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#editing my tags to ad more bc i dont want to make another postabout this
thecherrygod
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i am. making a mistake
#my posts
#im. very depressed. in a bad state. and also ill and unsure if im actually becoming feverish. and its midnight
#i. am struggling emotionally and with a class and with motivation and i guess im also underwhelmed
#like i have. shit to do. and things id rather be doing. im doing none im just sitting there feeling useless
#i. just told a classmate i didnt start my assignment at all yet not even read the material
#and he said it makes sense you were a bit sick im sure youll feel better and be able to do it
#and i told him that hes wrong bc i would have been able to at least read the material before getting sick
#and that if i was doing okay i would still be in the same situation
#i. i dont. think i should be having this conversation with him
#i dont. know why im doing this. i want to kms
#i mean he has talked to me once when he was struggling he broke the mental illness barrier but i dont think i should be passing it either
#i feel like i should stop saying whatever the fuck i am saying idk why i started idk if its too late for that
#editing my tags to ad more bc i dont want to make another postabout this
#yes i made a mistake. idk how to reply without going further into the conversation
#'you could do what you told me and do the text to speech thing you sometimes do when you struggle to focus' my guy. my man. i cant
#idk what to tell him that isnt an 'i cant even start that i can only open the documents i cant do more than that' i made a mistake
#idk how to lie my way out of this idk how to just say 'yeah i should do that' or something and thats it
#i mean i guess i do want to have someone to tell them how im actually doing but i dont. think its the right thing to do
#also i want to throw up and cry and die and if i knew where our thermometers were id check my temperature
#yeah my brain is barely working so since i feel my options are actually answer or ask him to forget i asked
#i am asking him to forget i asked
#i do feel awful and stupid but i dont think actually replying is good and i dont have another way to do so
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