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Shattered Lives Ch 40 Pt 5

“Dad took them shopping.” Valter said as he took Sildie’s bag from Gustaf.

“Ahh, that explains it.” Gustaf chuckled.

“She’s looking better.”

“Still not all the way there, but yes, better.” Gustaf said quietly.

“You want me to hang or split?”

“Hang, you’re in the middle of getting you ass handed to you again.” He grinned as he scooped Lily up for some dad dad cuddles. Damn he’d missed this, he thought, all of them, but especially his Lily bear.

“Yeah. Thanks, bro.” Valter said sarcastically as he took Sildie’s bag to the bedroom.

“Boys, take it down a notch.” He said softly. “She’s not fully well yet.” Kissing her temple he snaked an arm around her as she slumped slightly, her energy spent.

“I need to go lay down ok?” She said to the twins. “You can come see me after my nap and we can have dinner together. I’ve missed that.”

“Love you mum.” Brendan hugged her fiercely. She knew it had hit him harder, the poor kid was slightly less of a mess than Gustaf.

“I’m ok B. I’m on the mend now and in a few weeks I’ll be back to normal.” The teen nodded. “It scared you?” She murmured holding him close.

“Yep.” She could see the tears welling in his eyes.

“I’m sorry love.”

“Sok.” He shrugged. “You’re back, that’s all that matters.”

“So what are you cooking?” She asked seeing the half prepped meal on the counter.

“Chicken soup for you. Grandpa helped me go shopping.” He said quietly.

She choked up. “Yum.” Her smile made the kid grin. “I’ll take anything that’s not jelly. Thank you, especially for helping Gustaf.”

“We’re a family.” Brendan murmured.

“We sure are love.”

“Bed Sildie before you fall down.” Gustaf said gently, he didn’t want to pull her away from the kids, but she was crumpling to the floor in front of his eyes.

“Going.” She looked over at Valter, the twins already whooping his ass again. “Thanks Valter.”

“Anytime, although I’m regretting that decision now these two are wiping the floor with me.” He grinned. “Again.”

Gustaf helped her shuffle to the bedroom, Lily intent on hugging her and getting snippy with Gustaf at his lack of urgency. “Hang on a second little lady, she’ll drop you if I hand you over.” Sildie sat on the bed, her sigh turning into a coughing fit. Sitting beside her he let Lily stand on the bed and hug Sildie.

“I’ve missed them.” She choked.

“I know love, they’ve missed you too.” He toyed with a wave of copper that had escaped her braid.

“He was so scared.” She let the tears fall, better out than trying to hold them back.

“We all were.” He whispered, his own emotions getting the upper hand.

“Mum mum mum.” Lily patted her cheek softly.

“I’m ok Lily bear.” She smiled through the tears and swiped them away.

“Nap then food or food then nap?” Gustaf asked.

“Nap. I’m wiped.” She barely had the strength to bend and unlace her boots.

“Let me.” He said softly and got on his knees to undo her boots.

“I have zero energy, it’s crazy. Like someone flicked an off switch or took my batteries out.” She chuckled.

“Your body has been through hell on the inside love, it needs time to recover.” He pulled her feet free of the boots and looked up at her. “I love you.”

“I love you too sweet man, and thank you for taking care of me.” She cupped his face in her hand and he leaned into it relishing the contact. Damn he’d missed her. “Even when I’m a cranky bitch and don’t deserve you.” She snorted, snuggling Lily in.

“You were ill, I think you get a pass on being a cranky bitch. I’m not much better when I’m sick. Makes me grumpy. I’m a bear, fair warning.” His quip got the smile he was after.

“Little lady you need to go to dad dad.” She said. “I don’t have the energy to hold you up.” She said smiling and Lily giggled as Gustaf kissed her neck, scruff tickling.

“Into bed love.” He kissed her softly and helped her get under the covers. “Your phone is there, text me if you need something or need to get up. I don’t want you struggling to get to the bathroom and falling.”

“Honestly, I don’t think I could get there without you.” She slurred, her body already pulling her under.

