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#coordinated. and then i have to wait for my moms stress level to subside like another few weeks and then ill be able to ask again 4 my jaw
coridallasmultipass
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#hhhhfuck more venting
#i hate not having a car or license so much
#i need to make a doctors appointment (for months now already) but ive been putting it off bc my mom has to fix the car
#bc the doctor is like hours away from me (the closest jaw doctor)
#and its like
#my jaw just gets worse day by day
#i cant close my teeth together bc my teeth are so crooked
#which means im like regularly having a hard time eating anything that requires a clean cut bite
#but more importantly (to my mind) i have dermatillomania specifically/most commonly around biting my lip
#and i cant get a clean bite
#i cant even close my front teeth together they dont touch at all
#i could slide paper into my mouth when my jaw is closed
#so i cant bite my lip normally when it gets chapped
#so i resort to picking and tweezers
#and those GO DEEP far deeper and bloodier than if id just been able to one-and-done bite the problematic part
#its stressing me out so badly and im constantly trying and trying to bite my lip
#which is making my jaw problem worse
#and the car isnt getting fixed despite the fact that ill literally give all my life saving to fix it if only shell take me to my appointment
#but things are just backed up bc its not even my moms car shes borrowing it from my grandma and so its a whole thing that has to be
#coordinated. and then i have to wait for my moms stress level to subside like another few weeks and then ill be able to ask again 4 my jaw
#im so tired
#its so painful mentally and physically
#and im sick of choking on food i couldnt bite off
#i hate being chronically ill on multiple fronts and it just makes it so much worse when the only tmj doc is HOURS AWAY
#by the time i eventually get to the doc theyre prob gonna b like 'o man this got bad u shoulda come in sooner now ull need surgery'
#or some shit like that and i wont be able to handle that on top of having to go to thousand oaks multiple times for treatment
#its too fucking far i hate living in rural cali so much man it sucks here
#vent
#delete later / /
#dermatillomania mention
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