#but of course i ended up giffing angst 😔

[writingsfor-u]

Did you even care? ooc T.M.R x Fem!reader.

-summary - it was him who ended it with you but he cant get enough?Will he be able to mend the mess he made?Or is there no end to this?

-genre - angst

Warnings: No warnings (abit of harsh language but It'll be fine)

A/n : I had fun writing this and finally finished it after months of writers block 😮‍💨

(edited: I read this again , and I realised how corny this fic is 😭 edited some parts..maybe a whole lot , but hey atleast its not that corny..also proofread , and realised how many grammar mistakes and spelling errors there were) guys I do not know how much I edited this. I hated the way I wrote it. Changed some of the words and vibes. Proofread again because the last time was still bad. #helpme😔

proofread and edited- /Gif isn't mine/

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you were having a heated argument with Tom again for the third time this week.

All the arguments for the past days have been on petty and stupid reasons.

One was because you forgot his prefect badge that he had asked you to bring to him when it was breakfast.

you were half asleep that time, so of course you had forgotten.

The second was because of a petty argument over some book.

and now this? because you had stayed in his room to wait for him?

Your Pov :

This is getting out of hand , why was he this mad? you already told him you were gonna be up here.

"get out y/n" Tom frustratedly ran his hand through his hair.

"what? I just dont understand, I already asked you if I could stay here so why are you so ma-"

"Get out of here y/n. Before I call salazar himself to escort you out." tom raised his voice with a cold tone.. narrowing his eyes in annoyance.

"fine." you say rolling your eyes at how childish he is being. Before leaving he tugged at the side of your robe.

"and to just inform you, whatever we have going on is done."

you stopped. Turning around to face him.

"what?"

"yes. you were simply just an experiment" he looked at you with a dead expression with his voice becoming flat.

you looked at him, tilting your head to the side, slightly confused.

"Have you ever cared?" you managed to say with a confused yet anguished look spread across your face.

"not one bit" he smugly smirked, his indifferent and apathetic behaviour did nothing but disappoint you further.

"i was seeing how people would react to what some call 'affection' and seeing how easy you get manipulated and how you obeyed me so much has made me realise love makes people weak and i dont have the time to feel weak"

you stared at him with a disgusted look, more disappointed than heartbroken. It felt like an insult that he managed to make you feel this way.

"Oh? really?..Well I hope you find peace in this.. honestly, Im not even surprised..just disappointed.. "

you said, clenching your jaw slightly..leaving the room.

Why have I trusted him? Knowing how he was, how he always has been. Have I been that naive to think that he could ever feel any other emotions other than hatred and anger?

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Tom riddle's Pov:

I have now gotten rid of the pesky girl and now my life shall be at peace, finally. She can't even do simple tasks without messing up. What have I got to lose. She's nothing but a toy, a pawn.

She was useful then. I didn't need her to be a pest over my projects now.

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He hadn't even realized he fell asleep..he was just getting up from bed and had started getting ready for the day.

"hey y/n have you seen my tie?"

Silence

"y/n?"

his head suddenly rings and reminds him that he had been done with you..

a small o escaped his lips before he brushed it off.

How stupid of him to not remember such simple things..It was crazy to even think about it..really

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He sat at his usual spot with his so-called friends. but he felt a bit off..is that what to call it? perhaps not..

His eyebrows furrowed but brushed it off again, as usual.

"hmm..Riddle?"

Abraxas started, the look on his face completely spitting confusion..

"Where's your girlfriend?, is she sick? or unwell?"

What? why was Malfoy out of all people be worried about you? he has no right to be worried about you.

"for your information Malfoy, we are not together and never was"

Lestrange looked at him with an amused gaze, surprised that his friend would even have said that. He was clearly skeptical of his friends words.

"What do you mean by 'not together' Tom?"

He rolled his eyes, annoyed at how reluctant they were being in this foolish situation.

"She was just an experiment and was just a distraction to me, so i ended it. She was a good investment. And now I believe she has no use for me anymore."

"She? you mean..." Lestrange started, with a raised concerned eyebrow. "Y/n Y/l/n.. was nothing but an experiment?.."

"Yes. how many times do I have to repeat myself to you imbeciles?"

The two shared a look and their eyes turned to the lad once again.

"Riddle. Are you sure?" Avery said in a confused yet assertive tone.

"This may sound a bit.." He paused, letting the silence take over.

"Mushy and Lovey is what he meant. That's not the point here..We've seen the way you talk to her...moreover talk about her with us.."

