#do i deserve said friendship? doubtable

[bbqhooligan]

you gotta have the self respect to leave unfair relationships and get as much as you give from someone VS you are a futureless queer whose family will disown as soon as youre out and on top of that destined for a lonely existence

#mypost #at least i will always be too proud to ever make myself too vulnerable! PHEW! CLOSE CALL RIGHT THERE! #im too alone vs I WILL NEVER BE CAUGHT GIVING MORE THAN I GET IN ANY RELATIONSHIP! BET! #im gonna sound sooo annoying but. #hurr durr most people you meet dont know how to love and dont know themselves #is it pessimism stoicism or solitism or highly enlightened ans compassionatr view on the human animal. ill let you judge #people just arent very good at not being selfish and trying with admirable effort to right by those they are close to. #me included. for all my talk of lovr and care. im deeply flawed an isolation master detached disassociated blob #but like. i just need like mjnded people aroujd me. i need a lot of friends #do i deserve said friendship? doubtable #sigh #there will be love. thats a constant. even worst people have families and wives and husbands #there will be love #believe it.