Castle on the Hill
English Literature PhD student Emma Swan just needs money to pay for her last semester of grad school tuition. Killian Jones has always dreamed of opening a bookshop but has never been able to afford it. So when the small principality of Misthaven is looking for their lost princess, the pair decide that this might just be the perfect money making scheme.
A Multi-chapter Modern Day + Lost Princess (think Rapunzel/Anastasia-esque) + Book Lovers in a Coffee Shop AU
Rating: T
Word Count: 30905/ ?
Prologue (Part 1 + 2) // Ch 1 // Ch 2 // Ch 3 // Ch 4
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They wander out of Mamie’s just as the sun is beginning to set. Golden hour, Emma thinks it is called.
“So, how much have you seen of Misthaven?” Asks Killian.
Emma frowns, thinking of the Misthaven University library and the endless bowls of cappuccinos at Mamies.
“Hah,” Killian laughs, “That’s what I thought. Too much time with our darling friend Blanche Neige, and hardly any time spent exploring the thriving metropolis of Misthaven.”
Emma chuckles. She thinks of the past few hours she’s spent with Killian in Mamie’s. They’d exchanged favorite quotations, scenes, and characters from Blanche Neige. They discussed all of their other favorite reads. It seems that Killian is quite well read, his favorite books spanning from Dickens to Rushdie. She’s discovered that he’s not just ridiculously good looking, he’s also thoughtful and has a soft spot for literature.
“Hey,” Emma protests, “I have a lot riding on Blanche Neige right now.”
“Yeah, right, your whole future, I know,” Killian snorts, “But you can take one night off from books.”
Emma’s eyes narrow. What does he mean one night? They just agreed to be friends, not to-
“Emma, just an hour or two of sights in the city,” He offers, “Just that. I’m not planning on coming home with you after, if that’s what you thought I was on about. I mean, we could arrange that too, if you wish.”
Does this guy ever stop with the flirting?
She rolls her eyes and crosses her arms, but manages to let out a little smile, “Okay, fine, one evening off. And nothing more.”
Killian grins. He’s so open with his emotions. He wears his heart on his sleeve in a way that Emma has never done. She can tell how he genuinely feels about each of her responses, whereas she lives to be an enigma.
“Have you been on a river boat tour?” He asks, “They’re quite popular for tourists, but they really are good fun and a nice, proper tour of Misthaven.”
Emma shakes her head, realizing how little time she’s taken to enjoy Misthaven.
“Let’s do that shall we?” He suggests, “At sunset, the city will be very photogenic.”
She swears that the French bit of his trace-of-a-Misthaven-accent comes out a little more as he talks about sunset. And yeah, it’s kinda doing something to her. Stupid attractive voice.
“Yeah, sure,” She agrees.
They walk along the quay to where the tours leave from. Killian buys two tickets and they step onto the boat.
Emma hasn’t been on a lot of boats in her lifetime. One time a group home went on a boat tour of Boston Harbor. She doesn’t remember much of it, only that her hair was in a braid that day and one of the more annoying boys kept tugging on it as she tried to look out at the city. When she was in high school, on her trip to New York with Ingrid, she remembers taking a ferry to the Statue of Liberty. She remembers seeing the skyline of New York on the way back, stately and ruthlessly modern against the sky.
Both of those boat rides were rocky, lurching violently as they traveled, but this boat is smooth. She and Killian find spots upstairs, on the outdoor deck. They lean against the rail, watching the Misthaven flag that hangs off the back flap gently against the backdrop of the river and hills.
“So,” Emma says, turning to Killian, “Obviously, you know all about my life as a student and my thesis- but what about you?”
“What about me?” Killian says, crossing his arms over the rail with smirk.
“I don’t know,” Emma shrugs, “What do you do?”
“It’s going to sound a little dim, after our discussion about literature,” he says, scratching behind his ear nervously.
Why is that so attractive? Calm your loins, Emma Swan, he’s literally scratching his ear.