Abraxas continued, now an apple in his hand..

"It's the way she has turned you soft , Riddle..no offense in any way shape or form."

He glared at them, not wanting to hear any of their nonsense that they were spitting out of their mouths. They knew nothing about you two.

"I'm not soft."

He started, his voice cracking making him cough.

"Sure.. believe what you want to believe mate."

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He was walking in the field after class to get his mind clear. When he saw a dandelion, he remembered how much you loved the flower. It was her favorite, he knew. Without even thinking, he plucked it out..planning to give it to her later in the day.

Some time later..He was heading back to his dorm, passing the common room. The flower still in his hand between his fingers.

"Did you get another girlfriend?" Avery asked, with a raised eyebrow.. teasing him?

"No? I was planning on giving it to-" He stopped himself. Pausing for a moment. Abraxad snorted, trying to keep in his laugh.

"See? smitten "

"Shove off Malfoy."

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a few weeks later

Wasn't this what he wanted?

peace and quiet? No one to worry about. No one to think about. No burden he had to keep.

he jumped on his bed and searched for warmth but there wasnt any..

he was confused..more irritated, his temper shortened..even if that was possible. And he didnt know why. He hasn't felt this way for months now, and it has now turned up again..somehow.

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It has been quite awhile since he had let go of her..

and now he's seeing her with someone else..does he really have the right to feel like this? no. Does he care? definitely.

Whenever he sees her with that boy..he couldn't help but feel a longing and pining emotion..he doesn't even know where he learnt to feel like this.

He somehow wonders how she's feeling..does she think about me alot? has she taken care of herself lately? Does she also feel this way?..

At some days..he sees y/n walking around the castle..smiling and laughing with her friends..oh how I missed her laugh , her voice..

"Tom are you sure you're okay? your studies have dropped and you seem to be declining"

His daze was interrupted by the voice of his friend. He met their gazes with a flat expression.

"What do you want?"

"We're just asking about you."

He furrowed his brows, confusion laid in his eyes.

"If it's about her. You should see and talk to her."

Avery said in an almost stern way before sighing.

They stayed silent for a minute.

"Why?"

"Why what? Riddle? look at yourself..god, what has happened to you?"

Abraxas said almost laughing at his friend's obliviousness.

"Go talk to her. Maybe not now but there has to be closure to this.. whatever crisis you're in."

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He was now in his bed at three in the morning. It was now a habit for him to think about the 'what ifs' about you two.

he asked himself every day,

was it worth it?

is it worth it?

what can he do to fix this?

what if he never ended things with you? Were you ever heartbroken by this? What if he had just communicated with you? What if he never lashed out on you? What if he just wasn't a child made out of fake and unrequited love?

Can he ever know?

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morning has come and he was trying, yes trying to find a good way to talk to you or just have a small interaction with you.

and he is now again with his friends in his room pacing.

"what are you doing Riddle?" abraxas asked. Clearly annoyed at how Tom had woken them up at dawn, hours before classes started.

"He's obviously going through a mental breakdown internally."

He rolled his eyes at avery's joke yet not really taking it into heart.

"It would rather be kind of you to stop saying such idiocy to me."

"Just, go talk to her"

no

"pardon?"

"Talk to her"

"How?"

Silence

"You're really asking me that?"

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your pov🤗:

something hit your shoulder or someone and they dropped something.

oh!

It's a journal.

"hey um you dropped this" not looking at the person who dropped it.

and when you met his eyes, annoyance grew in the pit of your stomach.

oh. it was him, as you tried telling yourself that you didn't care and just act as if nothing has happened between the two of you.

"oh, hello Riddle, fancy seeing you here." you looked at him with a small polite smile. You didn't want to come off as rude, despite what has happened in the past month.

"hello. Thank you for this book, i- uh"

"Well if that is all, I better get going now" you say trying to avoid him and his words.

"wait y/- , y/l/n could we maybe talk?"

this is what you've been avoiding but of course fate had to be like this. With reluctance and hesitation you agreed.

"Sure, be quick. I don't have all the time in my hands."

"Of course, I suggest somewhere more private?"

You nodded with pursed lips, crossing your arms as you followed him to the come and go room or the room of requirements as you liked to call it.

as soon as you get there, a door appears and he holds the door for you.

once you stepped inside the room, you were in awe, the room was beautiful but that was besides the point.

"so?"

"y/n i wanted to speak with you about this for a long time now. That night, the night-"

"tom plea-"

"no. y/n please, listen to me just this once" he says with pleading eyes. He was truly trying to communicate with you. He wanted to apologise for what he had said and done.

you gulped down your pride and nodded, keeping caution.

