaiden #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

"phil just calls missa his platonic husband because he doesn't know it's romantic yet!" I'm in your walls. maybe take a step back and consider why it's so important to you that they have a romantic relationship? "oh but they kissed!" so? people in platonic relationships can kiss, what's the big deal? "missa said he loves him" again, you can love people in platonic relationships. like why does it have to be traditional romance and not just a platonic relationship that doesnt fit in a box? why does have to be romantic even when phil says it's platonic?

and like if that changes in the future, great! more power to them! but insisting that "it's going to end up romantic, they just don't know it yet" as if it's better than a platonic relationship where they're comfortable doing "romantic" things is annoying and feels like you see platonic relationships as "less than" romantic ones

#idec if this makes sense or not im just annoyed #qsmp fandom crit #<- ig #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

t-shirt that says "I survived the qsmpblr purgatory trip of 2023" it costs $20 at the gift shop

#qsmp #bugs.doc

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TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE KNIFE 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

okay I'm not an expert but he keeps that knife in one of his backpacks at like all times. and there's probably more times but he took it out today when forever and bad were talking about prisons and he took it out when forever first revealed that he was planning a prison (seen here). which is why it's his emotional support knife, he's only ever taken it out when he's been triggered about prison

I think it might be implied that it's the same knife he had during prison but that also might be just a headcanon people have. either way! it's a huge deal that he gave that to bad, who is arguably his oldest friend, and then told him how to use it to get information

#asks #bugs.doc #qsmp roier

[starry-bugs]

do you ever think about how roier has had to learn to rely on himself when shit gets hard because he's usually the last one standing, he's the one left behind. do you think he had to raise himself as a kid? do you think he learned all about how to cook and take care of himself because it was just him and abueloier?

do you think he at some point taught himself that it's better to keep yourself as your closest ally/friend, because even if you let others in there's no guarantee they'll always be around? do you think he at some point decided to keep that at the back of his mind, to tuck it away but never forget, to love wholly and fully?

do you think it started to come back out bit by bit after spreen's betrayal? after bobbys deaths? after cellbit's kidnapping? after the eggs' disappearances? after purgatory? do you think its back now? he can only rely on himself, even as he loves. he can love and love and love but the only person who will always be with you is yourself.

do you think he knows he'll have to save himself now?

#qsmp #qsmp roier #bugs.doc #sorry idk what was in the water

[starry-bugs]

pacing around in circles. does anyone else think how weird it is that they specifically used roier and pepito for the video for the Happiness Bars? how they used what's arguably the shakiest egg-parent relationship as their example for the whole island to see? a relationship that nobody but roier really understands because hardly anybody has actually seen it? the most people have seen of it is pepito sleeping in the open by choice.

and sure he can play it off as just a funny choice that doesn't bother him but don't you think that would raise how paranoid roier is? wouldn't that just help confirm that these eggs are there as distractions, as an experiment? wouldn't this make him wonder if people will start to trust him less if he fails pepito's happiness tasks? or leo's for that matter? especially with how backhanded that video was about not messing up this time, do you think he thought it was super directed at him?

#bugs.doc #qsmp #qsmp roier #i feel crazy im shaking roier cubito between my teeth #i see through you Silly Man. i know you.

[starry-bugs]

I'm literally not over roier going to bed in leos room tonight. him looking over to make sure she's asleep okay before going to bed himself. him spending all day with his baby sister and making sure she's still there before he closes his eyes again. just to make sure she's still there and she's okay.

#bugs.doc #qsmp

[starry-bugs]

guess who's sick in the head about roier again

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[starry-bugs]

anybody know if we got homework for purgatory tomorrow I didn't study

#qsmp #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

something about that stream just filled me with love. it's amazing to see how far the qsmp has come and how connected these people are in half a year or less, it's just so fucking cool to see it

#the human desire for connections and love got me man #qsmp #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

hey do you guys remember in purgatory one when roier was digging around on mute he called himself ratoier. because I remember in purgatory one when he called himself ratoier.

#qsmp #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

I really need to stop saying I need a cigarette before I say it in front of my mother but I do not think there is any phrase that encompasses how the past ~3 months have felt. I really do need that damn cigarette.

#im fine. i will persevere as usual but by god am i tired. #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

okay but qnatalan being cnatalan but qroier not being croier is so interesting if natalan and cellbit ever spoke like imagine you're cellbit and this guy you don't know says your husband looks like the guy who was literally obsessed with him and imagine you're natalan and the guy married to the guy who looks exactly like your ex-stalker says he wouldn't care if he was like that? fucked up and insane

#idc if its improbable a girl can dream #bugs.doc

[starry-bugs]

i need someone to talk to me about minime spiderbit i have so many thoughts <- said by someone gripping its desk

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