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𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒔 | chap 08

SYPNOSIS: wherein Hwang Stella's life is tangled in a predicament involving her clandestine identity as a racer, her seemingly daily life as the official heir to the Hwang Empire, and seven guys with whom she has a complex history with.

PAIRING: enhypen members x fem oc.

GENRE: 18+ (mdni), reverse harem, chaebols, semi-college & racing, eventual adulthood, non-idol au, eventual enha being f1 drivers, multiple pov (this fic is written in first pov).

WARNINGS: expletives, heavy suggestive themes.

WORD COUNT: 5k+

TAGLIST: @aishigrey @kgneptun

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RENA: I miss you, baby. Can we go and watch a movie tomorrow?

Despite my best efforts to avoid and ignore Rena, they went down the drain in vain. My sudden change in behaviour was alerted to by my mother, which ended up with her threatening me with the same old shit.

Fortunately, everything, including my relationship with Rena, will change in a matter of days. Even though my mother is the dominant one in the family, my father wields more power than her. The pre-relief spreads across my chest. Hopefully, I'll be free soon.

My phone vibrates again, but this time, it's from my father.

FATHER: 8 p.m., family dinner.

A dry chuckle leaves my lips. Dry and cold as always, but compared to my mother, I prefer my father. To be honest, he wasn't always like that. When I was young, he used to be a loving and supportive father, always showing enthusiasm for what I did or what I was interested in. I loved whenever he brought me out to play at the park or play soccer. That was until Charlotte was born, when he changed drastically. I'm uncertain why he changed his approach and behaviour towards me.

Ironically, he isn't a bad father to Charlotte, for which I'm grateful. The least Charlotte needs is one more emotionally absent parent.

As I glance down at my open wallet, I spot a familiar Polaroid picture of me and Stella. My eyes soften with nostalgia while my heart longs for the only love of my life.

Even though I hope that Stella will accept me back, I know that it's hard to gain back her trust and win over her heart, especially when there are other suitors who may win instead of me. I'm not oblivious enough to notice that the other guys are progressively getting closer to her, thanks to my observation skills. On campus, whenever I see her, there will always be one or more of them with her.

I admit that I was furious and jealous, but as I thought about it, I should be glad that Stella isn't alone. Even without me, she seems happier when she's with others, given the spark in her beautiful eyes and how she resists smiling, but eventually they manage to make her laugh.

Mixed emotions swirl within me. Seeing Stella with them sparks different emotions in me. Most of all, I've missed all of them. I've missed being able to hang out with them whenever without having Rena cling to me for almost 24/7.

A sigh leaves my lips before I decide to start the ignition of my Chevrolet Corvette Stingray and place my hands on the steering wheel with the intention to race for a few laps, but before I can do so, I spot Jay's vehicle in the rearview mirror before he settles next to mine.

Though I can't see him due to how tinted the windows are, I have a feeling that he intends to race against me. If that's what he wants, I play around for awhile, the sound of my engine's exhaust getting louder and louder, and Jay does it as well.

The next thing we know, we speed off and pick up the velocity. Neither of us has the intention of losing.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

Jay and I tied, as much as I hate it, but it has been awhile since someone managed to tie with me.

As I exit my car, Jay is already standing there and leaning his back against his vehicle. His eyes meet mine as I make my way towards him.

"We tied." He starts off. "So, truce?"

I know what he meant. I hate fighting with my best friends over a girl. But Stella is not just some girl. She's special, and I can see that she's special to him too. So how could I be mad at him if he loves Stella for the same reason I do?

Stella is undeniably easy to love. I mean, what's not to love about her? She's perfect the way she is. She is beautiful inside and out, and her mind amazes me. Even when others view her based on what they've heard, they have no idea what a precious gem she truly is.

With a half smile on my lips, I extend my hand to him. "Truce."

Instead of shaking my hand, he pulls it and brings me into a hug. "You're a fucking ass, Sim. Do you have any idea how frustrated I was when you avoided me for this long?"

I find myself chuckling before reciprocating the hug. "Good to see you too, man."