"my dearest, y/n I wanted to tell you how I never meant for this to happen, maybe you won't ever forgive me. Because my reasons won't ever justify my actions towards you or the things I have said to you that night or week. And I just wanted to let you know I regretted everything. and this doesn't mean you have to forgive me"

"It's funny actually, how I realized I cared about you more than I thought, more than I actually think I can , You know how my all my silly giddy or romantic memories only content of you. like the day when you asked me out to go to hogsmeade with you as a date and I was confused on why , mostly beacause you are the most beautiful girl i have ever laid eyes on. I was even more confused with myself , when I came , but that was the best decision I've ever made. Oh and do you remember last winter? you threw a snowball at me and yelled something abt how i wasnt a good enough thrower to hit you with a snowball"he chuckled at the memories flooding in

you let out a small laugh remembering too

"you remember when we had our first kiss together as boyfriend and girlfriend?" you looked at him wholeheartedly

he smiled and looked down " of course i do , my love' how could I ever forget? that night i completely melted and maybe it was just me but I felt something Ive never felt with anyone else. I missed you and still do , I missed us the most , the little notes , the karaoke nights with only you singing , you dragging me into the rain just to dance in it , the glances we sneak to each other, the peaceful warm nights , you have bewitched my heart and soul, you taught me how to love and care , and mostly how to be loved and cared for , all I am asking is that could we ever go back to what we had?" he finished with tears in his eyes

"tom riddle , I love you with my whole heart , but I cant go back there , those words you said to me that night hurt me , that night where you swore you never cared , I lost a little of myself and you know I cant do this to myself , not after that" you say with teary eyes

he smiled at you , tears falling on his cheeks

"Thank you dear , for your time just know you always and will have a place in my heart , can i have the last kiss before we part ways?"

you smiled and leaned in for the last time ever , the last kiss.

"you too tom"

maybe in another lifetime?

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#tom riddle #tom marvolo riddle #tom riddle x reader #harry potter #angst #angst with no happy ending #abraxas malfoy #tom riddle angst

[fastandtheformula1]

GIRLLL we need the part 2 of choises where ollie continues his life without y/n by his side but he still keeps in touch with her like after every race he sends a voice mail and also still sends messages even though he knows that y/n won't reply. It was hard for both of them, when you know how desperately you need each other and there's nothing you can do about it. Y/n always listened and replayed the voicemails that Ollie sent, at least it cured her longing. She still watched ollie's races, he was progressing well from race to race and felt a little relieved that her decision to break up with ollie could make him focus more on his racing, seeing him on the podium and smiling, it was the thing she wanted most in her life. But y/n was unaware of the fact that all of his smile was fake. Yeah, he was happy that his performance had improved but it was all nothing without y/n. He became quieter than usual, not more cheerful and even more moody, blue vibe, and once arthur caught him crying alone. Maybe during y/n's graduation, he came and brought a bouquet of her favourite chocolates and asked her to come back to his side? Idk brooo just get them a happy ending istg😔👊🏻❤

Ollie Bearman- Ultimatum

a/n: here is the long awaited part 2 of choices. the end is kinda sucky but we all know i can't end fics like this lol. enjoy!

summary: part 2 to this post.

pairing: ollie bearman x childhoodfriend!reader

warnings: cursing, angst, sad ollie

word count: 1503

not my gif!

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Hey. It’s me. Uh, I hope this is still your number. I’m about to get ready for quali in Barcelona. Wish you were here to see it. Know you’ve always wanted to come here. Anyway. Bye. 

Hi. Sorry if these are getting redundant but I’m about to qualify in Vegas. I know you’re only four hours away. Ollie takes on America, I guess…  Miss you, Y/N. 

Hi. Abu Dhabi race! Last one of the season! ‘Bout to qualify. Look, I know it’s been almost a year and I’m not trying to convince you to get back together with me but I want to see if we can- What? But I- ugh. Shit, sorry, I gotta go, but… Come back to the paddock, love. 

That one caught your attention. 

Come back to the paddock, 

Love. 

It had been almost a year since you left Ollie. Though you mostly felt bad about how you left things, there was a part of you that had made peace with it. You both had your own lives to live and your goals that weren’t lining up with each other’s. So why try at something that’s wasting your time?