All the same, she feels weirdly hurt by his admission. She’s never been the kind of person who things herself above others. She’s spent most of her time at Duke feeling less than her peers who lived far more privileged lives than her.
“It’s okay,” Emma says, placing a hand on his shoulder, “Remember the bad childhood thing? It’s made me significantly less judgey than most people in academia. I got really lucky and that’s the only reason that I’m working on a PhD and not cleaning toilets.”
Killian nods, his face solemn and a little gentle, “I’m a bartender.”
“Nice,” Emma says, not waiting a beating, not wanting him to feel bad, “Does that mean that as your friend I get free drinks?”
“Hmm,” he says, his easy smile returning, “Not because we are friends, just because you’re hot.”
Emma dramatically huffs, because it’s her instinct to react that way, but there is a small bit of her that relishes that he thinks that she is hot. Okay, maybe more than a small bit.
She has to stop it. She can’t be swooning over this guy, even if he is charming and attractive and loves her favorite author. She doesn’t date at all. It’s self-preservation. And if she is going to survive finding funding and finishing her dissertation- she needs a much self-preservation as possible.
“What about before that?” Emma prods, trying to distract herself from becoming a love-sick puppy.
“I thought we weren’t getting into the dark childhoods today, love,” Killian said, his face becoming solemn again.
“Sorry,” Emma said, pulling an apologetic face, “I was just curious. Mostly about your accent. It’s more English than Misthaven.”
Killian nods, “I moved to the UK when I was twelve.”
That revelation helps her to connect the dots of confusion that have been mingling in her head about Killian’s backstory.
“Oh,” Emma blurts, “Is that why your name is funny? Killian isn’t a very Misthavian name.”
“It’s an Irish name,” Killian explains, “My mum was Irish. But that’s not why I lived in England.”
“Oh,” Emma says, softer. She notices the was, where she thought there would be an is. She realizes they are hedging along the topic of sad childhoods, a conversation that she definitely doesn’t want to unpack. She’s known Killian for two days, she definitely doesn’t want to be recounting the orphan story to him.
“She, uh, died,” Killian says, “Not long after I was born. My brother took care of me. He had an Irish name too- Liam.”
“Hey, you don’t have to tell me the sad story,” Emma says, noting another past tense where she expects a present one, “I’m sure you want to enjoy this boat ride without dredging up every horrible memory you have.”
He gives her a grateful smile.
It really is beautiful, the boat ride- though his smile is too (not that she’s thinking about it). The city drifts behind them. The opera house is glowing in the evening light. The adorable old town buildings jut out in angles as they creep up the hill, looking like a child’s town toy set. On the other side of the river, she sees the sunset reflected in the windows of more modern office buildings. She can see students lofting on the quadrangles of the campus. Misthaven is beautiful at sunset. Killian was really right about that.
“But, if you were wondering, before that,” Killian says, returning to her question, “I worked at a bookshop in London. I really miss that job.”
Emma looks up at him. The light brings out the flecks of red in his stubble and she marvels in this discovery.
“I think the best jobs are ones where you are surrounded by books all the time,” Emma says, dreamily, stretching.
“It was great,” Killian says, becoming animated once more, his hands suddenly moving as he talks. “I could recommend books, read behind the counter during lulls. There was a coffee shop in it too. I learned to make really nice cappuccinos.”
“The smell of coffee and books?” Emma says, “Sounds like the dream.”
“I really was,” Killian says.
“Why’d you leave?” Emma asks.
Killian shrugs and she assumes it’s part of the long sad story he isn’t ready to tell. Her heart breaks a bit at that. He seems graceful now, happy enough, with a lost look that lurks behind his eyes at moments when he isn’t paying attention. She knows he must have been through some hard things.
“I decided to move back to Misthaven after the Dark Time ended. I missed home. But, I’d love to have a bookshop of my own,” He confesses, “I’ll die happy if I can open my own bookshop.”
Her heart now melts a little bit for him. It’s such a gentle dream to come from man as disarmingly attractive and hopelessly charming.