Jay pulls away from the hug and looks at me with skepticism. "Are you sure? I mean, I did go after your girl."

"You can love whoever you want to love." The smile on my face drops as I look at him dead in the eyes. "You do love Stella, right?"

Jay seems to hesitate, but his shoulders begin to relax, and his face mirrors the seriousness I do on my face. "I guess I do love her."

"You guess?"

"I mean, I did like her, and that was after I finally acknowledge my feelings, which I denied for a long time." Jay explains, and the sentiment in his eyes shines as he talks about her. "I couldn't help it. I've only begun to realise this after she cut ties with me, but we've reconciled and are friends again, so that's what matters."

I raise my eyebrow at him. "You should've confessed to her instead of agreeing to be friends."

He smirks sadly. "I'm not the only competition you have, Jake. Apparently, Heeseung is interested in her, and Jungwon seems rather close to her. That leaves Sunghoon, Sunoo, and Ni-Ki out of the competition."

I run my fingers through my dark locks. "As much as I hate competition, I'm glad that it's just in our circle. Hwang Stella is sure easy to love."

"She really is." Jay smiles softly while his eyes seem to reminisce. "But Jake, I don't think you have to compete to win her heart. If she were to choose, she would choose you."

"I don't think so. I've already broken her trust and broken her heart, so I'd probably have to work harder to win back her heart."

"What about Rena?" Jay asks, curiosity lurks in his tone. "The girl seems to be obsessed with you."

Chills run down my spine. "Don't worry about her. Soon enough, I won't ever have to be tied to her."

Jay straightens his back. "So you have a plan?"

"Of course. I don't want to be tied to an obsessive psycho forever."

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

The frigid ambiance around the dining area is dominated by silence, with the exception of the sound of utensils and Charlotte's faint laughs coming from the backyard—possibly with her nanny. I'm glad Char isn't here, or else she'll probably ask a question as to why this dinner feels a little too formal and cold.

My father, Jace Sim, is seated across from me, while my mother, Rhea Sim, is seated next to him. Jace hasn't been sparing a glance at me after acknowledging my arrival, whereas Rhea has this indecipherable look across her face.

I place down my utensils even though my food is half-finished. I can't take this silence any longer.

"So?" At the sound of my voice, Jace and Rhea look up. "What's your final decision?"

Jace and Rhea exchange glances before Jace proceeds to speak while staring at me with his steely eyes. "Your mother was reluctant at first, but after discussing further and predicting the possible outcome, we agreed for you to cut ties with Hwang Rena."

"My partnership with Hwang Jihyun has been severed." Rhea informs me, though she doesn't seem too thrilled about it. "But since the Hwangs are a common enemy to most of us, your father has a plan."

"A plan that includes you to take part in." Jace asserts, and the look in his eyes tells me that I have no choice but to comply. "Before we proceed, you must know that your mother no longer has control over your racing ventures─"

Thank God.

"─but I do." Jace adds, his eyes darkening as though he dares me to oppose, but I know better. "So you must heed my decree unless you want to be forced to date Hwang Rena again."

"I'll do anything." I state firmly. "Anything, as long as I don't have to involve myself with Rena."

Jace seems pleased with my statement. "Excellent, now─"

The next few minutes or so, I find myself regretting and utterly helpless, as though I'm stuck in a loophole. Above all, I never want to break Stella's heart again.

I never would have expected to enjoy being around Sunoo, despite how we sort of didn't get along in the beginning. Sure, he's still full of wits and an insufferable passenger princess, but he listens to my ramblings and shows how attentive he is to me. What makes it better is the fact that he doesn't like Rena either.

About me being his servant, it's merely for jest, which I no longer find infuriating. Plus, Sunoo treats me more like his close friend now.

"Here, let me help you." Sunoo offers, bending down to snatch the paper bags from my grasp before I can even reject him. He enters his apartment before I follow suit.

"Thanks." Those paper bags were getting rather heavy. My eyes trained on his figure, in awe of how he carried them effortlessly with one hand, whereas I had to use both.

Sunoo casts me a smirk, sending a peculiar flutter to my heart. "I wouldn't want your arms to feel tired."

