#ffxiv gave me a huge reason to continue going on bcs i wanted to experience more of the game that i hold close to my heart

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btw this is insane but wow. i did shadowbringers at fucking 14 years old. no wonder it messed me up (in a good way) so badly.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #THAT'S HONESTLY INCREDIBLY INSANE TO ME ..... WOW.......... #and then in the same year i improved from sprout who doesn't know shit. to i cleared e12s through my own skill. #i still sucked then though as expected but HEY i did savage as three different roles and cleared the whole tier as a shit mch! #and then i've come so far then... awh man #my development in xiv. in game and out of game in relation to ffxiv. really means a lot to me #bcs in a way it's also a symbol of my growth overall esp as a kid who had to experience my early teenage years in the pandemic... #+ with anxiety and depression issues and not having any sort of... thing to hold on hope for. no support friends. #but ffxiv (in a healthy way dw!) helped me gain so much more. and agagdhdbsksj it just means a lot to me sorry #ANYWAY i'm a mentor now and i love helping people out and i'm still shy but i've made really dear friends and experiences #i've cleared an ultimate... i cleared asphodelos... the only reason why i havent done more is bcs of my shit time management #sorry. i'm just really proud of myself actually! #ffxiv gave me a huge reason to continue going on bcs i wanted to experience more of the game that i hold close to my heart #and since around 3 years. i'm here still. that's amazing honestly. amazing