You missed him though. You missed the pre-race rituals where Ollie held you tight in his arms hearing the joyful shouts and clamor of the outside world, thinking of nothing but each other until Arthur practically ripped down Ollie’s door to get him into his car. When he raced, you knew he thought of you. He made it very clear that you were a priority to him all the time. Although radio chats clearly proved otherwise, you knew in the back of your mind that he was thinking of you. 

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“Ollie, you need to box mate. Box.”

“But she said to not because-”

“What? Box, Ollie, box.”

“No! Please, I can’t-”

“Sorry Ollie, team orders. Box. Box.”

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You checked in on him every once in a while, of course wishing him all the best in his career. You watched some of his interviews and still followed Ferrari. You were never going to completely abandon him; you still considered him a good friend. But you’d be lying to yourself if you said you never thought about him a lot. He looked and seemed happy through the screen that you viewed him through, his bubbly personality shining through his dazzling smile that you missed oh-so-much. Sometimes your mind had wondered what happened if you came back that night. Would you have figured it out? Would the outcome be the same? Was Ollie really going to desert F2 and possibly F1 just for you? 

You always forced those thoughts out of your head; they weren’t something that was a part of your life anymore. 

Similarly, Ollie felt the same. He could and would never cease thinking about you, even in the most serious of situations. He’d notice small mannerisms in other people that you had, like scratching your nose when you were anxious, and would be reminded of you through certain inflictions in peoples’ words. His pre-race ritual was never the same, knowing that the cuddles and silent comfortable moments you once had would never return. Arthur, being the good friend that he is, even offered Ollie cuddles and extra support when you’d left, but it never was the same for him. 

Now though, you were currently about to attend your graduation party for university. After you and Ollie’s incident, you moved as far as you could from him to focus on yourself and your career. You moved to the States after a month-long debate with yourself as well as your parents. You worked so hard to get yourself into and through school, buying yourself an apartment, and spent many of your days in your new environment with strangers who eventually turned into friends. You had turned over a new leaf, and you felt like a new person.

You could almost say that you had forgotten about Ollie. 

Almost. 

Your parents had thrown you a huge party to celebrate your accomplishments throughout the past few years. They had invited extended family as well as your old friends from elementary school. You flew in a couple of days before your party, getting used to the time difference, reverting back to your old ways of life before you left. 

It was nice to be home, the comfort of your childhood house and environment made you at ease, along with your family and friends you hadn’t seen in a while. Your parents did a good job of decorating the house, placing framed pictures of you in the front room, balloons covering every normally empty corner. You saw family members who you hadn’t seen in years, chatting with them until somebody else stole you away. A couple of hours went by, and a few speeches were made courtesy of your parents and a few close relatives. You felt normal for the first time in a while. 

That’s when you turned and made eye contact with him. Ollie. 

You felt your stomach drop. Why was he here? How could your parents invite him? How do you address what happened? Of course you knew the answers, you were smart enough to figure out your next move, but your mind spiraled as soon as you saw his warm, brown eyes. You excused yourself from the conversation you were having, speed walking to the bathroom. You locked the door and took a moment for yourself.

Okay, you thought. Just act normal and pretend like you didn’t walk out on him. Easy. 

You fixed yourself up and walked back out into the organized chaos. 

About an hour later people started to leave, wishing you luck in the next stage of your life, telling you how proud they are and all that. But all you could think about was him. 

After everyone cleared out, you walked back to your kitchen seeing Ollie having a conversation with your dad.

His eyes flicked over to yours, hesitantly looking back to your dad’s. “Oh, um. Sorry sir, do you mind if I…”

“Go ahead.” Your dad smiled and walked out of the kitchen as Ollie headed towards you. 

He anxiously took in a breath in as you studied his figure. He was standing slightly hunched over, wearing a white button down shirt with navy blue pants. You’d always told him that the blue pants looked better on him, a nice contrast to the black and red he wears. 

His voice was low. “Please don’t be mad.”

“Why would I be mad?” You slightly smiled. When Ollie would come to your house unannounced when you were little, it would bring you so much joy. 

“Dunno,” He said, sighing. “Was your big day, and I had to be all dramatic and show up I guess.” A chuckle rumbled from his chest; a sound you haven’t heard in a long time. 

“Oh, um, those are for you,” He said, gesturing towards a box of candy surrounded by envelopes and stuffed animals on a table. “I know you probably haven’t had those in a while. You know, moving to the States and all.” 

It shocked you that he still remembered the smallest things, showing that he still really cared about you. There was a comfortable silence between the both of you, you were surprised it wasn’t an awkward one. 