“Sleep love.” He kissed her temple and Lily said her soft mum mum as they left her to rest. Coming out into the kitchen he found Brendan making soup, their own dinner already in the oven. “Thanks kid.” He pulled the teen in for a rough guy hug. “For the soup, dinner, and keeping your siblings safe. For helping out. I’m grateful.”

“Thanks for keeping mum safe.” He mumbled. “I was scared.”

“Me too kid, me too.” Lily gave her brother a big hug too. “Even Lily thinks you’re awesome.” He chuckled. Settling in the one seat with her he watched the twins and let his mind relax, to just have a moment to zone out and not think. She was home and safe, the kids were ok, he was beat to hell, but they’d got through the worst of it. While Valter kept the twins occupied and smooched a happy Lily in his lap, Gustaf hit the workout room an hour or so later. Mentally and emotionally he was wiped, and he knew the physical tenseness would ease once he went a round with the bag. There was no anger to work through, or issue to address, he just needed to burn off some physical energy to settle. She was out cold when he went to shower an hour later, didn’t move when he dressed and kissed her brow. Relaxed and sleeping deeply now she was home and comfortable. The kids sat for dinner wanting Sildie to join, but knowing she needed to sleep. Gustaf thought about waking her, the need for rest too important at this stage. He took the time to sit with them, to joke and laugh, get them back to a semi normal routine after a week of upheaval. Valter stayed for dinner and left once the twins were getting ready for bed. Gustaf was finishing up bathing Lily when his phone beeped.

I’m awake, need to pee.

Just getting Lily out of the bath.

No rush.

Getting Lily out of the tub he dried her off and dressed her for bed. Leaving her with Brendan he made his way into the bedroom to see Sildie sitting up on the side of the bed. “Good nap?”

“Still tired, but I’m hungry.”

“Bathroom then food. The soup is really good I had a cup before dinner.” He said helping her to the bathroom.

“Did I miss dinner?”

“Yes, but sleep is more important for you right now, they understand. No way was I waking you.” He chuckled. Stepping outside while she took care of business he smiled, she was looking better after her nap and her appetite was coming back. “All good things.” He sighed.

Helping her out to the dining table she sat as he heated up some soup and toasted some dark rye bread. The twins rushed over to her after their bath and sat while she ate telling her about everything that happened while she was in hospital.

“Sounds like I missed a lot of fun things.” She whispered.

“You did. Don’t get sick again.” Finn said grinning.

“Don’t plan on it kiddo.” She coughed. At least it didn’t sound like a death rattle anymore, Gustaf thought. “This sucks.”

“We missed you.” Liam said quietly.

“Missed you too. Come here love.” She pushed her chair out and pulled Liam into her lap, her body feeling the fatigue at the action. “Scared you huh?” He nodded and hugged her. “I’m sorry it scared you. Scared me too.”

“Are you really going to get better?” He mumbled.

“It’ll take a few weeks but yes, I’ll get better, lots of sleep and rest and food.” She smiled and bundled Finn to her. “I’ve missed you so much.” She murmured, kissing each twin on the head. “Bed time for you though.” She said and the boys groaned. “Back to a normal routine, you have school starting soon.” She chuckled and watched as they went to bed to wait for Gustaf to read to them. “Thanks for the soup B, it’s really good.”

“I made Kladdkaka as well, but dad doesn’t know yet.” He grinned, placing it on the table.

“I think he could use a slice.” She smiled at him, he was such a good kid, so much like his mother, considerate, kind.

“He was super scared.” Brendan said, getting another mug of soup for her and setting it on the table.

“I know love.”

“He hasn’t slept in a few days either.” The kid said keeping an eye on the twins door, he felt like he was ratting Gustaf out.

“We’ll have to make sure he gets a sleep in tomorrow, ok?”

“I’ll get Lily and the twins in the morning, you keep him in bed.” Brendan grinned. “As long as we can play games.”

“Oh I see how it is.” She scoffed slyly. “Sounds like a good plan, can you clean up a bit? Take the load off him a little more? I know we’re leaning on you a lot right now Brendan but...”

“It’s ok. We’re a family and we stick together, help each other out.”

“Yes we do, but I feel bad sometimes at how much I lean and depend on you.”

The teen shrugged. “You can’t do it all Mum.”