"The passenger princess suddenly cares about my well-being." I jest, faking a gasp. "The world must be ending."

"Very funny, darling." Sunoo places the bags on the dining table. In the beginning, hearing that endearment felt weird, but now I've gotten used to it. Plus, he calls Aera 'Babe' so it's just a harmless endearment.

"So what's up?" I ask, inviting myself to sit on the couch and relaxing my muscles that have been aching. "I mean, we've been out the whole day, and we even ate ice cream cake."

"So?" Sunoo asks, raising his eyebrow at me as he plops down next to me.

I adjust my body and turn to him. My eyes are trained on his face, and I find myself admiring his pretty features, especially his lashes and pouty lips. "Today's your birthday, right?"

His eyes meet mine, looking genuinely shocked. "How did you know?"

I shrug my shoulders. "I didn't. I just had a hunch." Then my lips downturn into a frown. "You should've told me about it; then I would've set up a birthday surprise for you."

Sunoo reaches out to ruffle my hair, to which my heart flutters once more. A lazy grin spreads across his lips. "That's sweet of you, darling, but I don't celebrate my birthdays."

"But why?"

His grin falters, and sentimentality shines in his pretty eyes. "My parents stopped celebrating my birthdays as soon as I turned seventeen. They said it was pointless and a waste of time."

My heart aches for him. Under his witty and sly facade is just someone who is lonely. I can see that now. Instinctively, I place my hand on his shoulder, giving it a squeeze. "I'm sorry, Sunoo."

I can see the way his eyes soften as he stares at me. "Don't be, darling. I'm glad that you're here with me."

My lips twitch into a smile. "You're my friend. Of course, I'll be here for you if you need me."

His eyes seem to reflect with surprise yet guilt, to which I begin to feel curious. "What's wrong?" I ask gently.

"It's just that you're good." Sunoo leans closer, and his hand reaches up to caress my cheek. "You're too good for me, darling."

Sunoo is my friend, but why does my heart start to palpitate the way it does whenever I'm with Heeseung, Jay, Jake, and Jungwon?

"Since today's my birthday, can you make my wish happen?" He asks, and the air teeming in the room begins to feel intimate.

"Sure." I smile faintly. "What is it that you wish for, birthday boy?"

His eyes flicker down to my lips, still holding me close with his hand cradling the side of my face. "That you kiss me."

My eyes widen while my lips parted. "Sunoo...."

"It's just a kiss, darling." He whispers, and the crave in his voice sounds discernible. "A kiss that means nothing. I promise you that the kiss won't change what we have now."

I hesitate, but who am I to reject a wish from the birthday boy himself? And so, I close the gap between our lips as my eyes flutter close. The instant my lips meet his, my heart flutters at the softness and how plump his lips feel on mine.

It's just a kiss. I think as I feel him pulling me closer to him, his other hand is now on my waist while the other cradles my face with such affection. It's just a kiss, nothing more.

I pull away from the kiss first, fluttering my eyes open just to meet his beautiful ones that are mesmerising me. I ignore the butterflies in my tummy at the fact that he doesn't seem to be letting go of me soon.

I chuckle softly, yet I feel breathless. "Do you ask for kisses from other girls too? Or even from Aera?"

Sunoo smirks. "Why? Jealous?"

"Not at all."

"Well, if you really want to know, I don't kiss Aera." He says, and I feel his thumb brushing gently on my cheek. "I see her as though she's my sister."

I raise my eyebrow at him. "But you did kiss other girls." I scoff playfully. "Playboy."

"Wanna know something, darling?" His voice drops to a whisper as he leans in once more. "You kiss better than them."

Before I can stop myself, our lips meet again, and this time, it feels more intimate than the previous kiss. My hands drape on his shoulder lazily, and before I know it, he has me seated on his thighs as he holds my waist firmly.

Desire ignites within me, and irrationality clouds my judgement. I attempt to pull away from the kiss, but he has me locked and deepens the kiss.

"Sunoo─" I murmur weakly against his lips.

He pulls away, yet he doesn't move away from my parted lips and begins to speak into my mouth. "I'm not done yet, darling." The low, sensual tone in his voice is enough to bring chills down my spine.