“I just want us to be normal again. I can’t stand not having you in my life, Y/N. There’s this hole that you left and I’ve been trying to fix it with racing, my family. Fuck, I’ve even starting up knitting. And I get that you’ve moved on and have healed and everything, so I get it if you don’t want to do this, but I need you back in my life. This time it’ll be different, Y/N. I promise.”

You gauged the situation. Did you really believe that things could be the same after what happened? He was the sweetest most genuine person you’ve ever encountered, but would he still want more after you established you were just friends? You fought yourself back and forth,  surprising yourself of what came out of your mouth:

“Okay.” 

“I promise I won’t- wait what?” He expression changed, 

“Okay. We can try to be friends again. That’s it though. No reminiscing of our romantic relationship, no calling me late at night because you can’t sleep. None of that. I can’t do that again, Ol.”

“Okay. Deal.” 

All of what you felt that night started coming back, the guilt returning to your chest. This boy was  utterly in love with you, and you completely fucked him over. 

“Ollie, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have just up and left. You deserved better than that.” You looked down at the floor, internally cringing at your past mistake. You were embarrassed. 

“It’s okay. I forgive you, Y/N.”

“Thanks.”

“So, friends again?”

“Yeah.”

It made your heart happy knowing that you and Ollie were okay, but something inside you knew that it would never be the same.

#ollie bearman #oliverbearman #ferarri #ferrari academy #arthurleclerc #f2 #f1 imagine #f1 x you #formula 2

[f1loveisland]

Friend of a friend // Daniel Ricciardo

Warnings: swearing?? Alcohol, childs, mentions of starting a family, angst, fluff, alot of time skips sorry 😔

A/N: I was listening to artic monkeys while writing this so credits to them :) also the end is kinda choppy I got lazy, might make a part two?? Also kinda short cuz I honestly hate long fanfics

I had to add this gif of danny slapping scottys ass 😂

Ever since Scotty James had gone to the Olympics you had been there for him. When Scotty went to Vancouver when he was 15 you helped him. You where a female halfpipe snowboarder from Australia and had became great friends with Scotty as you where there for him when he had the struggles of going to the Olympics at such a young age. You are so proud of how far he has come. You where only a bit older then Scotty, five years to be precise, you went to your first Olympics at 16 you knew the struggle.

In the off season Scotty would usually hold a big party and for the first time ever you managed to clear your schedule and go. Once you RSVP'd Scotty couldn't wait for you to meet some of his friends, expecially Daniel. You had heard about Daniel and had assumed he was gonna be a nice guy. The night before the party you got curious about this Daniel guy and decided to stalk his Instagram (just girly things) while you where scrolling you may or may not have developed a tiny crush on him, he was a good looking guy. His smile was contagious.

The night of the party you got all prettied up. Slightly curled hair and a beautiful dress that hugged your curves (almost better than Danny would ) perfectly. You where dressed to impress.

The taxi rolled up to your door and you left swiftly over to scottys pent house he shared with another good friend of yours, Chloe. Once Scotty had gotten with Chloe you where super happy he had finally found someone who wasn't a narcissist. You and Chloe got along so well, you where low-key proud of Scotty on such a great pull.

You knocked on Scottys door and heard a deep Australian accent yell 'ill get it' it was not scottys voice. You see Daniel open the door. You froze he looked ever more handsome in real life,

"oh hello you must be y/n I've heard some amazing things about you! I'm Daniel you can call me Danny, Dan, DR and what not," he said with his signature smile,

You smiled back, "thank you Dan,"

"let's get you inside shall we?" Dan laughed letting you past.

Scotty had let his closer friends come over a bit earlier so it was just you, Scotty, Chloe, Daniel, And another one of his friends Corey Wilson.

"wow Y/n you went all out, mate," Scotty said walking over to you,

you smiled at his compliment, "thanks, I didn't know how fancy this party was gonna be," you said looking at the others outfits,

"I'm just gonna get ready ill be back, you can chill out with Daniel and Corey," he smiled walking over the his bedroom to get changed.

You sat on the sofa next to Daniel as Corey looked busy typing on his phone,

"hey y/n, how are you going?" Daniel chirped,

"yea I'm good thanks," you smiled

"I've heard so many great things about you!" Daniel said in a comforting tone,

"same," you giggled back,

The conversation continued untill some other guests started rolling in.

The night went smoothly and it was to the point where everyone was at a degree of drunk. Scotty walked up to you,

"could you please take Daniel back to his place before he sleeps with anyone in my house,"

"of course I was about to go home anyway," you smiled at Scotty before getting Daniel.