“No, I guess I can’t.”

“And you shouldn’t have to. Family, that means all of us.”

“I love you Brendan. Your parents would be so proud of you love.”

“I miss them and I want them here, but I love the family we have.” He said softly.

“Me too kiddo.” She winked as Gustaf came into the room, Brendan nodding.

“Night mum.” The teen smirked.

“Night love.”

“Night dad.” He hugged Gustaf hard.

“Night B, and thanks for the past few days.” Gustaf kissed the top of the teens head. One of those rare moments where his subconscious had taken over because he was so exhausted.

“You bet.” Gustaf slumped into the chair as the teen headed to bed.

“You need to finish your soup love.”

“You need to eat your Kladdkaka sweet man.” She tossed back. “I’m working on my second cup.” She watched him over the rim of the mug, so tired. Bone weary exhausted, the slump of his shoulders something she never wanted to see again. The smile that bloomed across his face seeing the chocolaty dessert in front of him with a fork across the top almost made her weep with joy.

“The kid doesn’t miss a thing does he?”

“Nope.”

“Like someone else I know.” He said with a tired smirk as he took a bite. “Damn that’s so good. Want some?”

“That’s all for you love. He made it just for you.”

“I feel like an ass for dumping so much stuff on him lately.” He said quietly.

“He gets it. It’s what we were just talking about. We’re a family, it’s what families do. That’s where his heads at. I’d call it progress to a year ago.”

“It sure is. I’m glad you’re home.” He smiled, it was wearily, but it was that one he only kept for her.

“I am too.” She finished off her soup and could see he was asleep on his feet, already drifting as he had another forkful, the sugar probably the only thing keeping him upright. “Would you help me to bed, come snuggle with me?”

“I need to tidy up before I go to bed.” He sighed.

She shook her head. “Leave it. There’s just a few dishes which can wait for tomorrow. Brendan said he’d get them.” And she knew the teen would.

“Let me lock up and get the dishwasher started at least.” He stood and collected her dishes, the soft kiss to her brow making her smile.

“Ok.” She wasn’t going to push, she didn’t have the energy to argue and he was too tired. Pick your battles, she thought. She watched him move around the apartment, home, this was a home, their home and damn had she missed it. He helped her with her nightly routine and took care of his own before laying beside her. “Time for me to take care of you.” She murmured and kissed him tenderly. Pulling him close she guided his head to rest in her lap, fingers stroking his scalp, soothing. “Sleep love, you’re exhausted.” His arms curled around her like a child holding onto his favorite teddy bear and she felt the shuddered sigh, knew the tears were right there. “I’m ok, sleep now.” As his silent tears fell she kissed his head, soothed and cared for him as best she could. “My sweet man, I love you so much.”

“Love you too.” He mumbled, sleep about to claim him hard.

“Rest now, your turn to sleep and rest.” She felt him go under, like every muscle in his body had released its hold on the world. Smiling down at him she let her own tears fall, relief she was home and recovering, guilt for putting that fear into him and the kids. Sleep claimed her eventually, the crushing exhaustion no match for her depleted system. She had no choice but to comply with her body’s wishes.

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twistedsimblr · 5 years

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Pt. 4 of this AU my buddy was doing My grammar sucks I know that.

@omg-puddingpie I’ve had this idea for a while and wanted to share it I hope you like it it stars your boys...Adam and Armand...

I’m so tired... So fucking tired... I can’t remember the last time I slept soundly. Ever... ever since she told me... That night. At prom. And I’m like 90% sure that I didn't knock her up in the back of Adams Car.. but like. before she was kicked out of her Catholic High School that was a week or so before we did that .. I’ll tell you more about that later it was friggin juicy though.

“I’m fucking scared to death but.. oddly happy at the same time?” “She’s not convinced I’m going to step up and you know... be a dad.. I don’t exactly have the safest job but it provides with a lot of money in a short period of time. I get pretty roughed up every now She hates that.. But she’s always there to help lick my wounds when they happen.. Not literally.. Never mind.

But I wouldn't change it for the world I’m a natural born fighter a survivor.

Street life is all I know... My parents were other criminals I know they don’t care about me But I can’t get out of it now. Or I’ll be forced to push her away to keep her safe. . Something... I had to do in the past ..