“That’s what I was going to use the money for,” He tells her, “Why I wanted to go into that deal with the man in the pawn shop.”
“For your bookshop dream?” Emma asks. She had imagined that he’d want the money for personal use, maybe a nice house or an easier life, but not to open a book store.
He nods. She smiles at this idea. She thinks her motivation of wanting a PhD in literature was soft, but Killian’s dream also eeps a sort of gentleness as well.
“We are such nerds,” Emma laughs, “Wanting a large fortune to spend on our bookish dreams.”
Killian gives her a tight smile. In a flash, she feels as if they are kindered souls. They’ve both had really tough lives. They’ve probably spent a lot of time alone, without families, fighting for their own selves because there wasn’t anyone else to. But books are their solace, the bit of hope, the passion that kept them from giving up. She knows in a second that Killian understands her fierce love of literature in a way that her privileged university peers, or even Belle, could never truly understand. Killian knows what it was like to be saved by book. To have books as your only companion.
In this revelation, Emma feels something bubble up inside her that she can’t restrain. A whole glob of feelings for Killian. She doesn’t want them. She isn’t ready for boyfriends or dating or relationships. But yet the feelings explode into her world, unable to be quashed, unable to be brought back in.
So, she does the only thing she’s good at: bottles it up. The feelings go into a bottle, into the wall of bottles.
“Tell me about what the bookshop would be like,” She says, pressing further into the rail of the boat, watching the ripples that the wake makes as it coasts through the water.
“I don’t want anything huge,” he says. “Just a small shop would be lovely. Two floors, I think, with a coffee bar in the back.”
She nods, imagining it already. She pictures it in rich dark wood, like the belly of ship.
“I think I’d like to have reading groups there,” he continues. “Maybe workshops for aspiring writers, or readings from local authors.”
“I’ll be there the second you get Blanche Neige to read,” She says.
“Believe me, if I ever get her, or discover her identity, you’ll be the first to know,” He vows.
“Same,” She agrees, letting herself bump into him (in a purely chummy way).
He looks back at her with an expression of tenderness, of kinship- that she feels herself draw away again. She moves a fraction over, but just enough to feel the space form between them. It’s a game she constantly plays- don’t get too close, don’t let those feelings out.
They are silent for a moment and the boat leaves the river to move into the channel. The skyline of Misthaven turns to silhouette against the dusky rose sky. Emma can trace the top of the opera house, the university library, the cathedral tower. She can see in the distance the taller, modern buildings of the business district. But her eyes linger on the castle, perched on the hill, hovering over the city.
She thinks again of Emma, the other Emma. Princess Emma.
She thinks of the revolution, the story that Professor Hood told her of his time in hiding, his wife’s death.
“Were you here during the Dark Times?” She asks, turning to Killian, trying to fit his story into the history of the country.
His eyes are fixed on the castle as well, “A bit yes.”
He runs his hand through his hair, ruffling it adorably. There is pain in eyes as he looks at it.
Emma sees him open his mouth and she stops him, “Hey, we aren’t talking sad stories, remember? You don’t have to tell me about it.”
He shakes his head, shrugs, and reveals, “You should probably know, well, because I think this is how the whole thing the other night came to happen- I used to live in the castle.”
All of a sudden, Emma can picture Killian as a child- almost too well. She imagines him with a mop of dark hair and freckle smattered face. She pictures him dressed in finery, the kind of thing you’d wear at a castle.
“Were you royalty then?” She blinks, the reality of his confession hitting her. He must have been pretty important to live at the castle. She knows he is a bartender now, in the way that the revolution made paupers out of many greats from Misthaven, but she imagines he must have been very distinguished to have lived in the castle. Maybe a duke or lord…
He shakes his head, giving her a half grin, “No, Emma, I wasn’t anything like that. My brother was a guard at the castle and the royal family was kind enough to let me stay with him in the castle. We had a small room in the basement. It wasn’t much, but I took lessons from the royal tutor and we got better food than we would have on our own.”
