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I really hope this is okay to ask for but it's totally fine if not. Could I get Makoto, Hajime, Chiaki, Nagito, Ibuki, Kaede, Rantaro, and Kokichi with a trans masc s/o who's feeling really down and insecure about his voice/softer features? Like, maybe was feeling pretty good about passing but the got called ma'am a lot throughout the day so he starts withdrawing and getting quieter or something like that. Thanks either way, I'm loving all that you've been writing so far!

Wow, I'm so honored to hear that you've enjoyed my writing. I'm not great at accepting compliments but hearing that really made my day. I hope this will maybe make your day as well anon and if anything isn't to your liking feel free to tell me!

Makoto

This is a literal sunshine boy. If you're feeling down about anything he won't give up until you feel better.

He loves everything about you but can understand how your softer features can be upsetting.

However, like you, he thinks you're passing just fine. He knows it actually and he'll do whatever he can to make you realize it too.

So what you may have some softer features? There are men that are born men that he's completely mistaken for a woman so you must be on the right track since he's never done that with you.

You might get a weird lecture on how you're perfectly passable despite what anyone else says but it's just him trying to make you feel better.

If he can't convince you though, he'll do his best to cheer you up another way he can.

It might be getting you your favorite foods and putting a movie on at home while he gives you words of comfort, or if you're way too down for his liking he might drag you outside to do something fun like mini-golf or laser tag.

Either way like I said he isn't stopping until he cheers you up! He isn't the greatest at understanding what troubles you but he always does his best to learn more to help where he can.

Hajime

He's a lot calmer than Makoto, as in he'll simply sit you down to ask you to elaborate on what's troubling you and letting you cry if you need to on him.

He wouldn't be as clueless as Hajime since he normally learns a lot through helping others but he's calm enough to ask you to explain if he can't understand any part of your issue.

Once he's sure he understands what your issue is he feels awful for you. He just doesn't understand why people can't see you as you are and will do his best to comfort.

He won't force you to cheer up or be like Makoto but he will hold you and give you words of assurance as he holds you to his chest.

He isn't against doing something casual like videogames to cheer you up or putting on a favorite of yours but that won't happen until he's sure you're good.

Then he's trying to do everything he can to take your mind off of what's ailing you all while telling you time to time how he thinks you pass just fine.

Chiaki

She's normally too sleepy to deal with a lot but seeing you upset will immediately wake her up.

She'll want to know what's up and won't fully get it at first.

It's not that she doesn't understand your gender orientation or anything about being trans, she just really doesn't get how anyone would make such an obvious mistake as to call you mam.

She won't do much but like Hajime, she'll give you lots of words of comfort and hold you to her.

If you don't feel better after all that she'll simply pull out a ton of fun games together and let you choose whatever one you want.

She'll even let you be player 1 or use her favorite controller, whatever makes you happy.

In the end, you'll know she cares and thinks you pass just fine. It won't seem like she's just trying to cheer you up either. She believes in you being you and knows you'd do the same for her if she had similar issues.

Nagito

Someone upset you and he's upset as well.

How could anyone do that to his hope? His obviously male hope nonetheless!

He might be a bit rude towards whoever made the mistake if anything happens when he's with you but he means well.

He's just him. He's him and he respects your gender and wants others to see you as what you are.

He'd immediately understand from reading up on the subject as soon as you two started dating and is furious that someone would make you doubt if you were passing.

He thought you were beautiful as you were, even if you had some more gentle features. He by no means looks manly himself so if anyone should be getting called mam he thinks it should be him and not you.

Regardless though he'll remove yourselves if possible and drag you out to buy you whatever you want.

He wants to cheer you up and will do whatever, like Makoto to help.

If that doesn't help though he'll go into a more serious mode where he acts more like Hajime and Chiaki, holding you and letting you cry.

He'll spoil you rotten afterwards even more. He'll get whatever you want for food. you can sleep with him tonight, you can have whatever you want. You could even hit him and he'd let you not that you would.

He just wants to make you feel better at any cost so he'll be more extreme than Makoto but don't worry, he won't force you to be. He wants to genuinely make you smile by the end of the day at least.

Ibuki

Aw yeah! Ibuki in the house!