Those were the darkest days of my life.

I don’t belong to a gang or anything . But I would often be sought out by some to do dirty work. Money is money you know. And Ive got enough right now to lie low a while with my Meg.

I had to focus on bettering my self like my education. I’m fucking smart I’m not sure if that’s an alien part of me but I could some how manage to skip a week of school,

and still manage to hold a high mark I mean I’m not an an A student Ive gotten some C’s D’s and If I’m lucky an B.

Everyone thinks I’m already nuts anyway so.. imagine how crazy they think I’ll be when Ive started constructing a rocket somewhere haha.

But there were some subjects that I’d get A’s in like Science... Math not so much but I wasn't horrible at it either not like... Meg.. But they put me in a remedial math class . ..

“ DUDE!” I heard pipe up from behind me as my chair crashed against it sending the desk behind me crashing into the one behind it and so forth like dominoes

As I fell flat on my ass. The class erupted in a thunderous roar of laughter.. I mean. I’m the class clown after all. But I was actually trying to be good today.

“Malikor?” Malikor?”.... Shit... I must have zoned out again.. Because a thousand eyes were upon me as they shifted their gazes across and over their shoulders at me still giggling.. . My eyes scanned my class mates...

And my Teacher staring me down.. “Uhhhh...” I said barely able to open both eyes at once... I heard someone whisper. Something about me being stoned. Or drunk... the usual me stuff.

I’d only dozed off for a second I know I had. ... At least I thought I had.

My ass was saved by the sweet sound of the bell and I bolted out there as fast I could until I was grabbed by my teacher. “Mr Kregore..” “This is the third time this week you've fallen asleep in my class.. .. Is-

I turned around every 6’3 and half of me .. I towered over her. I was not a small teen by any means.. and the look on her face almost made me wonder if she regretted this moment. And she probably was going to in a minute or two. Because before she could even open her mouth I opened mine first and I’ve got kind of a big mouth... I’m a rebel after all.

“ Look, I know what you’re going to say.. is everything fine at home?” And I’m gunna be like That’s really none of your damn business and don’t try to make it your business alright?” “ Have a nice day.” I shrugged her off and made my exit..

I had to get to my next class...

It was that ECE class I told you about... The most pointless class for me to be a part of, at least... until now. For once I wasn't late .. But I wasn't on time either .. I timed my arrival to avoid like suspicion that I gave a damn about this crap... I don’t but I kind of have to.

I took my seat hovering around my half bro his bf and his little gaggle of friends that just so happened to be in the class .. Adams typical shy reserved smile changed to that of horror when he took one look at me. From Armand. “You look like hell. You okay.. Is Meg-

I hushed him before he could finish. As the teacher walked in ...

“Good Afternoon Class.”

My name is “ Ms Duffy I will be covering for Mrs. Breslin today while she’s out. I kept one eye on the teacher and one on Adam as we quickly had a conversation about some random bullshit. Only giving my full attention when my last name was called. However , that changed once again when She reached the S’s and called out Megan’s last name and I looked around and saw she was absent.

Not good.. I hate this class just as much as she does Why the hell do I need to endure this torture alone.

“ Miss Bella Goth..” Who rolled her eyes seeming to be annoyed that she was pulled away from more important matters like gossiping. “Have you seen Miss Shortt?” “ No... no I haven’t” “ As her gaze shifted from the teacher her dark brown eyes fell upon me and a mischievous smile crossed her ridiculously perfect lips. I was nervous and it showed...

She was my Ex and was a notorious trouble maker. Me I’m a petty trouble maker. Bella was just pure evil I mean hell I’m convinced she’s a witch but everyone thinks she so sweet... she can be with her family.

“ As a matter of fact I have seen Meg.” She wasn't feeling well earlier and saw her in the bathroom about a few moments ago.”

“Oh dear!” “Would you go and check on her and take her to the nurse?”

Bella held her gaze on me.. “I’d be delighted to do that.”

I dug my claws into the desk.. Scraping some of the finish off of it.

