#danna hile

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albus potter headcanons

first of all, his middle name isn't severus, it's either arthur (after ginny's dad) or rubeus (after hagrid). (not remus, b/c that's teddy's middle name.)

albus is closest with their mum, before but especially after their parents divorce (which happened when they were 13)

uses he/they pronouns, doesn't really have a preference for which one is used more

runs on sarcasm

if there's a betting pool about a relationship in hogwarts - louis and lysander, for example - albust runs it. the only one he didn't run was the one about him and scorpius.

he and scorp start dating in 4th or 5th year, probably the end of 4th.

albus plays seeker for the slytherin quidditch team

they don't smile a lot, but when they do, it's usually around ginny or their friends.

people think he's really cool, and james and lily have no idea how he does it.

they're pretty close with their uncle percy

he's best friends with scorpius, but also with three other girls (ocs) named aubrey, ciera, and danna. danna and ciera are hufflepuffs and aubrey is a slytherin. aubrey and ciera are a year younger than albus, scorpius, and danna.

he also really likes luna, his godmother, and goes to her house for tea quite often during the summer

his best subject is defense against the dark arts, which is kinda awkward when harry's the teacher. his second best subject (and his favorite) is transfiguration, which is still taught by headmistress mcgonagall.

(even though they're not a gryffindor, she still adores them, and albus has tea with her sometimes, too)

albus fell for scorpius first

albus looks up to draco, and spends a lot of time hanging around at malfoy manor, usually in the garden with scorpius

they love flowers and gardening, just like their uncle percy's friend penelope.

after this mutual interest is found out, penelope helps albus redo the garden at his mum's house.

he loves magical theory and often reads about/researches it on his own time.

albus despises anyone who makes any blood-supremacist comments at all, ever. voldy is dead, guys, come on.

albus, lily, and ginny are pretty quick to figure out computers, phones, etc. albus eventually gets tired of james and harry struggling and the three of them bond over albus helping them with the internet.

doesn't like people calling him "al" or "allie" without permission. (the only people allowed to call him al whenever are his friends and his mum. the only people who call him allie are aubrey and lysander, and lysander is on thin ice for it.)

would give up the world for his friends and family, because secretly, he really, really cares.

#albus severus potter #albus potter #harry potter next generation #hp next gen #ginny weasley #scorpius malfoy #harry potter ocs #aubrey banet #danna hile #ciera poinsette #lysander scamander #lorcan scamander #etc. etc.

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"I told you so"

Warning: Long ass post because I’m writing for the whole year already. I missed you, Tumblr.

I remember myself from a year ago. This time last year, I was probably lying on my bed, crying. Thinking how much I’ll miss everything I’d leave behind. Because kidding aside, Silliman? What on earth could I have possibly done to deserve to even go to Silliman? But of course, being the immature ass that I am, I saw it as a way of escaping things. Escaping Puerto. Escaping my relatives. Escaping my family. Escaping him. I saw the opportunity more as a way to escape rather than seeing it as a possibility to make myself better. Better for my family, better for my mother, better for myself. #Selfish. Ha. The thought of getting to live by myself (without the people I grew up around with) never made me afraid. Of course, I’ll have my time to myself. Get a chance to establish a brand new social status. Maybe I’ll even try to be a new me. That was how I saw the year ahead.

The first few weeks was hard. I had a lot of setbacks. I was a complete alien. I didn’t understand anything people in Dumaguete were saying. Which is funny because it felt like I had a translator and a tour guide rather than a big sister.

First sem began and I had 2 things on my mind. 

 1.) Be competitive as fuck. I saw the very first batch of my classmates as competition. People I had to compete with during first semester. But time went by, I started hating myself for even thinking that in the first place. I didn't just find friends. I found family. Which was even harder considering the fact that by second sem, we'll be separated from each other. 

 2.) Move on. Funny kaayo. I spent the first semester looking for a someone or just a something that would make me forget. And yes, charot. I would go around and randomly joke about crushing on random guys in my big lecture, someone from another strand, someone I saw at the gym, or maybe even someone I came across with at the corridor. Desperate moves just to forget, I know. I do regret. Even so, none of them worked. 

