#certified haligonian now because I hate Toronto more than any of them could

[buffysblackturtleneck]

for a long time I really bought into the idea that you take yourself no matter where you go and that if I was unhappy, it was because of something internal and that it wasn’t going to be fixed by moving. But I think I really do just hate Toronto lmao

#like maybe this is just clarity from the fact that I haven’t lived here consistently since I was 18 #but like #it’s not even that there’s inherently anything wrong with Toronto as a city #but like I have very few good memories here and almost all my worst memories happened in Toronto #so like of course being here does not make me feel great #and something about being back in your childhood bedroom with your family home just really reawakens all your pettiest jealousies #and worst insecurities #so anyway next time I say I want to be home in December somebody slap me #certified haligonian now because I hate Toronto more than any of them could