#generally speaking I'm sort of this fucked up very boy-adjacent thing

[fuckwoodyallen]

Okay so there is a very real possibility that I am "technically" genderfluid judging from the posts I've read on here that are about being gay for both men and women or whatever the hell I was talking about in earlier posts, but also it's like that one tweet that goes "I'm probably nonbinary but I have a job so idrc about that rn". Or maybe I should just get over myself and accept that I'm probably bisexual

#it is so easy to put up a front and just be like idgaf about labels #I know I'd be lying if I said that #unfortunately I do care #in another universe I would label myself queer and call it a day #but alas #things are much more complicated than that #and as for the bisexual label #like I said earlier I don't feel any genuine attraction to boys unless I imagine myself as one (which I kind of already am but) #it's like a “my gender in relation to their gender” type thing #except it doesn't work like that the opposite way #like I don't see myself as a woman within the context of my attraction to them #generally speaking I'm sort of this fucked up very boy-adjacent thing #but not entirely a man #I don't know anymore