"I don't want to be one of your girls, Sunoo." I protest weakly, but I find myself refusing to escape from his grasp.

"Oh, but you're already there." A handsome smirk pulls at his lips. His eyes, so beautiful yet so dangerous, are hypnotising me. I feel lightheaded the longer the tension between us persists. With his hand grabbing my chin, his thumb touches my bottom lip, and he pulls it down sensually.

"You'll be good for us." His other hand tugs me closer to him until there are no spaces between our bodies now. "You'll be good to us, yeah?"

It isn't a question. The dominance he asserts weakens me by the second. In fact, I've long since weakened since the moment I involved myself with the lot of them.

"Yes." I whisper, feeling needier by the second.

I know for a fact that I've dug my grave deeper as I allow myself to fall deeper. The strength I had and the walls I've built around my heart have begun to crumble. Even though my mind is screaming at me for falling into the temptation, my heart yearns and desires to be one of their girls.

It has been two days since that family dinner—two days since I've finally managed to cut ties with Rena and have her blocked on every social media platform. It would be an understatement to say that I'm relieved. It feels like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders.

My phone chimes, prompting me to look down and read a message.

JAY: We're gathered in the lounging room.

Without wasting time, my pace quickens as I make my way to the lounging room, though it is two blocks away. Initially, I didn't want to meet them yet, but I couldn't ignore the yearning to have my best friends back.

I feel a little breathless as soon as I reach it, but I immediately compose myself before unlocking the door while my heart races with anticipation.

"Jake?" Ni-Ki abruptly stands from the couch, his face contorting into confusion.

"So you've finally decided to show your face, huh?" Sunghoon says snidely as he slowly approaches.

My eyes skim across the room. I guess Ni-Ki has been playing chess with Jungwon while Sunoo has been reading a book. Heeseung is across the room, seated by the window sill with his arms crossed. Heeseung's eyes meet mine briefly before I look away. Right, I forgot about our unfinished business.

"Back off, Hoon." Jay startles me when he slings an arm around my shoulder. A grin appears on his lips. "He's officially back."

Sunghoon's eyes dart between me and Jay. "So you two have reconciled?" We nod in unison.

"What about Rena?" Sunoo asks in a dull tone without looking away from his book. "I'm surprised she's not with you, clinging onto you like a damn koala."

"I'm done with her." I state firmly, now gaining all of their attention with their eyes fixed on me. "I asked my father for some help, so I'm officially free from Rena."

"Thank fuck!" Sunghoon surprises us with his abruptness as he gives me a hug. "Welcome back, Jake."

Ni-Ki comes jogging towards us before engulfing me in a hug, bringing a chuckle out of me. "We've missed you so much." He says while Jungwon approaches me as well.

"Jake." Jungwon and I do our handshake before he tugs my hand, pulling me into him as our shoulders touch, with him patting my back.

"So the gang is officially back!" Sunoo announces, beaming with a grin.

"Not yet." I tell him before directing my gaze to Heeseung, who seems to be waiting for me. "Heeseung." I approach him while the others watch with keen eyes.

"Jake." Heeseung greets me, giving me a curt nod. "I'm happy for you."

"Thanks." I rub my nape. "Listen, about what happened months ago, I would like to apologise."

"Why? You were right to feel mad when you found out that I had a crush on your girlfriend." Heeseung says nonchalantly.

He has a point. I sigh. "I really don't want us to prolong this distance. I hate fighting with my best friends."

Heeseung remains silent for a moment, his eyes are calculative as he scans me, but soon, he breaks into a small smile and walks towards me. "You're really back, Sim Jaeyun."

Heeseung welcomes me into a hug, which I eagerly accept. Thankfully, there are no tears, even though I feel overwhelmed by this.

"Let's never fight again." Ni-Ki asserts, followed by a chorus of agreement from the rest.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

It feels good to be able to catch up with them and what I had missed, though oddly, they never mentioned anything about Stella. Speaking of Stella, I don't know how to approach her and let her know that she won't have to worry about Rena anymore. Would she accept me back with open arms? Do I still have a spot in her heart, knowing that the others are obviously way ahead of me?

