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cantarella · 6 months

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imagine you have to pretend for centuries to be something you're not, pretend to be a god, thousands of lives depend on nobody finding out, and bc you were never taught how to be an adult or how to conduct yourself like a leader and guide a nation you rely somewhat heavily on this guy bc he's clearly more competent at it than you, who barely knows how to talk to others like someone in your position should

distantly you know he's isolated and lonely just like you, but you can't tell him that you understand bc you can't reveal yourself to anyone or it'll all fall apart. distantly you know you could help each other, that he could make this more bearable for you if only bc he would Know, but you can't bc he can't know and bc he can't know he thinks you're one of the deities he resents and you think he might even hate you

and maybe you started to resent him a bit too bc back then he couldn't see through you as he didn't know enough about humans nor gods, but he's catching up and it makes all this even harder since he's known you for so long. you can't tell him but you still rely on him bc you're out of your depth in this position you've been given without guidance, and you don't know if you can handle it alone, he's always been there after all. even if he might hate you and you resent him but not really and he can't know he's still there

and when it's all over and you can let go you run as fast as you can bc the memories hurt too much, you can't stay there you need to leave. and you think he's probably relieved you're finally out of his way, an eyesore reminding him of what his kind has lost, of the hubris of the gods he hates, and who couldn't even be useful half the time. not knowing he's just glad you're finally free

#they make me. insane #father and daughter duo who are both oblivious about it. a girl and her guardian who are so emotionally estranged it's a world record #despite knowing each other for 500 years they could never connect that's the tragedy of it all!!#chi.txt #gi spoilers #furina tag #idk who will see this but if you tag it as romantic I'm gonna hit you with my car

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ilovesanlang28 · 3 months

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ive been seeing discourse on twitter about how someone on here said that mxtx should kill herself and i think its really funny how as a community theyre so focused on dogpiling anyone who criticizes mxtx that they turn a blind eye whenever her racism or colorism is called out. wheres this outrage for when people defend her indigenous & swana stereotypes in her books? the parasocial relationship some ppl have on twt with her is crazy

#i have no opinion when it comes to the de-aging and cave scene in tgcf #because at the end of the day it doesnt really matter #i think people have the right to criticize it if they feel uncomfortable #and i think its even more absurd that ive seen at least 20 people on twt screenshotting stuff from here #a very unserious bunch #tgcf #chi.txt

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sdcard · 6 months

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Remaking my blog, i'm mostly following mutuals but if you want my new url feel free to send me an ask

#chi.txt #going to pin this post but i'll also queue it a few times

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quwarichi · 2 years

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every day I wake up

#he's just. he's bi guys leave him be #dean is bi #chi.txt

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bunnypixxels · 27 days

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i miss being an idol ૮꒰ ྀི > ˕ < ྀི꒱ა a little robot idol sounds like the dream !

#chi.txt

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yewon · 9 months

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why does tumblr look so different

#swear the devs are always on some shit #chi.txt

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cantarella · 1 year

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logging on twitter to learn that miorine's ex groom from before the holder system is a heiress and a childhood friend and she feels so upset about the engagement being called off she challenged suletta to a duel which she accepted to protect miorine's honor. what courtly romance am I reading exactly

#also the ex groom is disabled and her cane has a haro programmed in it it looks cute #anyway I love the drama #chi.txt #gundam lb

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cantarella · 2 years

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