#crying rn because jay and tattoos????

[coneygoil]

TAGGED BY: @howtodrawyourdragon (thanks for the tag!)

last

drink: water

phone call: My mom yesterday

text message: My mother-in-law

song you listened to: “Hallelujah (Jesus Come Today)” by Heather Williams 

time you cried: I’m sure some time this week I probably cried...

ever

dated someone twice: nope

kissed someone and regretted it: since I’ve only kissed one person in my life...no

been cheated on: nope

lost someone special: a few someones...

been depressed: When it comes to severely depressed that last for months, I’ve been through 4 bouts of that at different ages in my life. 

gotten drunk and thrown up: Never gotten drunk and don’t drink alcohol 

fave color: BLUE...always has been

in the last year have you

made new friends: YES! And they’re a pretty awesome group too <3

fallen out of love: nope

laughed until you cried: This just happened like last week. There are cheesy dating commercials on tv, and me and my husband were joking around about them and I cracked up so bad I was crying :D 

found out someone was talking about you: no, but if they are, hopefully it’s positive?

met someone who changed you: I wouldn’t say change, but help me grow as a person?

found out who your friends are: they are good people and I love them all <3

kissed someone on your facebook friends list: lol can this be reversed? A lady at church that’s on my facebook kissed my cheek and I was internally going “please don’t do that again”

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: most all of them

do you have any pets: A dog, a cat, 9 chickens, and some crickets and grasshoppers :D

do you want to change your name: I used to dislike my name, but it is who I am so no

what did you do for your last birthday: I made myself a Stranger Things cake and went to work and that’s about it XD I think me and my husband went out to eat but I can’t remember where.

what time did you wake up today: 5:30 because I need time to myself in the mornings and have to get up at a crazy time to do so!!

what were you doing at midnight last night: SLEEPING

what is something you can’t wait for: Visiting my best pal @kittysfigurines24 next year!!! XD

what are you listening to right now: the A/C running 

have you ever talked to a person named tom: my friend Lorri’s husband is named Tom and I have talked to him 

something that gets on your nerves: having to repeat myself to my class a thousand times

most visited website: YouTube, Tumblr, FF.Net, Ao3.

hair color: Light brown...but I’ve been prematurely grey since 18, so I have to highlight it :/

long or short hair: It’s to my shoulder blades rn, but I really miss my long hair!!!

what do you like about yourself: Physically, my shoulders are nice (and I used to hate my shoulders as a teen). And my imagination??? 

want any piercings: just my earlobes

blood type: AB positive.

nicknames: Cone or Coney! I’ve had the nickname since I was 17. It defines who I am as much as my given name. 

relationship status: married for 9 and a half years now <3

zodiac: Pisces  

pronouns: I’m a girl and female, so pretty sure she/her

fave tv shows: Lost, Race to the Edge, Wander Over Yonder, Roundhouse

tattoos: None, but I like getting henna tattoos at Disney World

right or left handed: right-handed

ever had surgery: Nope, but I’ve delivered two babies...that counts for something, right?

piercings: earlobes

sport: I used to enjoy baseball, volleyball, and tennis. Now my shoulder is so bad, I can’t play anything.

I have practiced: piano and drawing

vacation: since my Cali adventure most likely won’t happen, the next vacation will be Canada hopefully!!

trainers: Why yes, I would like to be a dragon trainer.

more general

eating: chicken spaghetti for lunch

drinking: my afternoon coffee is calling my name

about to watch: I’d like to finish watching Fellowship of the Ring. I started it a few nights ago and hadn’t had a chance to finish it. 

waiting for:  the sequels to two of my most favorite movies ever: Wreck-It Ralph and HTTYD!!

want: my novel to be finished and published XD

want to get married: lol already there

career: since I’m a teacher, I guess that’s my career. I’d love to go to college and become an art teacher. And of course, publish a book!

which is better

hugs or kisses: definitely hugs

lips or eyes: eyes

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: before me and husband got together, I had a notion of someone a couple years older or one year younger. 

nice arms or stomach: Nice arms...TMI, I enjoy stroking my husband’s arms XD

hookup or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: no troublemaker for me

have you ever

kissed a stranger: nope

drunk hard liquor: don’t drink!

lost glasses: When I was 10, I lost a pair of glasses at girl scout camp and my folks thought I did it on purpose. I honestly didn’t, but I was happy they were gone lol

turned someone down: no, but I’ve been turned down 

sex on first date: ewwww...that notion grosses me out

broken someone’s heart: I hope not?