"Jake." I look to the side to see Heeseung joining me just outside of the students' parking lot. "I thought you'd already headed home."

I slide my hands into my pockets. "I was just contemplating..."

"About Stella?" He quirks an eyebrow at me as he lights up his cigarette stick that is situated between his lips.

I let out a sigh. "Yeah."

Heeseung takes a long drag of his stick before blowing out the grey smoke. "You should know that I have feelings for her."

"I know. Jay told me." I give him a tight smile. "This time, I'm not going to be mad at you or any of them for having feelings for Stella."

Heeseung smirks lazily. "Character development, I see."

I roll my eyes. "More like I'm done fighting with you lot over a girl. Besides, if liking her means that you'll protect her and give her the love that she deserves, then so be it."

I can feel Heeseung's gaze on my face as I look straight ahead. "What if she won't have to choose?"

Intrigued, I stare at him with an eyebrow raised. "What do you mean?"

"I'm talking about sharing her." Heeseung tilts his body, giving his full attention to me. "That way, we won't have to fight."

The idea is tempting, but my jaw clenches. "Stella is not some slut, Heeseung. How would you feel if word got out that we're sharing her?"

Heeseung's eyes harden with resolution. "I'm not saying she is one. I'm saying that we don't have to fight for her affection and assure her that she doesn't have to choose just one."

"Forget it." I scoff lightly. "Even if the idea is good, we need Stella's permission. Heck, we don't even know if she still has feelings for me or has feelings for you and the others."

"And if she has feelings for us?" Heeseung asks.

My heart seems to be racing with an uncertainty of anticipation while my throat goes dry. "I guess we'll just have to wait and see."

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

What Heeseung suggested earlier has been repeating inside my head. I heave a sigh and turn off the shower before grabbing my towel to dry myself off. There is no denying that I am territorial and possessive when it comes to Stella, but I don't want to have to fight Heeseung or even the other guys.

As soon as I tighten the robe around my figure, the doorbell chimes throughout my apartment. Curiosity fills my head, wondering who has decided to pay me a visit at this hour. It can't be my best friend since we just spent time together earlier.

I unlock the door, and the instant the door opens, my heart pounds harder against my chest at the sight of Stella.

"Stella." I feel breathless upon seeing the beautiful sight of her.

Her eyes shamelessly scan me, and her cheeks turn a shade of maroon when her eyes linger a little longer on my bare chest. She clears her throat before meeting my eyes. "I heard about what happened."

"How did you know?"

"Rena." Stella sighs, her fingers run through her hair attractively. "She wouldn't stop screaming and blaming me for being the reason that you two broke up."

Concern and protectiveness wash over me as I instinctively step forward to cradle her face. "Did she hurt you anywhere?"

Stella blinks her eyes, looking surprised. "No. Even if she were to hurt me, I could defend myself." She says softly.

"Thank God." Naturally, I plant a kiss on her forehead. "I don't know what I would do if she had hurt you."

Stella's eyes glisten with indecipherable emotions. "Jaeyun, I'm here not because I want to get back together with you."

My heart feels as though a knife has been stabbed into it. My hands loosen from cradling her face. I swallow down a lump. "Then why are you here, Stella?"

"I just needed to see you." Her tone wavers. "Rena was right. I'm the most selfish person."

"What? No, you're not, love." I counter with a frown. "I know you, Stella."

Stella shakes her head, forcing herself to back away from my touch. "I'm a fucking mess, Jaeyun. I still love you, I really do, but at the same time, I have growing feelings for─"

"I know." I place both hands on her shoulders, attempting to calm her down upon seeing how panicked she looks.

Stella's eyes shine with tears. "That's why we can't be together. Not unless I have sorted out my shit. I don't want to break anyone's hearts."

"I broke yours before, so it's fair that you break mine." A gentle smile graces my lips as I bring her hand towards my lips before I kiss her knuckles. "I don't care what you have to say, but my heart belongs solely to you, Hwang Stella."

"Jaeyun, stop." Her lips quiver. "Don't make this harder on me."