“Your brother Liam was a guard?” Emma asks, her mind still caught up in his previous statement, tracing the words over and over in her head. They brought back an echo to her, of something. It’s like she’d spoken the words before.
“Yeah,” Killian says, “Why?’
Emma shakes her head, brushing off the sense of déjà vu, “Sorry, it just sounded familiar. Something about that.”
“It’s because he was with the princess when she disappeared,” Killian explains, before swallowing hard, “He fled with her to America, to take her into hiding. But something went wrong, his remains were found in the Hudson River.”
“Oh,” Emma says softly, reaching out to Killian, “I’m really sorry, Killian. Truly.”
“It was years ago,” He says, “I lost him when I six. But you’ve probably read it in an article somewhere. Everything about the lost princess seems to mention Liam in it somewhere.”
“So, you knew her then?” Emma asks, “Princess Emma?”
He smiles at her, “I knew a little girl who’d run down corridors and play silly games with me.”
“You were friends?” Emma asks.
“I suppose,” Killian says, “When you are the only two kids in the castle, you stick together. She was younger than me though, so we weren’t terribly close.”
Emma nods, silently, her eyes still looking up at the castle on the hill. The pieces start to come together for her.
She looks enough like the lost princess. She has the right name, the right accent. Damn, she even has that scar. She’s desperate enough to need the money, still despite everything.
Killian knew the princess. Killian has the connections to really sell their story. The queen might actually listen to him.
Maybe she was wrong before. Maybe this is the fairy godmother opportunity that’s fallen into her lap again. She’d been foolish not to try for it.
“What if we really did this?” Emma asks, turning from the rail to face Killian.
“Sorry?” He says, “Do what?”
“Convince the Queen I’m the princess,” Emma says, “We could do it. Between your history with the crown and my uncannily good looks, we might actually be able to pull this off.”
Killian pushes his lips together, a small frown forming, “We aren’t going back to that man. That awful, impish man. Let’s not return there.”
Emma shakes her head, “We don’t need him. We can do this just the two of us.”
“How would we even begin to do that?” Killian asks.
Emma smirks, as the boat loops around and heads back into the river, their horizon turning to nothing but sea before them.
“I’m going to let you in on a little secret,” She says, letting her smirk turn to a grin, “I’m like really good at research.”
“Ha,” Killian says, following Emma off of the tour boat, twenty minutes later. “You said you said you weren’t going to invite me home after our soirée, yet here we are Swan, heading back to your place.”
“Oh shut up,” Emma says, fake annoyance in her voice, “You told me that you don’t have Wi-Fi at your place, so we are going back to my apartment to research. Research, Killian.”
He chuckles, glad that Emma is sassy enough to match him. He’s only picked up the flirting and innuendos after bartending. He realized that his good looks coupled with a few compliments and an eyebrow wiggle are enough to garner a few extra tips and sometimes drinks from his female (and some male) clientele.
“Ah right, research,” He says, smacking his head, “Thanks for reminding me Professor Swan.”
She rolls her eyes, as she seems to adorably do frequently, and he follows her in the direction of the tram. It’s just across the river from where the boat docked. They cross a bridge towards it. It’s a cute bridge with ornate iron designs and one covered with love locks.
“I thought this was just a Paris thing,” Emma says, nodding to locks.
Killian shrugs, “No, apparently, they are littered all around Europe on bridges and benches.”
“Seems kinda anticlimactic,” Emma remarked, “Like oh hey, let’s put a love lock on a bridge- but not the bridge, not even in the City of Love, just another random bridge in another random city.”
He laughs at her rant, “Well, Swan, if I had thought about getting you a love lock before, I’m scratching that thought now.”
She hums a bit, surprising him with not rolling her eyes.
They finish crossing the bridge and head to the tram station. Emma swipes her metro card moving through the turnstile to the awaiting train. Killian pushes himself above the barrier.
“I could just swipe you in, you know,” Emma offers.