The problem was that Scotty was drunk enough to have responsibility but past the point where he could remember that you had only just ment Daniel and didn't know where he lived. You didn't want to seem nosey so you drunkenly took Daniel to your place instead.

Once you had gotten to yours Daniel spoke up,

"is this your house?"

"yes,"

"why am I here?"

"because I don't know where you live, you can stay the night if you like,"

"ok,"

You two ended snuggled up on the couch watching a movie,

"I probably shouldn't say this now but I would love to take you on a date," Daniel spoke,

"same," you replied, "home date?"

Daniel chuckled.

You got a doona and layed it across the sofa for you and Daniel as you started watching some movies. Daniel soon patted the spot right next to him, you scooted over.

"I hope you don't mind if I just," Daniel said wrapping his arms around you.

You laid back in his embrace, you felt safe.

Day by day you and Daniel grew closer untill Daniel finally did it. You where in Japan one of many treasure troves in the world of snowboarding. And you found the Japanese grand prix was on so you made your way to the track. You spotted Daniel and waved. Daniel walked over to you and said,

"wanna come in the paddock?"

"sure," you smiled back

"come with me," he said

You got stopped but security because you didn't have a pass,

"who is this?" The man said,

"my girlfriend," Daniel replied,

The guard nods and lets you two in.

Daniel takes you to his driver's room and you sit down and look him in they eyes,

"what was that about?" You ask Daniel,

"I mean you might as well be," he laughed back,

"true," you replied,

"what?" Daniel questioned,

"if you say so," you reply hugging him, he hugs back.

Next thing you know Scotty found his way into Daniels driver room,

"uhh, did I miss something?" Scotty questioned,

"yeah," Daniel laughed,

You giggled into his chest.

You and Daniel had been dating for 6 months now, it had been amazing. You where at XGames and where on the phone to Daniel when he said,

"if you get a medal today you can move in with me,"

"bet," you giggled.

You had gotten silver that day and was over the moon, Daniel obviously first to congratulate you.

'love you baby, I'm so proud of you!' you read his text and smiled seeing his missed call, you rang you boyfriend back,

"Y/N/N GREAT JOB," Daniel said in excitement as he picked up the phone.

"thanks Danny," you smiled, "so about moving in-"

"I've already got all your clothes in a wardrobe at my house, your vitamins in the cupboard, and your framed pictures at mine, baby," Daniel said proudly,

"looks like someone was excited," you laughed.

You flew back to warm Monaco and got to Daniels house. You knocked on the front door,

"C'mere," Daniel mumbles when he opened the door to see you, he wrapped you into his arms, you enjoyed his embrace and looked up at his lips and connected them with yours. You got carried away in the taste of pure mint as his tongue slipped into your mouth. After your make out sesh, Daniel was quick to react,

"let's get inside," he stated,

You just laughed in response.

"you know what I've got for you, darling," Daniel said,

"what?" You wondered,

You stepped in to see your sister and her husband along with your two twin nephews, Arlo and Mack.

You hadn't seen your sister and her family ever since you had gotten with Daniel so it was really sweet of him to invite them over even though he had never met them before.

"aww thanks Daniel," you smiled at him walking over to your sister and her little family hugging them.

"I promised the kids they could wear your medal," Daniel laughed,

"I'm sure you did," you said showing Arlo and Mack the medal.

"this is so cute," your sister said taking a picture of the moment.

Each of the twins had a picture wearing your new medal, you where surprised how curious the two toddlers where.

Once your sister and that had left, you and Daniel had some chill time, you both loved having a chilled afternoon.

"aren't the twins so cute," Daniel said lying in bed while you unpacked you stuff, putting your bag away you then got into some comfy clothes and joined Dan in bed,

"the twins are adorable," you smiled back at him,

"we've only been dating for six months and I want to start a family with you," Daniel mentioned, you giggled at him.

"what is that supposed to mean?" Daniel asked,

"ohh you wanna guess?" You replied in a sassy tone,

"no,"

You laughed once more,

After some consideration you realised it just wasn't the time to start a family, but the child talk would go on for weeks...