This girl is a little ditzy at times so she might not notice at first if you are upset so things could go two ways.

You could tell her or wait until she does realize.

Regardless, once she does realize she is all over you.

She's being her usual hyper self, playing music for you and talking your ear off to distract you.

She is the least educated on this topic though so she'll be a little clueless with how to approach the situation otherwise.

She'll make sure you know you're loved just as you are more than really tell you how you're super manly or something to her but she does think you are.

She just probably won't think to say it until she ends up getting hit with the thought of, 'Hey I should tell S/o he's super manly and cool!'

The only issue is, this most likely occurs at sometime at 3 AM when you're not together and then she'll immediately call you like it's an emergency to tell you just that.

She'll ramble on after about some unrelated things once she's done telling you how manly and amazing you are but she's trying.

Before that she'll just perform all day for you and even ask you to tell her more so she can write an extra special song just for you!

If you're still down by the next day she'll have that song ready and waiting.

She'll probably even make an mp3 of it just for you to listen to it whenever you do feel self-conscious about any of your more gentle features.

Kaede

Another great but clueless girl. She's not uneducated on purpose but she just isn't as knowledgable as someone like Hajime.

Regardless she'll try her hardest to help soothe you with your own personal concert.

It's the usual stuff she plays but it's filled with enough emotion that her love for you somehow is felt in each note.

She would want you to feel calmed and at ease so that she can question you about your problem more before fully approaching it.

Once she's sure she understands though she'll be a lot like Makoto as in she'll drag you out of the house to do all sorts of fun things.

She may even keep insisting to take pictures a lot to do something like uploading a bunch of posts about how great of a boyfriend you are.

She wants you to see how you two look together and how you pass as a male to her and all her friends.

She'd hope it helps you appreciate every trait of yours but if it didn't she'd turn to smothering you with affection.

She'd even stay the night with you if it'd help you and tell you the entire time how amazing she thinks you truly are.

Like Ibuki and Nagito, nothing sounds forced or as though they're just trying to cheer you up so there are no doubts but there really isn't with any of these teens.

Rantaro

One of the calmer out of the bunch. Rantaro would simply pull you aside as soon as he realizes something is wrong.

He'd notice so quickly that you wouldn't even have to explain that something is troubling. All you'd need to do is tell him what's going on and he'd be the most understanding.

He knows he's pretty feminine himself so he gets what it's like to feel misgendered and would want to make you feel better more than anything.

His methods would mostly be letting you cry it out while holding you and petting your hair.

But expect to go shopping afterward!

Rantaro is going to, like Nagito, spoil you to no end.

Want that great ensemble in the window of that expensive store? Done. Want a new videogame? You get it.

It doesn't matter what it is he'll buy it as long as it'll cheer you up.

He'll also insist that you stay with him so that he can stay by your side as you get a chance to enjoy your spoils.

He's more of a fashion person but if you got anything like food, a movie, or a game, he'd be open to trying it out with you without any hesitation at all.

He'll do anything for you and tell you as often as possible how amazing you are to him.

Kokichi

As usual, Kokichi isn't great at expressing himself to others due to his own secretive nature. However, that doesn't mean your issue goes unnoticed.

Kokichi isn't manly by any means but he's not as hurt if anyone ever somehow mistakes him for the other gender so it may seem as though he wouldn't be able to understand.

However, he somehow knows before you even say anything what's troubling you.

He's great at reading people so he probably knew of this problem for a while before really addressing it.

Now that you're so down though he'll want to cheer you up. It'll be in his own annoying ways and he won't sing your praises as much but you can tell he means well.

He'll try to make you laugh more than anything by telling a bunch of dumb jokes and memes to you or even by messing with people on the streets just for funsies.

Despite his questionable methods, he's great at what he does and will probably succeed at making you laugh a lot that day.

Once you two are behind closed doors he'll be a bit more serious but don't count on much.

He may start out snuggling you and telling you that he really thinks you're manly and that it's not a lie but soon after he'll go back to his previous antics.

He'll just be goofy and childish until it rubs off on you too.

Somehow though it all he makes you understand that you are perfect the way you are without even explicitly stating it.

What a powerful boy. Good thing he's on your side.

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