“Nonsense, Swan,” he says, flashing her a smile. “I’ve yet to get caught. Besides, we are about to convince someone that you are a lost princess as part of a money-making scheme- we’ve got other things to worry about.”
He thinks he sees her shiver and he regrets bringing up the devious nature of their scheming. He doesn’t want her to feel guilty for it or anything akin to that. She was crafty to think they could pull it off on their own. He thinks she’s right, with a little research it’s very possible. They have a right, he thinks, to pursue the possibility of this. There is too much lining up for them not to try.
He takes a seat beside Emma and the train moves. He doesn’t know where Emma lives, but he isn’t surprised when they get off at a stop in one of the young neighborhoods not too far from the university.
“You’ve got a place here?” He asks.
“I’ve swapped with a student who is in the states for the semester,” Emma says, “I was surprised by how nice it is.”
He’s surprised as well when she leads him up the apartment. Once she flicks on the lights, it reveals a bright, white space with a few house plants and vintage posters on the walls. There is a large bookshelf, where Emma’s books have neatly been added beside some that the previous apartment owner left behind. There is a funny contrast between her tome of Infinite Jest and an old biology textbook in Dutch. He admires her full row of Blanche Neige books, each and every one there on her shelf.
“Make yourself at home,” Emma says, “Would you like some tea?”
“Wouldn’t mind a cuppa,” Killian remarks, as he sinks into her sofa.
He watches her fuss over the kettle. A few strands have escaped from her bun, and trickle loosely around her face. She’s hung her red leather jacket by the door, so she wears only her romper now. The thin, dark straps create a contrast against her sharp collarbones. She’s lovely.
He’s thought that for a while now. As they chatted over coffees, as he watched her in the golden sunset, as they chatted on the boat, as they giggled on the bridge- she’s truly lovely. She has hard edges, shaped by a mysterious past, but underneath it all she’s full of passion and creativity and drive.
She returns to him with two mugs of milky black tea.
“Thanks, milady,” He says.
“It’s your royal highness, to you,” She corrects, laughing.
“That’s the spirit,” Killian says, taking a sip of the tea.
“So, where do we start?” Emma asks.
“I think we need to figure out a way for you to befriend the queen,” Killian says, “She’s quite approachable for a queen. I’ve met with her since she’s returned.”
“You have?” Emma asks.
Killian flinches, “At Liam’s funeral.”
“Oh, I’m sorry,” Emma says, putting a gentle hand on Killian’s arm.
“No, it happened a very, very long time ago,” Killian says.
“Well, I think we should start by researching the queen then. If we figure out where she goes in town, where we can find her- maybe then we can negotiate a way to make her acquaintance,” Emma says, her practical academic voice kicking in.
“Right on, Swan,” Killian agrees.
She pulls her laptop out of the bag and flicks it open. He’s surprised at just how fast she types, as she taps in, “queen of misthaven.” She instantly clicks on a wiki article that appears first in the search results.
Killian watches as a familiar picture of Queen Mary Margaret fills the corner of the screen, a description detailed beside it describing her life.
Emma makes a little choking noise as she looks at the screen.
“Swan, are you alright?” He asks, lifting a hand to stroke her back.
She puts the laptop down on the coffee table in front of her. She tucks the wisps that escapes from her bun behind her ear.
“Wait, that’s her?” She manages, “That’s the queen?”
“That would be correct,” Killian replies, “Our royal majesty, your mum, in the flesh.”
Emma purses her lips together, picks at her nail for a moment. He can tell that she’s thrown by the discovery.
He wonders for a moment if she really is the princess. Maybe she is the princess and she’s startled because she remembers. Maybe everything is coming back to her. Well, it would certainly make everything easier if Emma was actually the princess.
But then she says, “I’m sorry, it’s just that I know her.”
“You do?” Killian asks. His heart skips a beat.
Could she really be her? The Princess? He’d believe it.
“I met her at the opera,” She explains.