had your heart broken: Yes, in friendships and with one crush

been arrested: hopefully never!

cried when someone died: I cried so hard when my grandma died, I had no tears left for her funeral

fallen for a friend: it’s a long story

do you believe in

yourself: I believe I can do all things through Jesus Christ.

miracles: Very much so

love at first sight: Maybe? I’m sure it happens. 

santa claus: I want to believe XD

kiss on a first date: depends on the person

angels: Yes, and I’ve encountered one. A month before Hurricane Katrina hit, I was in New Orleans. There’s this big fountain by the river and I was hanging out there because it was a beautiful day. This black lady was sitting on the fountain with her feet in the water. There were tons of people there that day, but no one seemed to notice her. People were sitting right BESIDE her and still no one looked at her, talked to her. I sat there for over 40 minutes watching this lady, and it was so strange because I felt this overwhelming joy while I was there. When I got up to leave, I looked over there one more time and that lady was gone. I believe she was an angel. Like the Bible says, “we are entertaining angels unaware.” 

others

best friend’s name: my best friends know who they are

eye color: Brown-eyed girl

fave movie: Newsies, Wreck-It Ralph, HTTYD, Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean, Treasure Planet, (1993) The Three Musketeers, A Goofy Movie, The Mummy Returns, Beauty and the Beast

fave actors: Emilie de Ravin, Jack McBrayer, Robert Carlyle, Jay Baruchel, Sean Astin, Jim Cummings

Tagging anyone who wants to do this! 

#meme #this took forever to fill out lol

[lady-on-the-grey]

So I was tagged in a thing by @lesblion for this thing

the last 1. drink: coffee or water 2. phone call: my bubbie 3. text message: marty! (@teabank if you want their blog) 4. song you listened to: well right now I’m listening to a shit ton of Miyazaki movie music, all by Joe Hisaishi of course. But that’s not really songs, so I guess the last song I listened to was Rouge No Dengon from Kiki’s Delivery Service, which does have lyrics and is all fun. I’m kind of on a Ghibli kick rn, any other day this answer wouldv’ve probably been some Mitski or LAKE song. 5. time you cried: recently I think, but I can’t remember specifics. time isn’t real

6. dated someone twice: not applicable, I don’t date at all screw that shit 7. kissed someone and regretted it: once more, not applicable 8. been cheated on: n/a 9. lost someone special: that’s kind of vague. does this mean death? or just them being gone? Because I kind of have both 10. been depressed: that’s a loaded question 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk.

3 favorite colors 12. black 13. grey (you may have noticed a theme) 14. olive green? maybe? I love colors, but I don’t wear them much lol, so I dunno, I don’t really have favorite colors. There’s different very lovely colors for every occasion. I like red. Anything is cool, depends on my mood

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes! I plan to keep my friend group small still, I like having a small amount of people to keep in contact with and all, but yes, I’ve made several very good friends! 16. fallen out of love: love is fake lol 17. laughed until you cried: I think? Yeah I have 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah, I don’t really have to find that out, people do it all the time and I hate it, but it’s a very common aspect of my life. I’m used to it 19. met someone who changed you: I dunno, I feel like it would take a lot to change me in a big way, but everyone changed you a little at least. I probably have. If I have I probably haven’t noticed it, that’s difficult to track though. (I would like to point out the very nice and good response Ariel had for this one, ilu buddy! You’re the greatest!) 20. found out who your friends are: I guess so. What does this mean exactly? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: what’s a facebook

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: see number 21 23. do you have any pets: YESSS I have five cats! Three adults and two kittens. (Warning, sadness ahead) We used to have another cat but he recently passed, and we all miss him very much. I know it’s weird to mention that in this question, but it feels weird and wrong not to mention for me. We had him for like my whole life. 24. do you want to change your name: I used to really want to go by my middle name, Grey. I feel ambivalent now. I’m okay with my name, it’s a bit boring, but I don’t mind it. It’s a nice name, I don’t think it suits me. Plus I don’t like that my first name is the last name of a neo nazi lol, but that’s not that big a deal. It just puts a sour taste in my mouth. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to get Polynesian food and hibachi and stuff. I was very stressed and anxious the whole night. I think a few days later or before @gummybird took me to see a cure for wellness, which was one of THE worst films we’ve ever seen in theaters. And we go to the movie theater to specifically watch bad movies together. He also gave me a DS and a bunch of mini kit kats. Thank you Jay (I know it’s been like like more than four months, shush, thank you anyway) 26. what time did you wake up: which time? I wake up like five separate times every damn morning. I’ve set three different alarms with different tones at completely different times to ensure I’ll get up at a reasonable hour, and I still fall asleep immediately after turning them off. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering 28. name something you can’t wait for: @nicehairprincess AND @listeningforpudding COMING BACK TO AMERICA THIS MONTH!!! They’re gonna be here tomorrow for the party my mom is throwing at our house that I don’t want to be at lol (parties make me anxious as all hell) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: maybe 40 mins ago 31. what are you listening to right now: a fan in my room 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my brother is a little pissbaby who gets defensive at everything and can’t ever admit he was wrong. My mom does the same thing. It get’s on my nerves every day 34. most visited website: tumbo dot com