They tend to come out when I’m mad. .. Adam looked at me... Armand looked at me they were the only ones who knew.. Bella knows too but she’s also the gossip queen and that shit spreads like wildfire... It will eventually but Not today... Not today satan not today.

I had to act fast but just before I could to my astonishment Adam stood in for me . And in a frantic panic started a charade “Ms Duffy” Ms Duffy I have to pee like real bad real bad I have an “erection.” Er .... I couldn't hold back a laugh and snorted ...” “You mean infection?” I corrected him as I slowly got out of my seat. Among the laughter.

“YES A REALLY BAD INFECTION AND IF I DON’T TAKE IT ..um.. um a certain way It won’t get better..” The teachers eyes grew wide but she was stunned enough that I could sneak out of class. Everyone was distracted by Adams bold move.

“Butt it can wait!.”

The class burst into giggles . And Ms Duffy huffed. “ I know all about your little friend Malikor. He’s a bad influence he put you up to this didn't he? “

“ He’s more than that... He’s my brother..” Armand piped up from his desk all excited. “From another Mother!”

Adam shrugged. “ You’re not wrong.”

with a wink.”

I snuck out the door.. Before someone could say I was making a get away I quickly caught up to Bella who was just about to enter the girls washroom down the hall.

“Oh no you don’t!” Thinking quickly I grabbed a package of mentos and a coke from the vending Machine. Even if Meg was in there she wouldn't come out especially for Bella. She doesn't trust very many people .. except me Adam and who we hang out with.

“Meg?” Bellas voice called out... Taking a moment to talk to her friends she suddenly saw. allowing Meg to groan... with out being heard. Taking a moment to steady herself unsure if she was going to vomit again. She peeked out of her stall and watched all hell break loose.

I teleported in bat form.. I mean most chicks hate bats.I had an idea they had no idea it was me.. Neither did Meg I think.

I swooped down on all the inhabitants of the washroom who were blissfully unaware of my arrival seconds ago. “ Blood curdling screams exploded from the area as I fluttered around as if I had rabies or something foaming at the mouth From the mentos and coke I just swallowed..

“SOMEBODY GET THE JANITOR!” “EWW EWW OMG EWWW GET IT AWAY GET IT AWAY.

AHHHHH!! Swarms of girls fled in all directions out of the bathroom screaming bloody murder causing an uproar down the hall... Bella included.

“Whew....” I said taking a moment to catch my breath.returning to my former self .. “M.K?”..I heard a rasp. “Meg?” I answered my voice soaked in concern..”

I nearly kicked down the stall door. And saw her semi slumped over the toilet.... That i reached over and flushed for her.. Looked like all she’d been doing for like 10 minutes is throwing up. She looked so weak she nearly fell into me..

“I don’t feel so good”....She managed a weak smile “I lifted up her chin to look at me “You don’t look good either..”

“ The twins are sucking the life out of you...” Or just nutrients it’s probably just that.” “You need to eat more... like a ton more Don’t worry I promise you you won’t get fat I uh... kinda looked into what happens when a stupid vampire hybrid fucks and gets a human pregnant. ... They can eat you from the inside out..

“ Megs eyes widened... “I’m kidding” But they can basically turn you into a walking skeleton if you don’t watch your weight like... maintain it by eating more... ..

Meg raised a brow... Isn't that from Twilight?... Twi what? I asked.

She moaned. Ugh I’m so bloated...I couldn't even wear pants today. I looked down and saw her in a blue and white knee length skirt something I didn't see often. Tied at the waist she looked...nice all things considering. She wore tights underneath it..

She likely was trying to hide the obvious she was abnormally large for 4 to 5 weeks .. I mean she looked bloated but not pregnant but she definitely was pregnant her boobs looked bigger too well slightly... They were even more distracting. It was weird.

. I gave her my bomber jacket which nearly engulfed her and watched her as she took a drink from the fountain before heading back to class. I picked her up... because I’m manly like that.

Before we got there I paused and looked down at her “ You sure you’re well enough for this?”

“ This is kind of important I can’t miss this regardless of how I feel..”

I leaned down and kissed her forehead. As I set her down. Luckily the class was dark when we walked in. .. Oh boy this was awkward... Right at the part where some asshole cums like me cums inside of a girl and the miracle of life takes place science crap.