At the opera? Emma’s never struck him as the opera going type. He’s always written it off as a posh thing that was out of his league. But then again, Emma is a PhD student. She is out of his league. She’s the kind of intellectual type that doesn’t spend time with scum like Killian.
“I got a free ticket from the foreign student association,” Emma says, “It was actually pretty horrendous. But anyway, I ran into this woman in the bathroom and she was trying to convince me to come back to the opera even though this one sucked. She offered me free tickets to a ballet on Friday and I accepted them.”
“And this woman was the queen?” Killian asks.
Emma nods.
“Well, Emma, I think our plan just got a lot easier,” Killian says with a grin.
“I think so,” Emma says, and he can tell reality is hitting her. They really do have a chance at this.
“You said the opera was Friday?” Killian asks.
“I have two tickets,” Emma replies with a nod.
“Hmm, well, Emma Swan, fancy an opera date?” Killian suggests.
“Ugh, with you?” She jests, “I guess.”
“Oh sod off,” he tuts back.
“It’s sod off, your royal highness,” she corrects again.
“I really need to start working on that,” he laughs.
“Yeah, you do,” she says, her voice full of confidence.
His brain starts churning, thinking through the reality of this plan. They’ve nearly accounted for everything- expect for one thing.
“Emma, before we do this,” he says, hesitant, “There is one thing we should do.”
She cocks her head, “What is it?”
“Well, as much as I hate that man, he was right. You do need a scar to match the one the princess has,” He says.
He hates to think of marring her porceline skin with a knife. He hates to think of doing anything that the horrible man wanted them to do. But it would be a shame for the whole plan to fail just because of a small, but crucial detail.
Emma dips her head demurely. “Well, actually, we might not have to.”
She moves to reveal her opposite shoulder. His eyes drift from her lovely sharp collarbones that he noticed earlier, to where a small silver line begins at its base and travels over the curve of her shoulder.
“I’m not sure if it’s the right shoulder,” Emma begins.
“It is,” Killian says.
Her eyes widen.
“I remember the day she got the scar,” He says lightly, “She was on her pony and had a fall, cut her shoulder on a rock.”
“Oh,” Emma says.
He reaches out a hand, letting a finger trail along the slightly puckered skin. Emma shivers and he worries that’s gone too far. Maybe his touch is an unwelcome memory of the hooded man.
“Why? How did you get yours?” He asks her.
Emma shrugs, “I don’t know. I’ve had it as long as I can remember.”
“Emma,” He says, smiling, “You realize we are hardly going to have to lie to pull this off. You are truly the perfect woman for this opportunity.”
There is a part of him that wants to say something more. He wants to tell her that she’s beautiful, that she’s clever, that’s she’s the perfect woman in general. But he holds it back. They are going to be business partners. She already has enough on her plate between this scheme and her academic work. She doesn’t need his unwanted affections. Maybe another time. Maybe in the future when she’s finished her thesis and he’s financially stable. Or maybe never. She’d likely be better off without him.
“Would you like another tea?” Emma asks, shaking him from his melancholy.
“Oh no, Swan, I should be off,” He says.
He stands to head to the door and she rises beside him.
“Well, I’ll see you Friday, then?” She asks.
“Yes, Friday indeed,” Killian says.
She goes to open the door for him, but then pauses, her hand lingering on the knob.
“I’m really glad we’ve become friends, Killian,” She says.
He lets himself smile a full grin, “I am too, Emma.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever met someone who cares about Blanche Neige as much as I do,” She says, a little blush gracing her cheek, “It’s nice to have someone to talk about this stuff with.”
“Likewise, Swan,” He says, “Truly, I’m very fortunate that you’ve come into my life.”
“Thanks for the boat ride,” She adds, “Maybe you could show me more of Misthaven sometime. You know, when we aren’t coming up with money making schemes.”
“I’d like that very much,” He says, “I’ll think up something.”
“Well, till Friday then,” Emma says, opening the door.
“Till Friday, Swan.”
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