I've always been told that "Yung unang uwi lang yung masaya. Yung mga susunod mong uwi, parang normal nalang." Proven and tested. It was fun planning the surprise. For 5 months, I told all of my friends in Puerto that I'll be home by December. Not October. *laughs* I can still remember the looks on their faces. The way they cried, the way they skipped their classes, the way they raced from their own schools, even trekking on mud and the rain just to visit, how the whole school was abuzz. #HeroesWelcome mo lang. Char. It was home. It was nice to spend a week catching up with the people you basically grew around with. But like always, all good things must come to and end. I'm going to have to go back. And it felt weird because, I wanted to go back. I was missing Dumaguete. So much. *laughs*.

I didn't get back in time for the enrollment so I had Egg, a very close friend, enroll for me. You can just imagine the look on my face when he said that we were enrolled in section A. Seriously, man. Kinsa mang ganahan mapafirst section?? Especially when I found out who my classmates were gonna be. (No, I don't hate them I was just scared that they were gonna be people that's hard to make friends with). Bad. Nangjudge ko. Hahaha. I spent the first 2 months of 2nd sem ranting about how much I missed my first semester classmates. That was until new year's, and then everything changed. I don't know how it happened but it just did. I loved my classmates. I even ended up dedicating my final Oral Comm speech for them. I just felt like doing so. Hahaha. Second sem went by so fast and even now I'm wondering how'd I get so attached to these people. 

Oh and another thing. Yung pinapagdasal ko simula nung first sem? Nangyari.

And Satan said, "Let there be feelings" 

 Yay, nagkacrush ako. 

 Only ngayon, things are complicated. 

Super. Complicated. 

(Yes mas complicated pa nung Junior High) 

And the thing is I don't know how or why. (??)

Literally, person is really attractive and really really really smart but it just happened. (Feel ko talaga may gayuma siya eh :( Haha joke) I never disobeyed rules before, but heck I didn't care about dorm rules anymore. I never thought that I'd take my Chemistry finals without even studying. (This is a joke, I studied for a little bit, hehe). Fuck, I even embarrassed myself infront of this person so many times that I lost count already. Kabalo mo guys, I actually confessed (PERSONALLY) dayon mga 1 minute pa bago ko narealize nagawa ko? If that doesn't make you tanga, then I don't know what will. But somehow, this person makes it all okay. :( 

Just one word, then everything's fine. I'd talk to myself every night how stupid I was. Ngano? Magselos ko na wala kong karapatan. HAHAHAHA. (Like that's new) Ma-feel ko na magdemand ako sa time niya. (Again, wala akong karapatan), Mabuang ko sa thought na ayaw na niya sakin. LAMNIYOYUN? HAHAHAHA. Ang idiotic, I know kasi, di niya naman hiningi to da? Hahaha. Di niya naman hiniling saken na magkagusto ako sakanya so dapat lang wala siyang pake. Pero HUUUU. Believe me, naka-ilang headbang na ko sa dingding. Wala giyapon kos matinong utak. Hay. Piste. Which is why summer goal: tanggalin ang pagka-crush. Friends ra. Friends. Hihihi. You guys are better that way. Mehehe. I even came up with this weird way to get over this crush thingy. Which is maghilamos. HAHAHA. Operation: Flawless as fuck. Everytime na maghilamos ko, dapat ma-lessen na ang pagka-crush. Hehe. 

But then that smile. That damned smile. 

WA NA JUD. PILDI NA. BACK TO ZERO. >:( 

Huhu. Yan Danna, hiniling hiling mo na magkacrush ka sa iba, der u habb it. Suffer thy consequences.

 U asked for it.  All these reasons made leaving Dumaguete hard. Again. 

Now here I am, halfway across the world, lying down on my bed at 2:56 AM, suffering from the heat this blasted heater emits, making me sweat like the pig that I am. Just wishing I was home again.

#personal