Suddenly Chester blurted out

“It’s a miracle of life!” His expression totally changed when he saw me appear behind her..

“ Never mind...”

We took our seats. I mean the teacher noticed we came back at least we did Who knows where Bella went.

She seemed surprised I’d snuck out how was beyond her.

I could have almost fell asleep during this sex ed bit... again.

But at the same time it made me super amazed and almost curious what on earth could be going on in Megs soft tiny body. ..

I wanted so badly to put my hand on her stomach my babies were in there after all.

As she pulled a chair up from the back sitting away from me as all the other desks were taken.

I couldn't take my eyes off her... And in the corner of her eye I could see her grinning her cheeks slightly flushed . When she did look at me I finally looked away. I was so worried about her though.

When the lights came on, to my surprise I wasn't questioned why I left.. I was simply handed an assignment probably a multi question thing about what the hell I just saw. And what not as this was kinda biology too.. It was a joke really .. For giggles i drew a dick on mine...

Now here came the shocking part.. That.. wasn't all of it . Apparently we had another assignment that Mrs Breslin planned out for us.. She pulled out a small doll.. Oh fuck no... No I’m not ready... I could feel myself starting to sweat. A baby? We had to care for a baby?...

“ This will be good for you Meg....” Chester began nonchalantly . As he sat across from Meg “I mean considering we all know what happened with you and M.K at your last school... While we were on a break....To where we agreed we weren't gunna see anyone..’”

Gasps filled the room... “

I couldn't hold back. “That’s BULLSHIT!” You dated for a MONTH! I turned around almost ready to jump out of my seat. “You and your STORIES!”

“So it is true then?” Bella spoke up.. You knocked her up..” ..

“Coming from someone whose period is always late.” Couldn't

find the janitor could you? Have you fucked him yet . “You’ll fuck anything.

“Yeah so will you or did you... You were always a fuck up M.K.. “I’m sorry I could have sworn you cheated on me not the other way around...” I snarled.

“Why are you so obsessed with me?! I growled.. You’re like bent on ruining me.” I don’t get it. “

“You’re right I am.. she smiled. “ It took me weeks to clear up that sti you gave me!

More shocked gasps filled the room until the teacher intervened MALIKOR ! CHESTER! AND BELLA ! THAT’S ENOUGH.. ALL OF YOU TO THE PRINCIPALS OFFICE NOW!.

Bella looked at me her eyes flashing dangerously. “This isn't over.. ..

“ We ended like 5 or 6 months ago get over it..” There’s no winning me back. You fucked up not me”

Bella fell quiet. As the three of us made our way to the principals.

. The class was silent The teacher called Meg up to the front...Shortly after I was sent away. “Your assignment is going to be slightly altered due to your circumstances... You may go over it with Malikor later..

I’m sorry this happened to you..

“Wait what?” Meg asked. As she walked away. . “Are you insinuating that Mal raped me?” She tried to back track her words.... As Meg put her self in reverse.

“That was the best day of my life..” Excitement you’re never going to see in your life time.”

I sat there in the chair Bella and Chester staring at me as if they were waiting for me to start talking. I mean what I did was pretty bad ass in terms of being a “bad boy” type I mean I followed my girl friend who was going to a different school a Catholic school at the time.

To a religious retreat where rooms were in separate parts of the building girls on one area guys in another. And fucked her. Like I said I’m 90 percent sure that’s how I got her pregnant.. She had to come to my school to finish her semester I’m going to make sure she stays..

The door cracked open behind us and we all turned to look and I couldn't believe what I was seeing.. It was Meg.. When our eyes met. Her features contorted into that of amusement.. Forcing me to do the same.

“What did you do?” I asked with half a chuckle going. ..Before I could say anything else she walked by me to take a seat in front of me but she stopped beside me leaned down and kissed me passionately. I reached up and groped one of her breasts... right in front of those other two but she pushed my hands down away from her. “ Later..”

“ No fair..” I breathed

“I've been wanting to do that all after noon.” She whispered before taking a seat in front of me.

Oh man the looks on Bella and Chester’s faces .. You should have been there hahaha.

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