#f1 drabble #f1 fanfic #snowboarder!reader x daniel ricciardo #daniel ricciardo x you #daniel ricciardo x reader #daniel ricciardo

[cheolbooluvr]

still!!! this literally happens every time haha like it starts from a single convo thread and then suddenly bam ive somehow written enough that its an essay. please feel free to not respond to any topic you feel has reached an end! im just very bad at not responding to stuff like i hate the feeling of leaving someone hanging!

i completely agree with u on that! and i probably would find some of the intimidating even off stage since they r all very tall except for jihoon, who i am the same height of hahaha

look i completely understand! feedback on here is like... well, I also don't want to be a debbie downer, but its kind of abysmal. that being said ive read two more of ur fics since the last message (leica and of course your minghao fic, since i suppose I am a minghao stan), and I want to say i do enjoy how you set the scene in fics! like the setting up is super engaging imo... also I wanted to ask, did you do research with all the photography stuff or is it all from firsthand experience? I don't know much about photography personally but it sounds super legit hahaha. hehe I make gifs but they're all super basic and I don't know the nitty gritty of editing them like when people talk about levels or whatnot im like that sounds neat but I have no idea what you mean. as for tips, photoshop can be a bit intensive depending on your computer, especially if you're dealing with bigger gifs and more frames... I'm trying to think of more helpful tips but I can't think of anything outside documenting how i deal with the gifmaking process haha, which, I'm not sure how useful that'll be for you? (if u did want me to do it tho I can figure something out!!!!)

hehe i mean if u did that would be quite the coincidence but i have a feeling that that may not be the case... I pretty much dealt with the little feedback issue myself which like as a result i don't post super often... like im still writing regularly but little of it goes public atm

YES............. the solo shots of jun in that mv in general really gave me the heart palpitations he is so handsome and boyish 😔

well I've read an example of your angst and I think you've got a satisfyingly descriptive way of going about it! your mcs go through super vivid character journeys particularly if there is an angst element, from what I've seen :) altho by genre you couldve meant expanding even beyond that, like if you wanted to experiment with action or horror or something? either way i wanted to bring up my comment anyway haha. and hehe np, I am endlessly fascinated by the writing process of other writers! its always worth trying something new imo! especially with writing where you're honestly so free to do whatever you want in language

thats really really sweet! I'm super glad he is that for you hehe. has he been your longest ult? also big same HAHA, I've had discussions with other fans about this and personally I do not have any desire to be perceived by svt on any individual level... like if it was even minorly awkward for a second I would just replay that moment over and over when I'm trying to get to sleep at night. my only exception is I would love to see if I could get Jun to laugh... but that's literally only if I could wipe his memory after, regardless of whether I'm successful or not :P

your support means so much to me i really think i have a chance in winning 💪 he really does HAHA... but honestly sometimes he is asking for it a little. I was showing a friend of mine the other day some seventeen stuff (she's not a kpop stan but she does watch things with me sometimes) and when mingyu did a really extra introduction (I think he was like LADIES AND GENTLEMAN... I AM MINGYU) she was like... wow ok yeah I see what you mean by bulliable

completely fair! and same for me too like my previous kpop groups were seven people max.... but now its like even one person is absent and you really feel the void they'd usually feel. I wonder if mingyu/wonwoo is a common mix up then because I swear I've hears the same from others too! and to be fair vernon and woozi are pretty memorable names hahaha. although if they went ahead and made juns stage name jerry and minghaos stage name louis it might’ve had the same memorable effect

yes!!!! really it's wild comparing like... the before and after of getting into seventeen. I'm somewhat experiencing it altho if people are exposed to it through me I feel a little bad because they tend to learn the members that I bias the quickest hahaha

oooh nice choice! them playing mafia always makes me nostalgic... I used to play it a lot in high school and well I never knew what I was doing haha. I still have to see boos past life destiny and mystery mystery 😭 I've seen clips from both tho and they look hilarious!!!! and yes I absolutely agree about juns laugh???? like the fact that he throws his head back and laughs and its just so uncontrolled and he just seems so??? boyish????? plus mousebusters was one of the few I watched on release... since I'm also the same zodiac as them hahaha I had to see if they'd win

that's genuinely so cute :( and very polite and considerate sometimes with people and their biases its more like a flying kick to the face

see I know what you mean but the way you worded it made it seem like u had a dream and then minghao wiggled up in ur list of biases because of that which is very on brand for him haha. also awwww its very cute that you have two of the biggest puppy dogs in seventeen as your second favourites hehe. that's probably a better way to look at it! I think because of the wrecker part the word wrecker sounds a little violent so my brain is like wrecker is someone u want to PUNT. and I'm completely with u on that! I wouldve also loved to be there since debut but exactly, we are here now and that's what matters!!!!!! also I have to ask... which svt album is your favourite?