"But it's true, my love." I say softly, still holding her hand. "Even if you break my heart a thousand times, it'll forever remain yours."

"But I'm a mess." She protests weakly.

I caress her cheek with care. "A beautiful mess, but most of all, my mess."

"There are others I hold close to my heart."

"I just want to be yours." My eyes display the longing and desperation for her. "You don't have to choose, love."

Stella bites her lips so harshly that I swear it'll draw blood. "Fuck this."

The next thing I know, she slams her lips against mine, prompting me to hold her steady with my hands on her waist. I can feel a thousand emotions she pours into the kiss with a sense of urgency.

Stella kisses me as though she needs air. Without breaking the liplock, my back hits the wall as I hold her body close to mine. Heat pools within me, and lust clouds my head. She tugs my bottom lip with her teeth, pulling it gently but enough to show that she is in control.

"Fuck," I gasp against her parted lips as we catch our breaths. "I've missed you so fucking much."

Stella presses her body into mine, eliciting a low groan when I feel her heat on my groin. "Does she kiss you the way I do?" She asks, as her dominance is beginning to turn me on. A new side of her.

"No. She doesn't. I didn't even let her kiss me on the lips." My voice sounds whiny. What the fuck? Nonetheless, I yearn for her taste and touch. "Stella, please."

Her eyes darken with lust and desire while a smirk tugs at the corner of her lips. "Please what?"

I try to chase for her lips, but she pulls back, teasing. "I don't think you deserve to have another kiss that easily."

Driven by lust and how my manhood is starting to hurt, I have enough of her teasing. Before she knows it, I grab her by the nape and slam my lips on hers. I slowly back her up against the wall.

"Don't fucking tease me again, love." I murmur into the kiss.

"Oh, yeah?" She challenges, her lips parted as we breathe into each other's mouths. "What happens if I do?"

"You're about to find out." My hands lower to her thighs. "Jump."

"She's late again." I mutter under my breath, starting to feel annoyed by her tardiness. She's not usually late to our session. A sigh leaves my lips before I decide to sit on the bench.

Now that I think about it, Stella is getting really good at combat, but I would never admit that to her. She even conquered her fear of pools, despite the fact that her swimming skills are not as good as mine. Truth be told, I don't think she needs my help anymore, seeing how capable she already is.

But why do I still insist on continuing to help her? I mean, I did enjoy our previous session because she wasn't as insufferable as I thought. Are we even friends? Heck, why am I stressing myself about this?

"Sorry, I'm late!" Upon hearing her voice, relief and anticipation spread across my chest. It's weird to feel this way just because I heard her voice, which I once hated and found annoying.

As I finally settle my gaze on her, my heart beats with an unfamiliar momentum. She is attired in her usual gym clothes, which shows off her great, accentuated figure. Her eyes meet mine, and a grin spreads across her lips. But my frown deepens upon noticing how she is limping as she walks.

"Hey, Sunghoon." She greets me, no longer are there animosity or hatred in her eyes as she looks at me. This is getting fucking weird, especially my annoying heart.

I clear my throat and compose myself, appearing as stoic as I can. "Since you're late, you'll have to do twenty push-ups."

Instantly, her grin vanishes. "What?!"

I cross my arms over my chest. "You heard me, Stella."

"How about ten?" She bats her eyelashes at me innocently, doing something to my lower region, to which I internally groan.

Why the fuck am I getting hard over Hwang Stella?

"Twenty-one."

She gasps in disbelief. "Park Sunghoon!"

"Twenty-three."

"Hey! You skipped twenty-two!"

"Twenty-five it is, then." I walk away from her to grab a set of boxing gloves for her.

"I hate you, Park!" She exclaims, but I can discern playfulness in her tone.

I don't know why I'm hesitating as my throat goes dry. "I hate you too, Hwang."

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

Throughout the whole session, Stella hasn't been giving her best. As her coach, I'm disappointed and dissatisfied with her performance. But what bizarres me is when I feel pure aggravation, especially when it's obvious why she was limping earlier and how she seems slightly lethargy.