35. hair colour: dirty blond 36. long or short hair: on the long end of short. I’m thinkong of either growing it out of getting one of those cute little fluffy furly mohawk lookin’ things. I wanna do something new with it 37. do you have a crush on someone: see numbers 6, 7, or 16. You’ll notice a theme happening here. 38. what do you like about yourself: next question (I legitimately hate everything about myself, not an over exaggeration. I don’t view it as some tragedy though, I just don’t like myself)

39. piercings: none 40. blood type: blood 41. nickname: god there’s too many. My dad calls me senor speedskate. Everyone else just calls me “that little bitch” 42. relationship status: alone and wouldn’t have it any other way, see number 37 43. zodiac: pisces 44. pronouns: he/him or they/them. tbh I don’t give a shit about pronouns, I probably wouldn’t use any if that wasn’t the most inconvenient thing. The only reason I primarily use he/him is because I’m used to it 45. favourite tv show: gravity falls yo! but it’s over and I’m still crying. my favorite show that’s currently still running is star vs,I can’t wait for the update!! 46. tattoos: none. I may or may not ever get one, I don’t really care 47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: none? Once I had to get stitches on my head after i cracked it open on a radiator 49. sport: ew, that’s a slur 50. vacation: when I was like 4 my family went to disney? then every summer up until I was in like fifth grade I think we rented a beach house for the last week of summer 51. pair of trainers: ???? is this code or something? Do I need to break out a cryptogram book?

MORE GENERAL 52. eating: right now? nothing 53. drinking: nothing 54. i’m about to: stare blankly into space for four hours then probably shower at way too early in the morning like I usually do 55. waiting for: goddamn anything to happen 56. want: to be less of a sadsack boring peice of nothing lol 57. get married: how dare you say the m word to me 58. career: animator and a lot of other things probably, but the man=in thing is animation and writing

WHICH IS BETTER 59. hugs or kisses: hugs, but please don’t make me do too many. If I hug you it’s fine, if you hug me we got a problem 60. lips or eyes: both, duh. I fnd them both to be visually interesting 61. shorter or taller: both are good, but I’m tall, which I prefer for me 62. older or younger: um what 63. nice arms or nice stomach: why should I choose, they’re just bodies. I don’t care how other’s look so long as mine is good 64. hook up or relationship: hook up but I’ve never done one and probably never will lol. Ain’t no great tragedy 65. troublemaker or hesitant: the two aren’t mutually exclusive. I’m very much both

HAVE YOU EVER: 66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: no, because taking sips from my older sibling’s cups doesn’t count. The most I’ve had is a beer equivalent like 5% abv thing. It was cherry flavored. But that’s not hard liquor 68. lost glasses/contact lenses: my eyes are in working order, I don’t need those 69. turned someone down: it’s a hobby of mine 70. sex on the first date: I don’t date, binch 71. broken someone’s heart: how would I know that 72. had your heart broken: this is vague but it probably means romantic, so no 73. been arrested: no 74. cried when someone died: not when a human being died, but there have been cats. and friends nearly dying that got me hella upset. 75. fallen for a friend: look, I have some very nice friends but not on your goddamn life

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 76. yourself: did you not read the little shpeil I had about hating myself? Also, it depends 77. miracles: cat’s count as miracles I think 78. love at first sight: no 79. santa claus: I’m an adult. No 80. kiss on the first date: ??? is that somthing I can or cannot beleive in?? it exists whether I do it or not??? 81. angels: no, though the thought is nice, but no

OTHER: 82. current best friend’s name: I have several best friends, I don’t like to categorize my friends, it feels weird, but I’ll just say that Jay and Beck are my closest friends  83. eye colour: like this really muted blue 84. favourite movie: Coraline. But I have a lot of favorites, I talk about them frequently.

I tag @cllusterfuck  and @teabank I guess? and anybody who wants to

#selfawaregothkid talks #long post #answer #questions