- 😺 carat anon

omg no plz i love this! i don't rly get asks in my inbox anymore, so the essays are fun and there's so much to talk abt ahhhh! gonna put another cut heh :]

wait i'm the same height as woozi too!!! technically i'm 1cm taller heh but i might have also grown bc i stood next to my friend who is apparently the same height as dino and seungkwan, and he just did not seem that much taller LOL

WAHHH WAIT HOLD ON

I want to say i do enjoy how you set the scene in fics! like the setting up is super engaging imo...

WHAT??? i was just telling a friend how i feel like i am not descriptive enough in my fics ahh *head in hands* that is SO NICE what the heq i honestly don't know what to say except thank you T^T but yeah, feedback on here is sooo :((( i'm like...considering posting on AO3 too but i don't know how to navigate it super well, so i'll probably have to explore that first. so, i am a photographer, but i don’t actually know how to develop film! haha i had to look up the process for that online, and even then, i don’t know if it’s 100% right LOL

ahhh yeah so kinda off topic, but i bought ram sticks for my computer, but i have no idea how to install them—basically the reason i bought them was so my computer could handle photoshop better so i could make gifs……but i guess not :/ but yes i would love to hear abt your process!!! i just use the gif maker on my phone which works fine, but i’m curious what other ways there are.

i hope that even despite the feedback that you get to write bc you enjoy it!! i actually have been writing for a couple years now bc it was super fun, and i still very much enjoy it, but posting on here or any platform does put a bit of pressure on me but i’m managing fine i think hahaha

hitorijanai mv just makes me so soft for all of them, and the shots of him w the puppy PLZ I’M OUT I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE :((((

anon, you are too sweet — this feedback is actually so nice, so thank you for indulging me. i hope to think that my angst is bc i’m an angsty and dramatic person, and i also watch a lot of kdramas, so i’m glad someone likes it at least! but yeah, i feel like it would be worthwhile to explore other genres in case maybe i like them as much, if not more, than romance. but if i’m being honest, my life is just romance and romcoms and falling in love and having your heart broken. but it’d be cool to explore those themes in different settings, whether it was action, sci-fi or fantasy! i’m not big on horror personally, tho maybe it would be a good thing to try, too! like you said, it’s always worth trying something new and i hope that i can grow a lot through this process.

yeah, boo has been my ult since day 1 (kind of)! like no matter how my bias wreckers change, boo seungkwan will always be my bias ^^ yeah, i get shy for the carats who do fansigns and stuff, i’m like ahhhh if that were me i would choke on my spit and embarrass myself so bad, so no thank you!!! but if ever i did get a chance to meet them, i hope it would be through like friends and not so much an artist-fan relationship if that makes sense. it’s definitely a long shot and near impossible, but that’s the context in which i’d want to meet them.

LOL YES what’s super funny is when svt debuted, i was probably in my peak BTS phase. i stanned them since day -1 (the day before their debut), and so i was like, okay, 7 is the perfect number, any more than that seems unnecessary. then back in march last year, i was like oh cool sf9, they have a lot of members, but whatever. and now here i am, a full carat writing fics for 13 men. crazy stuff.

mingyu is truly just a giant babie which i love abt him. same with seungcheol, too. i rly have a type for kinda intimidating looking guys who are actually just so soft, huge teddy bears, tho i think cheol would probably be more aggressive/more likely to get what he wants LOL.

please i found this clip and i have been laughing for the last 10 minutes 😭

omg plz watch boo's PLD and mystery mystery, those two make me so happy T^T something abt them just makes me so happy (i mean, all gose eps do, but smth about those ones just hits diff for me i guess). there was smth in jun's water that day, i swear!! like lemme find it real quick bc this was probably my favorite moment:

and honestly, i probably did have a dream abt hao or smth bc it was almost just so random that i woke up and decide, yes. xu minghao i've decided you get to be #4 on my list. deserved tho bc he was one of the first members who i remembered when i started stanning svt so !!! it all comes full circle i guess :)

oh yeah, i call gyucheolboo bickering line bc they're always barking at each other over the smallest things LMAO but i still love them anyway <3 but tbh i feel that, i have cute aggression w cheolgyu, they're so cute i just want to punch them kind of energy!!!

hmmm which svt albums... honestly i looooove teen, age (clap, lilili yabbay, flower), ymmdawn (hug, home, getting closer, good to me), and i love every single song on semicolon-- home;run is my fave svt title track which i feel like is an unpopular opinion? and all my love always makes me so emo, even more emo than smile flower or hug used to make me so T^T

what are yours??

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