I'm not stupid enough to realise that she probably had been with any of my best friends, and I'm leaning more towards Jake, Heeseung, or Jay. To make it worse, I spot hickeys on her collarbones.

And you know what is fucking stupid? It's the fact that I feel bitter and annoyed by her sleeping with one of my best friends when I shouldn't. It isn't in any of my business who she's sleeping with, and I have no right to feel that way.

But why the hell am I being like this?

"Is something wrong?" Stella asks carefully as she approaches me. Thankfully, the session finally ended.

"What do you mean, Hwang?" I ask rather gruffly as I put down the dumbbell. I don't miss the way she flinches visibly.

"You've been acting weird." She points out with a frown.

"I don't know what you're talking about. I've always been like this." Please just go, or else I'm afraid I'll lash out at you.

"No." She says stubbornly. "You're not usually like this."

"Well, haven't you thought about your poor performance today?" I ask, sarcasm dripping on my harsh tone.

She blinks her eyes. "But I gave my best."

"No, you didn't." My cold eyes drill straight into her widening ones. "I taught you better than to give me a poor performance."

Hurt resides in her gaze. "Why are you being like this? Okay, fine, I'm sorry about my performance for today, but in the beginning, I gave the same result too, and you weren't mad like you are now!"

Hold it. Hold it. Hold it─

"Who were you with last night?" I ask calmly.

Her eyebrows furrow before she lets out an irritated sigh. "Sunghoon─"

"Answer the damn question, Hwang."

She clenches her jaw. "I was with Jaeyun."

I knew it, and yet, disappointment still befalls me. Irrationality begins to poison my mind, and the temperature in the gym drops. Before I can stop myself, a scoff leaves my lips.

"Do you enjoy having my best friends pinning over you? Do you enjoy being the reason why some of them fought over you?" I take a step forward while my glare burns through her. "Do you enjoy having their attention? Do you enjoy being their slut?"

Stella flinches and staggers a step back, as though I had punched her. The hurt in her eyes remains. But I continue amidst my rage and fucking jealousy.

"I know, Hwang. I know that some of them have feelings for you, and it's fucking sickening. What the hell is so special about you?" I don't realise that I have her backed up against the wall. "You're no different than your sister. All of you Hwangs are fucking selfish. Always wanting more."

The moment a teardrop slides down her cheek, it is as though the toxicity leaves my system. Alas, vines of guilt wrap around my heart.

"Wow." She chuckles sadly. "And here I thought we were already friends. I should've known that you still hated me."

Come on, Park Sunghoon! Speak up!

Stella continues while still looking at me with hurtful yet beautiful eyes. "Thanks for helping me out, but I don't think we should continue anymore." She sniffles, wiping her tear from her cheek as she pushes past me.

"Wait, Stella─" But as I turn around, she has already left the gym, leaving me to reel in guilt and regret while my heart clenches in pain.

What the hell have I done?

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xo-lesserafim · 9 months

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Enhypen as Kiss of Life songs.

DENI♡ — thank you to my pekpek quad/ people in @k-neighborhood for the plot/ideas, or helping me out! ily fam😊☝️ notes for the specific fic will be added under the notes. and synopsis might change for all of them!

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All of these fics are fake, and not ment to describe the following idol’s irl😊 some might be drabbles, some might be fics! It kinda depends on when i write. But i think hoons will be a smau.

NIKI — Shhh

synopsis: it was your friend’s birthday, and she decided to go to a club. While waiting , you saw a guy, who was just your type! Inside, you took a few drinks here and there, and found the same guy. Let’s just say, you’ve said something you shouldn’t had. A few days later, you see him as the other instructor for your dance class. What do you do during those classes? You try to one up each other, of course.

pairings : coach!niki x coach!yn

genre: e2l, love at first sight (well, for the reader,) fluff, possible angst😊 comedy

warnings: swearing, mentions of club, mentions of alcohol, more will be added! Everything in the fic is not the following idols mention life’s, it’s purely fictional!

ft: enhypen, minji and hanni; newjeans, and yunjin and chaewon from le sserafim

word count : ??

