#but anyway i'm rambling but i want august to be better than july cause man i can't explain how AWFUL july was

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there are so many films!!!!!!! an d so little time!!!!!!!! a curse. but also a blessing

#i think it's time i start watching mrinal sen films again #i watched 2 a while back and LOVED them and then i didn't watch any more even if i wanted to #and now i've found most of them online eheh 3 of them are already downloaded ready to watch #and 2 of those 3 are in GREAT quality god blessss the other one isn't but tbh i don't think i could find it in better quality so it'll do #so excited. i have 2 missions for august (2 weeks off + the rest i have work but i'll be home alone): #1. study for my driving license test (SO behind uhhhh..) 2. watch A Lot of movies #i know i'll enjoy one more than the other lol but maybe i can use watching movies as like incentive to study. i finish this chapter then i #can watch that #it's been so long since i studied for like. an actual test. and not just for fun/my own interest in something #so i kinda have to find things that work again bc i am like. paralyzed by anxiety when it comes to tests uh high school was a lot so #it's hard tbh and i find it hard to actually Do Things even when it's not something i Have To do but don't enjoy so you can imagine how i #deal with haaaaaving to study. for something i am terrified of #but anyway i'm rambling but i want august to be better than july cause man i can't explain how AWFUL july was #i do beside these 2 things want to go out a bit.. at least a couple of times even if i'll get sad that i have no one to hang out with #want to go back to one of my fave restaurants! it's a chinese restaurant #i'll shut up now #goodnight