#cheeseburgerboy

[squirmydonnie]

#cheeseburgerboy #Donald Duck

[squirmydonnie]

Vent:

This probably won't ever go away. And I'll always regret it. But I need to find something else to focus on. And something that isn't going to freak me out.

But don't know what that would be.

And I know I will be too scared to take it anyway.

#cheeseburgerboy #im tired of doing things wrong. I wish i really did know better. but instead. i don't #i want to be able to understand and know. but i can't right now. #and it bothers me so much. i keep saying and doing the wrong things #i wish i hadn't known things. im so stuck now. #it would have been better ive i had known nothing. then i wouldn't see myself as so horrible.

[squirmydonnie]

Milk is so delicious

I love milk

#cheeseburgerboy

[squirmydonnie]

Vent:

An extreme air of anxiety fills within me today

I want to just move on with life.

But I don't know how to do that

I should just not think about it

But I don't really know how to do that either

Thinking about it more doesn't make it happen

So it's not going to speed anything up

It doesn't do anything with the time

Focusing on it isn't going to make me better when it comes

It's just going to have me distressed when its there

I won't gain anything from worrying about this for the next 10 hours. So I can just stop

I'll be okay and much better if I don't do this

#cheeseburgerboy #i am so scared all the time #i don't like it #i think a lot as well #but its no help to me #so i just want to stop #im going to try to do that #but it is very difficult #i don't like the repeating in my head #it doesn't do good things for me #i don't want to remember this or think about it anymore #i don't know how to make it stop #or just ignore it more #i want to #worrying doesn't help me #so then why is it still happening to me

[squirmydonnie]

TW: medical, food related

🙁🙁🙁☹

I put my shirt on backwards.

I lost my headphones.

I have a doctors appointment unexpectedly today.

Please

I'm not sure what is and isn't related.

I feel soreness all over my body. and also random and strange pains.

I don't want them to tell me I can only eat certain things now

That would make me really upset.

I just want to be normal right now.

#cheeseburgerboy

[squirmydonnie]

For billies on patreon and members on youtube

#cheeseburgerboy

[squirmydonnie]

My brain loves tricking me for some reason

#cheeseburgerboy #i dont get why #oh well

[squirmydonnie]

Feel better with this

#cheeseburgerboy #it was good #i like it #snow cone #i got 2 flavors #:)

[squirmydonnie]

Geese from today

#cheeseburgerboy #geese

[squirmydonnie]

Vent:

I want to be able to post art again. But doubt I will be able to. And especially not the way that I did.

#cheeseburgerboy #it was nice for the time that i could. #im too afraid now.

[squirmydonnie]

I had washed these recently

#cheeseburgerboy #the oldest one has no eyes. #it was not made by the same company as the others #it also more sticky. i try to make sure no one moves them #the star is second stickiest #i don't know what the orange one is #the crocodile isn't sticky at all #im not sure why

[squirmydonnie]

it kinda sucks. But my destination is one I can definitely cry at.

#cheeseburgerboy #unless i somehow got this all wrong again. which is very possible #i want to have a working mouth

[squirmydonnie]

Ugh.

#cheeseburgerboy #donald duck #angel

[squirmydonnie]

This was something from January

This is my life

How can you not even smile at this.

What is this

Who made this

#cheeseburgerboy #regular show #mordecai regular show #rigby regular show

[squirmydonnie]

Vent:

I keep a lot in because I'm not sure how to take it out.

But I wish I did know how to

I don't want to be like this

I am making things difficult

Then when I share it I want to be quiet

Because I know now I have caused a problem from not talking.

From not speaking on how I feel.

And feel bad. And I wish I would have done something.

I just want to be so good.

I don't know what I am doing lately.

I feel bad for doing this for you. Even though you asked.

I don't even want to read what I wrote. Because what if it really is that bad. Why didn't I just tell you?.

I feel scared

It feels like a risk when I say what I've been thinking. Like it could be a mistake. I don't want to cause problems.

You seem to have a hard time responding

Because I've said so much. It makes me wish I was quiet. Even though that would be worse.

I didn't want it to be worse. That's why I said it. But it still scares me.

#cheeseburgerboy #i hope its well.

[squirmydonnie]

Doesn't feel like I can take it

I'm unnaturally tired right now.

#cheeseburgerboy #aldo filled with anxiety