note — everyone in this fic is 22+

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JAKE — Bye my neverland

synopsis: All ago, you’re family has always been archrivals with the sim family. They’ve been fighting for the top spot for best company. But you’ve always had a crush on Jake, and finally confessed him when you were in high school . Neither of your parents accepted it, and you haven’t seen him since. You’re finally 25, and happened to see Jake again. Will you guys be in a relationship, with your parents accepting? Or lovers who will never get to be with each other?

pairing: crush/lover!Jake x fem!reader

genre: e2l, forbbidden love, fluff, angst, more to add.

warnings : swearing, yn's and Jake's parents have an obesseio for being on top, parents no excepting their children's so, mentions of alcohol.

ft: hyung line from enypen, and unnie line from new jeans

word count: ??

note — I suck at angst so be aware :)

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HEESEUNG — sugarcoat

synopsis: Heeseung, always seems to sugarcoat his words, even tho its always bad. This time you’ve had it, leaving him. Somehow he persuaded you into staying with him. Will he stay true to his word, or sugarcoat it once again?

parings : boyfriend!heeseung x fem!reader

genre : established relationship, fluff, angst

warnings: swearing,breaking up, toxic relationship?

ft: jungwon, jay, and sunghoon; enha. 04 line from

word count: ??

note: do we make this have a angsty or fluffy ending? (only my pekpeks get to know🥰)

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JAY — Before the “countdown”

synopsis: You’re done with him and his bullshit. Him always manipulating you to come back to him with, a sweet tone, carefully picked words, and a shopping spree. But he always cheats on you? Or makes comments on your weight, saying you’re too fat, too skinny, or what you’re eating every single time you guys are out. Or could it be he makes comments on what you wear out in public, or flirts with other girls infront of you.

pairings : verbally abus1v3!cheater!jay x fem!yn

genre: lovers 2 exes, angst with no comfort, lmk if im missing anything

warnings: swearing, fighting, verbal abuse, mentions of cheating, mentions on your weight, on what you eat, or wear. lmk if i’m also missing something pls😭🙏

ft: mentions of yunjin from le sserafim.

word count : ??

note — jungwon’s fic is pt.2 to this! The yn is the same😊

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JUNGWON — Countdown

synopsis: Crying at a park,late at night, Yang Jungwon notices you crying. Not knowing what to do, he decides to comfort you. Helping you feel happier in many different ways, and helping you make a “kickstart” and live your life.The only thing you guys didn’t know, the relationship awaiting.

parings: stranger!jungwon x heart-broken!fem!reader

genre: strangers 2 lovers, fluff, angst(?)

warnings: swearing, mentions of stuff from jay’s warnings, comfort.

ft: mentions of jay and yunjin(?)

note — thank flo for making me not do angst…😊☝️

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SUNOO — Kitty Cat

synopsis: You’re in college, living your best life! Going to partys, getting good grades! While at a party with Sunoo, a guy keeps on hitting on you, while you keep on rejecting him, luckly Sunoo protects you.

pairings: best-friend!sunoo x fem!reader

genre: college au! best friends, fluff

warnings: swearing, a guy non-stop hitting on yn, mentions of alcohol and drinking (readers doesn’t drink any.)

ft: mentions of enhypen members, and yunjin from le sserafim, and keeho from p1harmony.

notes : i actually think sunoo fits this so well!

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SUNGHOON — Play Love Games

synopsis: On a game called “Love games”, you were a pro gamer, being high level, until your account gets terminated. On a new your new account, you were leveling up quickly, until user @/ppenguin_101 asks you for tips to level up. Over time, you guys became gaming best friends, becoming so close! Telling each others your age, and glimpses their voice. On the day you guys we’re doing a face reveal, you found out the worst news of your life, @/ppenguin_101 was Park Sunghoon, your worst nightmare (who also has a girlfriend.)

pairings: enemy!gamer-best-friend!sunghoon x gamer!yn

genre: e2l, fluff, angst(?)

warnings: swearing, mentions of raging at love games, horrible humor, more to add.

ft: all enhypen members, mankae line in le sserafim and newjeans.

note — probably my favorite one…

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